“All guys measure their member.” Several brands of dildos were made from the mold of his cock. He wasn’t about to admit that to her though. He doubted she’d be impressed.

The money from the sales was good though.

Stop fucking thinking about it.

Jason needed to stop thinking about what he did. Richard’s words of cheating kept repeating in his mind. They weren’t dating. They weren’t together.

Slamming his lips down on hers, he silenced all of his inner concerns by focusing purely on the woman in his arms. Her soft body beneath him was enough to distract him from the chaos that was in his mind.

“Oh, my,” she said, as he slowly began to push his dick into her pussy.

Gritting his teeth, Jason was blown away by how tight she actually was. Resting his head against the crook of her neck, he bit down onto her pulse, moaning as her pussy quivered around his cock.

“Fuck, baby, I can’t find the words.” He was taken completely by surprise by the pleasure of her pussy.

She blew him out of the water with how she was affecting him.

Sydney was undoing him in ways that he didn’t think were possible.

Unable to control himself, he slammed inside her to the hilt. She screamed his name, and he paused, giving her time to grow used to the length of his dick.

“Wow, you weren’t lying were you?” she asked.

He leaned back enough to stare into her mesmerizing brown eyes. “I wasn’t lying.”

Stroking her cheek, he pressed little kisses to her lips. Something was happening between them. Her eyes were soft as she stared back at him. Sydney was totally focused on him, no one else.

“Do you feel that?” he asked.

She bit her lip and didn’t say anything.

“You do, don’t you, and I’m not talking about my dick.”

“Yes.”

He didn’t break eye contact as he pulled out of her body, and she gasped, arching up. Jason slammed within her pussy. Together they both moaned, and she scored her nails down his back, whimpering.

“Am I too big for you?”

“No. I’ll get used to you.” She went back to biting her lip.

Kissing her again, he bit her lip. “That lip belongs to me, baby, no one else.” Sucking the lip into his mouth, he moaned as she glided her tongue over his.

He went from slowly thrusting inside her, to fucking her with a passion that surprised him. Jason completely let go, holding her, kissing her, and simply being himself.

No cameras, no expectations, no fake words, and he was fucking loving it.

Sydney arched up, thrusting up to meet him with each slam of his hips. When he glanced down to see his latex covered cock sliding inside her, he couldn’t contain the orgasm that had been building. He didn’t need to hold off for the cum shot.

“I’m not going to last, baby,” he said.

In response, Sydney only moaned. He fucked her hard so that the headboard slammed against the wall with the force of his thrusts.

“Fuck,” he said, yelling the world out.

She cried out, and he filled the condom with his orgasm. When it was over, he collapsed over her.

In his mind he only saw the comparison with his other life. He’d been missing out on everything he’d been craving.

Kissing her neck, he moved away from her, aware of his weight. “I’m sorry.”

“Don’t worry about it. I liked it. I like you being here with me.”

“You did feel it then?” he asked.

“Yes, I did.” She cupped his cheek. “This is the strangest thing in the world. I wasn’t even looking for a man the other night, and here we are.”

“I’ve never had this either,” he said, cupping her cheek. Fuck, he was falling in love with her. Jason couldn’t think of another word to describe what was going on between them.

“We’ll take it slow,” she said.

“Yes. We’re not in a rush to change anything.”

“I love my life the way that it is.”

He didn’t want to tell her what he did. “I take it you don’t want an invite to one of the sets?” he asked, trying to put it out there for her. He didn’t know what he’d do if she wanted to be part of that life.

“I’m not going to comment on what you do, but I really don’t want to know.” She held her hand up, smiling.

“Okay. I won’t force you.” He was so fucking relieved. Jason didn’t know how long he could keep this falseness up, but he was going to try for a little longer. “Stay right where you are. I’m not done with you yet.” He pressed another kiss to her lips before leaving to dispose of the condom. Staring at his reflection in the mirror, he was sure he could see the guilt reflected in his eyes.

“I’m not doing anything wrong,” he said, whispering the words. He just wished his gut could tell him the same.

****

At the end of the week, Sydney was whistling as she assembled the latest hamper. She’d spent every night with Jason ever since Saturday. It was now Friday, and she didn’t know if she’d be seeing him tonight.

“Syd, telephone for you,” Tricia said.

Stepping away from the hamper, Sydney moved toward the back and picked up the phone. “Hello,” she said.

“Hello, little sis, you missed me?” Dawn asked, sounding particularly chipper on the phone.

“Wow, stranger, do I even know you?”

“Ha ha ha,” Dawn said. “You’re so funny. You should have been a comedian.”

“Whatever, so tell me what has given you the need to call me now?” she asked.

“What? I need a reason to call my loving sister?”

Staring out at the shop, Sydney answered. “Usually you do, yes. What’s up?”

“You’re not going to see me for a while.”

“Why?” Sydney moved out of the way so Ben passed without trouble.

“I’ve got to assist the boss on his trip to Europe. It sucks, but it seems my knowledge on the whole tax system has turned him on. He says he needs me, whatever that means. I can’t get out of it. I’ve tried.”

“You’re not coming around to my place then?” Sydney asked, thinking about talking with Jason. She had warned him that her sister liked to visit, and he hadn’t liked the thought of that.

“Don’t you want me around?” Dawn asked, sounding a little put out.

“You know I love you, dear sister, but you’re driving me crazy.” She ran a hand down her face as she thought about the truth.

“Are you picking a guy over me?”

“I met someone.” She admitted the truth to Dawn. If she didn’t, her sister would only find a way to find her anyway.

“Oh, you met someone. Tell me more? Was it a hunky guy in a need of a hamper? Maybe someone has come to taste more than your cake.”

Closing her eyes, she shook her head at Dawn’s enthusiasm.

“It’s that guy’s PA I was dancing with last Friday,” she said. “Jason.”

“Really? Wow, you are growing up with picking men in bars.”

“Shut up,” Sydney said, smiling at Tricia as she passed.

“I take it you’ve been alone with him.”

“We’ve been together, yes.”

“Have you used protection?”

“Ew, Dawn, you’re my sister, not my mother.”

“I’m concerned about you. Without protection there can be consequences that stick with you for life, that grow up with either a penis or a vagin—”

“Again, you don’t need to go on talking about what could happen. Nothing is going to happen. I’m safe. I’m safer than you.”

“Please, I’m the walking talking advert for condoms. Actually, I probably shouldn’t say that. I sound like a slut.”

“But a safe one.”

“Screw you.” Dawn started laughing. “Look, I’ll call regularly while I’m away. Please don’t do anything crazy, and I’ll see you when I get back.”

“Love you, too, Dawn.”

“Love you.”

Her sister cut off and Sydney hung up the phone.

“Your sister worried about you?” Tricia asked.

“Yeah, she’s always worried. She tries not to be, but it’s hard for her.” Sydney went back to fixing up her hamper. At five she was tired, exhausted, and just wanted to go home. Leaving the shop, she was surprised to find Jason leaning against his car. Her feet were killing her for wearing pumps and not sneakers that day.