c.) It scares me but I know I have a need
12.) Orgasms…
a.) I love when my cunt leaks
b.) I love stirring my juices and tasting them
c.) My cunt is so greedy that I want more
13.) Pain…
a.) OMG I need it mixed with pleasure
b.) It scares me but I know I have a need
c.) Oh, please, sir, take me there
14.) Control…
a.) Take me, shape me
b.) Mold me, use me
c.) Hurt me, break me
15.) I need…
a.) forced orgasms
b.) orgasm denial
c.) multiple orgasms
No coming!
16.) My clit needs…
a.) to be pinched and rolled
b.) to be spanked
c.) to be hummed
17.) I want to feel…
a.) the drip of wax all over me
b.) the sting of snapped elastics
c.) my breasts slapped
18.) I need…
a.) verbal abuse
b.) instruction on how to fuck myself
c.) to learn self-bondage
19.) I ache…
a.) to be used
b.) to be obedient
c.) to become a greedy fuck-slut
20.) Right now…
a.) my cunt aches
b.) I need to explode
c.) my pussy is leaking
This is just the beginning and things will only build and grow more intense from here. You will need to be a good girl and follow all the rules. If you do as you are told, I will teach you how to be a good little plaything.
MC
Heavens, it was like he had a direct line to the darkest recesses of my mind. I lived for Cosmo quizzes, and this was like an X-rated BDSM version of one. Robotically, I took my laptop into the bathroom, stripped naked, and sat down on the cool bathroom tile. I didn’t own a dildo, so I improvised with a similarly-shaped bottle of hand cream.
Taking a ragged breath, I began to type with my left hand and draw my answers on my clit with my right. The blood soon rushed to my labia, and I moaned and pitched against my own hand, trying not to come. With every answer, each stroke of my finger across my most sensitive button, my body shook, teetering on the edge, ready, so ready to fly over that edge and embrace the orgasm that lay just on the other side of the finest line. When I was done, I sent him my answers. My hair was caked to my forehead with sweat and I wanted to cry, I felt so sexually frustrated. My bottom lip quivered as I put on a pair of flannel pajamas, turned down my air conditioner, and crawled into bed.
My sleep that night was fractious; first I kicked off my covers then pulled them on again. I could have made myself climax. He would have never known, but for some reason I didn’t even consider the possibility of doing so. I wanted to please him. For some odd reason, doing right by him and following his orders mattered more to me than my own comfort. The only thing on my mind was MC and our next communication. I was like a big mouth bass that he’d hooked, only with me it was the more private parts of my body that he captured.
Whoever he was, wherever he was, he already controlled me. And even though this was what I signed on for, it frightened me how obsessed I’d already become by his “training.” I knew I had the power to stop it, but I also knew that I wouldn’t.
CHAPTER SEVEN
The next morning I didn’t allow myself to check my secret email account. I needed a break from the intense sexual relationship forming with MC, or at least with my computer. School was busy that day, and I actually thought less about my kinky new hobby. Sitting on the floor reading Sesame Street books to kindergarteners and spending hours grading papers could do that to a girl.
So when I read the next email that afternoon, I was disappointed to find that my assignment for MC had only earned about a C—my grading assessment, not his.
Sophie,
I hope you got that pussy of yours nice and wet and made that sweet hole ache inside. I trust you were a good girl and didn’t come. Did you like this task? Are you hungry for more? I know you think you followed all the rules, and I believe you tried, but as part of the instructions you were supposed to tell me your reactions as you went through the task.
Since this was your first real task, and I am aware you may have not understood all the rules, here are some questions to guide you.
What toy did you have planted in your sweet cunt? What did you use to draw on that clit? Send me back the five questions that intrigued you the most. Can you see how this will evolve into more intense training? As we move forward are you willing to play via chat? Do you see phone play in the future? Are you willing to explore on cam?
I will teach you to mix pain with pleasure. I will have you experience bondage. I will take your orgasms to new heights. I will haunt you with each task as we build. I will make you ache for more and more.
I need answers to all these questions in complete detail, with honesty. We must develop a trust that allows the training to take hold. You will only get out of this what you put in.
Do you have any questions for me?
Be a good girl, the next task awaits.
MC
As I read his note, I whimpered aloud. He already haunted me, the bastard. It was both infuriating and intoxicating.
MC,
Yes, I was a good girl and didn’t come. At first I thought that it would be easy, and I wouldn’t want to come, like on the alphabet task, but when I got to #14 & #15 it was all I could do to stop myself.
I did like this task, and I am looking forward to the next one. I’m sorry that I messed up, I thought I was doing it right. I didn’t have a dildo so I used a bottle of hand cream and my finger for the task.
The five questions that intrigued me most were:
1. I need to: My answer was a) suck cock
9. Bondage: My answer was b) Make me tremble (I love the idea of bondage)
13. Pain: My answer was b) It scares me but I know I have a need
14. Control: My answer was b) mold me, use me
17. I want to feel: My answer was a) the drip of wax all over me
I can see me playing via chat or phone, but never on a webcam. My privacy is too important to me.
That brings me to some questions for you. What is your policy for the privacy of your subs in training? Do you promise to keep the information gathered in training confidential and not to share it with others? That is important to me as I must keep this side of my life discreet.
I’m not sure I have what I need to do these tasks. For example, I didn’t have a dildo. Do you think you could make a list of things I might need to obtain for training?
How do you know when it’s time for training to end?
Best,
~Sophie
To my surprise I received an answer back quite quickly, and as I read it I felt the intimacy between us build. It was as if I were hearing back from a lover, and in a way, I guess I was.
Sophie,
First of all I would never ever share any information with anyone else. When it comes to training, trust is the most important ingredient. Both parties need reassurance and the right comfort level to keep moving forward while increasing intensity.
I need you to thoroughly understand that this is all about you and your growth as a good plaything. I need to know that this is something you want and feel you absolutely need.
We can definitely do chat and phone as well as emailing tasks, but not knowing your time restraints yet is cumbersome. We will develop a better understanding of when the play times are best for both of us as we go deeper.