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Kate called the school and found that the phones weren’t working. Her car was in the garage, and when she turned on the light in her driveway she saw that at least two feet of snow had fallen. Clearly Hawthorne wouldn’t be able to come over that evening and the strength of Kate’s disappointment surprised her. She wanted the two of them to be together without interruption. And if Hawthorne spent the night, that would be wonderful. It seemed only a possibility, but even so she had put her best white sheets on the bed.

It was impossible for her to drive anywhere in snow this deep. Even if she could shovel the car out, she wouldn’t be able to get down the dirt roads and the plows wouldn’t clear them until the snow stopped. Did she really believe Hawthorne was in trouble or was she exaggerating the danger? Was it just because she wanted to see him? She went to the phone again, only to find there wasn’t even a dial tone. Then she began to collect candles and to see if her kerosene lamps were full. The wind was blowing and the temperature falling, although the snow showed no signs of letting up. She put the kerosene lamps on her kitchen table and went to find a flashlight. After ten minutes she had found two, and some batteries as well. The previous winter she had cross-country skied to Bishop’s Hill a few times, but never when the snow was two feet deep. The boots were in her bedroom closet and her skis were in the garage. As she walked to her bedroom, she began to reason with herself. Bishop’s Hill was three miles away and she would hardly be able to shuffle along. Did she really want to fight her way through a blizzard?

Hawthorne had gotten back to Bishop’s Hill around four-thirty. A plow had been through, but not for some time, because nearly another foot of snow covered the road. For the last six miles from Brewster Center he had passed no other cars. Twice he had drawn to a halt so Jessica could clear his windshield. Hawthorne had stopped in Brewster, looking for Chief Moulton, but there had been a note on the door saying that he wouldn’t be back till six. So Hawthorne had scribbled a message, then pushed ahead toward the school.

“What do you think happened to Scott?” Hawthorne asked as they drove along Antelope Road toward Bishop’s Hill. “Do you think LeBrun had something to do with it?”

But Jessica had slid down in her seat and didn’t appear to hear. Hawthorne considered the adolescent’s ability to leap forward into adulthood when treated as a child and to leap back into childhood when treated as an adult.

“Do you think he threw your kitten into the pool?”

Again Jessica wouldn’t answer. Hawthorne asked himself what he knew about LeBrun. The cook had been hired by Skander on Gaudette’s recommendation before Hawthorne arrived at Bishop’s Hill. After LeBrun had swung at Chip, Hawthorne had run a check on him but he had learned nothing. The man seemingly had no record. Still, Hawthorne was increasingly aware of a volatility that he found disturbing, as if LeBrun had no inhibitions, no moral or ethical controls. What was LeBrun’s background? And he found himself remembering the tack that one of the students had found in his bread back at the beginning of the school year.

The students—there were still a few who needed Hawthorne’s attention in addition to Jessica. A dozen or so remained at the school. Clearly, they needed to be fed and cared for. A number of the faculty had also left and so, ideally, the last students could be put together in one of the dormitory cottages. Ruth Standish and Alice Beech were still at the school, along with Bill Dolittle. Perhaps they could all camp out in Pierce, and soup and sandwiches could be brought from the kitchen. Hawthorne again wondered how many of those who had left would be coming back after Christmas.

“Do you think you’ll be coming back in January?” he asked Jessica.

She wouldn’t answer. She seemed hypnotized by the swirling mass of snowflakes.

“You have to trust me,” said Hawthorne. “Really, I mean you no harm. If you’re scared, then maybe I can help, but I can’t do anything if you don’t tell me what’s wrong.”

Jessica glanced at him. In the lights from the dashboard he saw tears on her cheeks. He wanted to reach out and touch her but he was afraid it would be misunderstood.

“There are things I’ve got to do,” she said, “and you can’t help me. I’m sorry, that’s just the way it is.”

Hawthorne took the turnoff to the school, crossing the bridge over the Baker River. A small truck or four-by-four had passed that way and Hawthorne tried to stay in its tracks down the middle of the road. Even so, the Subaru skidded. When he passed through the gates, he could see the yellow light from the bell tower on top of Emerson, but very faintly. Although a few other lights were on, the school appeared deserted. The truck seemed to have turned off toward the school garage. Hawthorne wondered who would have driven up to the school in this weather and if it could have been LeBrun. He plunged the Subaru into the white unbroken surface that he hoped was the driveway leading to Emerson, though it could easily have been the front lawn. Even as he accelerated, he knew the car wouldn’t make it. For twenty yards it veered from side to side, then came to a stop. When he put his foot on the gas, the tires spun but didn’t go forward. The car was about a hundred and fifty yards from the front steps.

“I’m afraid this is it,” said Hawthorne. “We’ll have to walk.”

“I should have stayed in Plymouth,” said Jessica.

“I’ll go first and you step in my footprints. Then you can cut through Emerson and Douglas over to your cottage.”

Even pushing open the car door was an effort. Snow blew into Hawthorne’s face and he tucked his chin into his collar. He waited by the hood as Jessica climbed out and waded toward him. She appeared as a white shape rather than a person. He held out his hand to her but she refused to take it. “Just get moving,” she said.

The snow reached above Hawthorne’s knees. He half shuffled, then took big steps, lifting his knees high like a heron in a pond. He could hear Jessica grumbling behind him. Actually, he found the snow invigorating. Its drama outweighed the aggravation. Then he thought of Bennett and how he had to speak to him. Hawthorne was positive that Bennett was mixed up with the destruction of Evings’s office, which meant that he was also mixed up with LeBrun. Perhaps it could wait till morning. But could LeBrun wait?

Hawthorne kept his hands buried in the pockets of his overcoat. Twice he lost his balance and almost fell. When he reached Emerson Hall, he was sweating, while his feet felt frozen. He climbed through the smooth surface of snow on the steps, hanging onto the railing. Again he nearly lost his balance. Jessica fell and he helped her up. She wore no gloves and her hands were like ice. The front door of Emerson was unlocked. Once inside, Hawthorne stamped his feet; the sound echoed in the rotunda. Jessica stamped her feet behind him. Her cheeks were red and her hair was full of snow.

“I’m sorry I was rude to you,” she said. “I’m just scared and, besides that, I’m not a very nice person. Thanks for lunch, at least.” She stared down at her purple boots.

“It’s not true you’re not a nice person.” Hawthorne wanted to say there was nothing to be afraid of but he wondered if that was true. Instead he told her to get over to Pierce. “I’ll call and see what they want to do about dinner. I’d appreciate it if you’d stay with the others in the dorm.”

“I’ve got to feed Lucky. I’ll just stop by the kitchen for some milk.”

“Do you want to tell me anything about LeBrun?”

“He scares me, he scares me a lot, and he should scare you too.” The snow in her hair was melting and glistened in the light.

“Who was the man he was with in Plymouth?”

“I don’t want to talk about that.”