'Every minute of every hour of every day of my life,' Fallon said with deep conviction and he turned and walked away up the side street.
From the shelter of the porch, Father da Costa saw O'Hara cross the main road. He made for the pub on the corner, going in at the saloon bar entrance and Father da Costa went after him.
It was quiet in the saloon bar which was why O'Hara had chosen it. He was still badly shaken and ordered a large whisky which he swallowed at once. As he asked for another, the door opened and Father da Costa entered.
O'Hara tried to brazen it out. 'So there you are, Father,' he said. 'Will you have a drink with me?'
'I'd sooner drink with the Devil.' Father da Costa dragged him across to a nearby booth and sat opposite him. 'Where did you know Fallon?' he demanded. 'Before tonight, I mean?'
O'Hara stared at him in blank astonishment, glass half-raised to his lips. 'Fallon?' he said. 'I don't know anyone called Fallon.'
'Martin Fallon, you fool,' Father da Costa said impatiently. 'Haven't I just seen you talking together outside the church?'
'Oh, you mean Martin,' O'Hara said. 'Fallon - is that what he's calling himself now?'
'What can you tell me about him?'
'Why should I tell you anything?'
'Because I'll ring for the police and put you in charge for assault if you don't. Detective-Superintendent Miller is a personal friend. He'll be happy to oblige, I'm sure.'
'All right, Father, you can call off the dogs.' O'Hara, mellowed by two large whiskies, went to the bar for a third and returned. 'What do you want to know for?'
'Does that matter?'
'It does to me. Martin Fallon, as you call him, is probably the best man I ever knew in my life. A hero.'
'To whom?'
'To the Irish people.'
'Oh, I see. Well, I don't mean him any harm, I can assure you of that.'
'You give me your word on it?'
'Of course.'
'All right, I won't tell you his name, his real name. It doesn't matter anyway. He was a lieutenant in the Provisional IRA. They used to call him the Executioner in Derry. I've never known the likes of him with a gun in his hand. He'd have killed the Pope if he'd thought it would advance the cause. And brains.' He shook his head. 'A university man, Father, would you believe it? Trinity College, no less. There were days when it all poured out of him. Poetry - books. That sort of thing - and he played the piano like an angel.' O'Hara hesitated, fingering a cirgarette, frowning into the past. 'And then there were other times.'
'What do you mean?' Father da Costa asked him.
'Oh, he used to change completely. Go right inside himself. No emotion, no response. Nothing. Cold and dark.' O'Hara shivered and stuck the cigarette into the corner of his mouth. 'When he was like that, he scared the hell out of everybody, including me, I can tell you.'
'You were with him long?'
'Only for a time. They never really trusted me. I'm a Prod, you see, so I got out.'
'And Fallon?'
'He laid this ambush for a Saracen armoured car, somewhere in Armagh. Mined the road. Someone had got the time wrong. They got a school bus instead with a dozen kids on board. Five killed, the rest crippled. You know how it is. It finished Martin. I think he'd been worrying about the way things were going for a while. All the killing and so on. The business with the bus was the final straw, you might say.'
'I can see that it would be,' Father da Costa said without irony.
'I thought he was dead,' O'Hara said. 'Last I heard, the IRA had an execution squad out after him. Me, I'm no account. Nobody worries about me, but for someone like Martin, it's different. He knows too much. For a man like him, there's only one way out of the movement and that's in a coffin.'
He got to his feet, face flushed. 'Well, Father, I'll be leaving you now. This town and I are parting company.'
He walked to the door and Father da Costa went with him. As rain drifted across the street, O'Hara buttoned up his coat and said cheerfully, 'Have you ever wondered what it's all about, Father? Life, I mean?'
'Constantly,' Father da Costa told him.
'That's honest, anyway. See you in hell, Father.'
He moved off along the pavement, whistling, and Father da Costa went back across the road to the Holy Name. When he went back into the crypt, everything was in good order again. The men had gone and Anna waited patiently on one of the bench seats.
'I'm sorry I had to leave you,' he said, 'but I wanted to speak to the man who knew Fallon. The one who started all the trouble. He went into the pub on the corner.'
'What did you find out?'
He hesitated, then told her. When he was finished, there was pain on her face. She said slowly, 'Then he isn't what he seemed at first.'
'He killed Krasko,' Father da Costa reminded her. 'Murdered him in cold blood. There was nothing romantic about that.'
'You're right, of course.' She groped for her coat and stood up. 'What are you going to do now?'
'What on earth do you expect me to do?' he said half-angrily. 'Save his soul?'
'It's a thought,' she said, slipping her hand into his arm and they went out together.
* * *
There was an old warehouse at the rear of Meehan's premises in Paul's Square and a fire escape gave easy access to its flat roof.
Fallon crouched behind a low wall as he screwed the silencer on to the barrel of the Ceska and peered across through the rain. The two dormer windows at the rear of Meehan's penthouse were no more than twenty yards away and the curtains weren't drawn. He had seen Meehan several times pacing backwards and forwards, a glass in his hand. On one occasion, Rupert had joined him, putting an arm about his neck, but Meehan had shoved him away and angrily from the look of it.
It was a difficult shot at that distance for a handgun, but not impossible. Fallon crouched down, holding the Ceska ready in both hands, aiming at the left-hand window. Meehan appeared briefly and paused, raising a glass to his lips. Fallon fired the silenced pistol once.
In the penthouse, a mirror on the wall shattered and Meehan dropped to the floor. Rupert, who was lying on the couch watching television, turned quickly. His eyes widened.
'My God, look at the window. Somebody took a shot at you.'
Meehan looked up at the bullet hole, the spider's web of cracks, then across at the mirror. He got up slowly.
Rupert joined him. 'You want to know something, ducky? You're getting to be too damn dangerous to know.'
Meehan shoved him away angrily. 'Get me a drink, damn you. I've got to think this thing out.'
A couple of minutes later the phone rang. When he picked up the receiver, he got a call-box signal and then the line cleared as a coin went in at the other end.
'That you, Meehan?' Fallon said. 'You know who this is?'
'You bastard,' Meehan said. 'What are you trying to do?'
'This time I missed because I meant to,' Fallon said. 'Remember that and tell your goons to stay away from Holy Name - and that includes you.'
He put down the receiver and Meehan did the same. He turned, his face white with fury, and Rupert handed him a drink. 'You don't look too good, ducky, bad news?'
'Fallon,' Meehan said between his teeth. 'It was that bastard Fallon and he missed because he wanted to.'
'Never mind, ducky,' Rupert said. 'After all, you've always got me.'
'That's right,' Meehan said. 'So I have. I was forgetting,' and he hit him in the stomach with his clenched fist.
It was late when Fallon got back, much later than he had intended, and there was no sign of Jenny. He took off his shoes and went up the stairs and along the landing to his room quietly.