DNA!
glare at the envelope, ripping at the seal and
pulling out the folded sheet of paper. Everything else has
gone to hell, why not stick the cherry on top while I’m at
it? Bring it on!
stare at the letter, numbers and scientific jargon
swimming before me. Then read it again, convinced I’m
getting confused by the mumbo-jumbo, the terminology.
When it still says the same thing the third time,
stop
breathing.
Negative
stare.
There is no genetic match between the subjects
Rosie is not Dad’s daughter.
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“Don’t you think we should wait till we hear from
Kitty?” ask nervously as help Ben tidy his trucks away.
“We’re only assuming at the moment—we don’t know for
sure …”
“She can’t possibly go ahead with the story now,
Rosie.” Jack laughs. “Or the case—it would be professional
suicide!”
Yes think, but little voice nags in my head. But if she really loved me, if she really wanted me …
banish it guiltily—what am thinking? That want
her to sue Sarah to prove she loves me after all?
“Rosie’s right, though,” Megan says. “We know how
determined she can be. She might think of some way to
get around the answering machine message—”
She’s interrupted by the shrill ring of the telephone.
We all stare at it.
“Well, that was quick,” Jack says.
“Should we let it go to the machine?” Megan jokes.
“For evidence?”
Jack picks the receiver up carefully. “Hello?”
stare at him. Is it her?
“Oh, hi, Pete.”
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sink into
chair, not even realizing I’ve been
holding my breath till it comes rushing out.
“No, no, that’s fine,” Jack tells the phone. “Yep.
Friday’s great. Okay, glad you’re feeling better. Bye.”
He replaces the receiver and almost immediately
the phone rings again. Jack stares at it, startled.
“Place your bets now,” he jokes.
“Jack, just answer it, for goodness’ sake,” Megan
urges.
“Hello?” he says, lifting the receiver. “Oh, hello.”
stare at him as he touches his finger to his lips, all humor
wiped from his face as he takes the phone into the kitchen.
It’s Kitty.
hold my breath consciously this time, my fingers
crossed so tightly they hurt.
Please beg, please let her drop the case! Please let this all be over! close my eyes and wish hard—trying to block out the little voice in the back of my head, still
pleading just as much for the opposite.
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Holly
She’s not his daughter.
stare at the page, hardly able to believe it.
This whole nightmare
this whole awful, horrific
fortnight has been some mistake— some monumental
mistake! Rosie’s not his daughter!
Which means am!
laugh incredulously. feel like Scrooge waking up
on Christmas morning to find that Tiny Tim’s still alive,
that the spirits have given him second chance, given him
back his life, and it was all just
dream
It wasn’t real!
The baby swap, the Huntington’s—I don’t have it and
never will—never can—because Rosie got it wrong!
Somehow she got it all wrong—the wrong mother, the
wrong father
It was all just one big, bad, terrible
nightmare
And now it’s time to wake up.
feel dizzy with delirium, laughter bubbling
uncontrollably inside me—Dad’s still really my dad, I’m not ill, my baby’s not ill, and Josh
stare at the plastic
ring in my hand, my heart soaring as
remember his
words: love you, Holly Marie Woods— will love you till my dying day … And now there’s nothing in the way—no
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illness, no reason to hide
it’s time. have to call him—
right now—have to tell him he’s going to be dad!
Trembling with excitement,
grab the phone
extension by my bed, my finger poised to dial—but am
stopped short by voice on the other end.
“Jack, please,” Kitty begs. “Let me talk to Rosie. She
has to know never meant—I didn’t realize—It wasn’t my
idea. Janine—”
“Did what?” Dad asks coolly. “Forced you?”
grin, savoring the moment. She’s my mother now,
and
can tell her just where she can stick her bogus
lawsuit, just how stupid she’d look if she went to press
with
humongous lie, just how little think of her as
mother
“No, she—I just wanted to find Rosie—to have
another chance.” Kitty sighs. “The article was Janine’s
idea.”
take deep breath, adrenaline surging.
“And the court case?” Dad asks coldly. “The DNA
test?”
freeze.
The DNA test
Kitty had DNA test done too
And it came out positive.
“Just
tell Rosie I’m sorry, will you?” Kitty sighs.
“I’ve had to drop the case.”
Positive
“And the story?” Dad asks.
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“The story’s toast, Jack, you know that,” she says
bitterly. “I can’t take the risk. The negative exposure …”
screw my eyes shut, trying to make sense of it all.
“Thank you, Kitty,” Dad says.
“Don’t thank me,” Kitty says hotly. “It’s not like had choice. Rosie’s my daughter, after all—I have
right.
And don’t appreciate being blackmailed, Jack.”
Rosie is Kitty’s daughter …
“I understand,” he says. “But I’ve got to look out for
my daughter—this wasn’t the right way, Kitty.”
But she’s not Dad’s …?
“Oh, really? God, you’re so high and mighty—you
think you know everything, don’t you, Jack? But you
don’t.”
“Really?” Dad says patiently.
But if Rosie is Kitty’s and isn’t Dad’s— and we were born the same night, how …?
“Uh-huh. Because I’ve got news for you, Jack
Woods.” Kitty sneers. “That precious daughter of yours?
The one you say you’re protecting? Rosie? She’s not your
daughter, Jack. When met you was already pregnant.”
My eyes fly open and stare at the phone, stunned
to the core. Suddenly the test results fall into place.
He wasn’t the father
“Oh, Kitty,” Dad says eventually, his voice cool, calm.
“You think didn’t know? I’ve always known.”
gasp.
“Kitty?” Dad says suddenly.
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hang up quickly, my head rushing. close my eyes,
their words tumbling in tangled circles around my head.
Rosie is Kitty’s baby, which means she was swapped
at birth— with me. Then was given to Kitty and Dad took me because he thought
was Kitty’s child— but he was
never the father, never the father of Kitty’s baby— never Rosie’s father … open my eyes suddenly.
Which means he was never my father either …
And he always knew
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“Well?” Megan urges as Jack slowly hangs up the
phone. “What did she say?”
My heart sinks as he slowly turns, his face pale.
“She’s dropping the case.” He smiles weakly. “The
article too. was right—professional suicide.”
“That’s wonderful!” Megan cries, grabbing me in
hug. hold her tight, that little voice in my head finally
extinguished in the flood of relief.