photograph in my hand. “After all, she’s the famous one.”
“And here’s Kitty in her first school play.” Pam turns
the pages of photo album. “Bitten by the bug right then
and there, she was. You know, she fought off five other
girls to play Mary in the nativity that year—including the
rector’s daughter!—and then she went and lost her two
front teeth, bless her!” She points to photo of little girl
with gappy grin and tea towel on her head.
“And here she is in Annie and Joseph and as Sandy in Grease Spent far too much time rehearsing and not
enough revising for her GCSEs, if you ask me!” Pam
chuckles. “Still, grades aren’t everything—she was
straight off to London for the summer with the National
Youth Theatre, and then snapped up by an acting agent!”
“Wow!”
“We were so proud.” Pam beams. “Didn’t get to see
much of her, of course, she was so busy auditioning and
filming and living the high life in London. Not that she
even stayed there very long—she left just after
Christmas!”
“How come?” ask carefully.
“She was spotted! Again! Can you believe it?” Pam
laughs. “We got call at the end of January—she was off to
Los Angeles.” Pam sighs. “Off to follow her dream.”
Or to forget her past
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“She’s been starring in
sitcom over there.” Pam
beams. “For Richer, For Poorer Here.” She untucks large photo from the back of the album and gasp. Kitty’s black
hair gleams beneath an Alice band, and her green eyes
penetrate mine. Any doubts had vanish in an instant.
She looks just like me.
“Lovely, isn’t it?” Pam smiles. “And there’s her stage
name, Kitty Clare. Washing away her sin my husband,
Keith, says—Get it? Sin clare?”
grin, excitement thrilling like fever through my
veins. “Do you have any contact details for her? It would
be great to do an interview or something.”
“Of course,” Pam says, handing me the photo. “The
address of the studios is on the back, and you’ll need
photo for your project. I’ve got plenty more.”
“Thank you.”
take the photo reverently. My
mother …
Suddenly, Toby springs to his feet, barking madly as
key turns in the front door.
“Gracious, is that the time? Doesn’t it fly?” Pam
jumps up. “Sorry, love, that’ll be my other daughter, Jenny,
and her boys—we’re off to the panto. It’s all go in this
family, I’m afraid!”
“That’s fine. Thank you so much for your help.”
smile, getting to my feet.
“Mum! Are you ready?”
woman bustles in,
swiping her long black hair from her face. “Oh, sorry,
didn’t realize you had visitor. Hello.” She smiles warmly.
“Hi.” beam back. My aunt!
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Two little boys hurtle past her, lunging at each
other with plastic swords. And cousins!
“Boys—careful!” She grins apologetically. “Sorry!
They’re bit excited—we’re off to see Peter Pan.”
beam as edge past them. whole family!
“Sorry to rush you off like this,” Pam says, holding
the front door for me. “Please do call round again if there’s
anything else you need—it’s always lovely talking about
my girls.”
She smiles at me, and suddenly
give her
spontaneous hug, breathing in the fruity scent of her
shampoo as she hugs me back.
“You take care, now.” She beams. “And remember—
anytime!”
“Goodbye!” wave as she closes the door, hugging
my jacket tighter, warm feeling glowing inside me.
I’ve found her, I’ve actually found my mother! And
Pam too, and Keith and Jenny and the boys—a whole
other family! My real family The wind whips against my cheeks, and my eyes water. My mother Yes, she’s in L.A.—
practically the other side of the world—but I’ve found her!
I’ve actually found her!
Andy looks up as open the car door. “Well?”
falter, remembering his harsh words, his cynicism.
“It wasn’t her, was it?” He sighs, reaching over and
brushing tear from my eye.
hesitate, can’t meet his gaze.
“Oh, Rose.” He pulls me into tight embrace. “I’m so
sorry, but you know, it’s probably for the best.”
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Over his shoulder, my eyes are on the house. The
front door opens and the family spills out onto the
driveway, laughing and chattering happily.
“Do you want to talk about it?” Andy asks gently.
shake my head. This is too fragile, too precious
moment to talk about right now. Especially with Andy.
can’t tell him, can’t let him ruin this—not now
He starts the car, and
gaze into the rearview
mirror as we drive away, watching the Sinclares laugh as
they squash and squeeze into their car, Toby racing in
excited circles around them, my head dancing with
excitement,
with
possibilities.
My
family my
grandmother
my mother …
“You don’t need her, you know?”
turn, startled, as Andy’s hand squeezes mine.
“Just coz she gave birth to you, it doesn’t make
her—”
“Let’s talk about something else, okay?” interrupt
quickly, pulling my hand away.
He looks at me, concerned.
“Please.” swallow. “Tell me about your trip.”
“Okay …,” he says uncertainly. “Well, I’m starting
out in the States. I’ve got family in New York and
Washington, so I’m going to crash at theirs on the cheap.”
“Sounds good,” reply absently.
“Yeah, my cousin’s
taxi driver—a bona fide New
York cabbie—so he’s promised to show me the sights.
Then my aunt’ll feed me up before fly on to Chicago, San
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Francisco, then catch
Greyhound bus down to sunny
L.A.”
“L.A.?” turn.
“Yeah, thought I’d do the whole showbiz thing—
Mann’s Chinese Theater, Walk of Fame, Hollywood.”
Hollywood
Holly Woods
lean back against the
headrest and smile. That’s why! What better name for the child of starstruck seventeen-year-old?
“Then on to Southeast Asia—Vietnam, Cambodia,
Thailand …,” Andy continues, but zone out, still buzzing
with thoughts of my family—so close by! And my
mother—in Los Angeles
Finally we pull into Nana’s drive.
“Andy—”
“Rose—” We say each other’s name together.
“You first,” insist.
“I just wanted to say
am sorry we didn’t find
your mum. know how much it meant to you, just …” He
rests his hand on mine. “I didn’t want you to get hurt.”
My cheeks burn and
look away. “I know,”
say
quietly.
He squeezes my hand. “Your turn.”
“What? Oh, no, it was nothing.” shrug.
“What is it?” He smiles.
“I was just wondering …” hesitate. “I mean, about
your trip …”
He frowns. “I could always put it off for bit, if you
like? If you want me to stick around?”
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shake my head quickly. “No, no, it’s not that, it’s
just …”
“What?” he asks gently.
“Would you mind
if
came along after
all
maybe …?”
“On the trip?”
nod.
“Rosie, that would be awesome!”
“Yeah?”
“Ye-ah!” He grins. “Are you kidding? We’ll have the
best time!”
smile at him. Then shiver as the wind whips past.
“Listen, go in, you’re freezing. I’ll call you tomorrow,
okay? We’ll meet up, sort everything. Rosie, this is going to