“I don’t see how.”
“I know Dermot Tregarland well. He couldn’t commit one murder…let alone two.”
“You’re too trusting, Miss Denver. If you read any of those detective stories you’d see. It’s always the one you’d least suspect.”
“It could have been accidental.”
She shook her head. “You won’t get me believing that. I know how you feel about your sister. Didn’t I go through it all? You’re living up there, Miss Denver. You’ve got to keep your eyes open…that’s what you’ve got to do. You watch out. I reckon something very funny is going on up at that place. Have another cup of tea.”
“No, thanks. I am sure you are misjudging Dermot Tregarland.”
“I wish to God my Annette had never married him. I reckon if she hadn’t she would have been alive today. I’d have got over her having a baby out of wedlock, but I couldn’t get over this. I just want to know…if only I knew…”
“I understand what you mean,” I said. “If one knows, there is nothing to be done, one accepts it.”
“That’s right.” She looked at me shrewdly. “You’re a sensible girl, Miss Denver. You keep your eyes open. See if he’s got another in mind for number three.”
“Oh…I’m sure not. He is absolutely devastated with grief.”
She looked disbelieving. “Well, he would let you think that, wouldn’t he?”
“It’s genuine. I know.”
“Murderers are clever people. They have to be to get away with it.”
“But not two wives, Mrs. Pardell. Not two in the same way.”
“How about that Bluebeard?”
In spite of everything, I could not help smiling.
“Look here,” she said. “Don’t you be too trusting. You watch out. I’m glad you came by. I’ve been thinking about you. It was good of you to bring that plant. I wouldn’t like anything to happen to you.”
“To me?”
“Well, when people start trying to find out what people don’t want brought to light, they’re in danger. It always works that way. You watch out, but don’t let him see you’re watching.”
The picture of Annette smiled at me. She was dead. Her body had been washed up on the beach a few days after she had been drowned. And Dorabella…perhaps one day…hers would be found.
I said goodbye to Mrs. Pardell and promised her I would call again.
I made my way back to Tregarland’s. Poor Mrs. Pardell! I was thinking. We were all the same. Our grief was so intense that we wanted to blame someone, and she had selected Dermot. Poor, brokenhearted, rather ineffectual Dermot. It was difficult to imagine him in the role of Bluebeard. In fact, it was so absurd that I found myself smiling in a way I had not done for some time.
Mrs. Pardell’s words and I thought how very mistaken she was.
He was sitting in the garden looking down the slope to where the sea gently lapped the black rocks.
I went and sat beside him and he smiled at me rather feebly.
I said: “Dermot, you must not brood.”
“And you?” he asked. “Are you brooding?”
“We both have to stop it.”
“I can’t get it out of my mind. Why did she do it? And why wasn’t I here?”
I laid my hand on his arm.
“We have to try to put it behind us.”
“Can you?” he demanded almost angrily.
“No. But we have to try.”
“I keep thinking of her. Do you remember how I first saw you, outside that café place? I looked at her and I knew from that moment. I knew she was the one. She was different from anyone I had ever met. She was so full of gaiety and everything seemed a joke. You know what I mean. You laughed at things just because you were happy, I suspect, not because they were particularly funny.”
“I know what you mean.”
“There was no one like her…and she’s gone. She’s out there somewhere. Do you think we shall ever find her?”
“I just feel that we shall. Poor Dermot, you have been through this…twice.”
His manner changed slightly. He seemed to draw himself up and his face stiffened.
“That,” he said, “was different.”
“She was drowned, too.”
“It wasn’t the same. Dorabella…she was everything.”
“Annette…”
“I don’t talk about that much. But this…I know you cared about her …as I did. She was very close to you, wasn’t she? I was afraid, always afraid that I was going to lose her. Oh, not like this. I thought I shouldn’t be enough for her. She would find someone else. Sometimes…”
“She was your wife, Dermot.”
“I know, but…”
“I don’t understand,” I said. He frowned and I went on: “Tell me…”
“Well, she was not the sort to go on with something just because she was expected to. She had no respect for conventional behavior. She always wanted to break free from it.”
“What do you mean?” I asked.
He was silent and I could see he wished he had not said what he had.
He said: “Annette…she was fun. Jolly, good-hearted. But for the child, it would never have been. With Dorabella it was different.”
“I understand.”
“I can’t settle to anything. It all seems blank and not worthwhile. I leave everything to Gordon…more than ever.”
“Well, you always have, haven’t you?”
“Yes. He’s so capable. He makes me feel…inefficient. I was taking more interest when Tristan came. You see, in time, this will all be his…first mine, of course. But Gordon will always be there. But now this has happened, I just don’t care about anything.”
“But there is Tristan to think of.”
He just sat there, staring out to sea.
“I’m glad you’re here, Violetta. I’m glad you’re with the baby.”
“It was her wish, you know.”
“I know. Nanny is good, but she is getting old now. It is better for the baby to have someone young, and you…you’ll be like his own mother. You will stay here, won’t you?”
I said: “Everything is so uncertain at the moment. I suppose it would be better really if I went to Caddington, taking Tristan and Nanny Crabtree with me.”
“My father is against that.”
“I know. He has made it clear. Well, it is all too soon. We’ll see how it works out.”
I sat with him a little longer and we looked out to sea and thought of Dorabella.
Nanny Crabtree was faintly perturbed.
“Tristan’s got a little sniffle. Not much, but I don’t like it and I’m keeping him in today.”
“I’ll come up and see him,” I said.
He was lying in his cot, whimpering a little.
I went over and picked him up. That satisfied him for a few minutes. He had an endearing habit of gripping my finger and holding on to it tightly, as though determined not to let me go.
“He looks a little flushed,” I said.
“A bit,” she replied. “He just wants to be kept warm, that’s all.”
At midday there was a letter from Richard.
He had written, “Dearest Violetta,”
I am arriving on Thursday. I have discovered there is a hotel in Poldown…West Poldown. It’s a place called Black Rock Hotel. I have booked a room and shall be staying for a few days. I have Tregarland’s number and I’ll give you a call as soon as I arrive. There is so much to talk about.
See you soon.
All my love,
Richard
Thursday, and it was Wednesday today!
My feelings were mixed. I wanted to see him, of course, but he would try to persuade me to leave Cornwall, and that was something I could not consider, at least not yet.
Well, I should hear what he had to say and I would make him understand that I had promised Dorabella to take her place with her son and that it had been a sacred promise which I must keep at all costs.
He was reasonable. He would see that.
I thought about him all the afternoon, recalling what a pleasant time we had had in London, and I was definitely looking forward to seeing him again.
The first thing I did next morning was to go to the nursery to see Tristan.
“Still sniffling,” said Nanny Crabtree. “So it is another day indoors for you, my lord.”
In the late afternoon there was a call from Richard. He had just arrived at Black Rock Hotel. He wanted me to have dinner with him that night. Could I come to the hotel or should he come to me? If I came to the hotel we could be alone together. He had ascertained that he could get a car at the hotel and come and pick me up.