“Where’s he been?” I asked.

“Lots of places,” she said.

“Why’d he come back?”

“I don’t know.”

“Is Daddy mad at him?”

“Not anymore,” she said.

“But he used to be mad at him?”

“Yes.”

“Why?”

“Because he didn’t used to be a good person.”

“But he’s good now?”

“He wants to be,” she said.

MAMA PULLED INTO THE PARKING LOT AND PARKED THE TRUCK IN one of the spaces along the side of the church. Around to the right of the truck I could see people lining up and talking. I couldn’t see Pastor Chambliss, but I knew he was standing there in the door and greeting folks and shaking their hands as they went inside. Mama had brought some pens and pencils and some drawing paper with her in a little folder, and she picked it up off the dash and handed it to me.

“Here you go,” she said. “I want you to stay in the truck, and make sure to keep the windows down so you don’t get too hot. You can open the door if you need to, but I want you to stay inside here.”

“Is Stump staying out here too?” I asked.

“No,” she said. “He’s coming inside for the service.” She opened her door and stepped down from the truck. She waved her hand at Stump, and he climbed down too.

“I want to go with y’all,” I said. “I don’t want to wait out here.”

“Well, you’re going to have to tonight. Maybe you can go with us next Sunday morning.”

“But I want to go tonight,” I said. I tried to stop my voice from sounding scared. I can stop this, I thought. I can stop it from happening again. What happened this morning. I could feel my heart pounding in my chest, and I knew my voice probably sounded like I might start crying, no matter how hard I was trying not to. I couldn’t keep my mind from picturing what I’d seen them doing to Stump that morning. Mama just stood there with the truck door open, and she looked over the hood toward the front of the church like she was thinking about whether or not she should let me go with them.

“I don’t think so,” she finally said. “Not tonight, but maybe next Sunday.” She slammed the door shut and took Stump’s hand. They walked around the back of the truck to the other side. Mama looked into my window. It was open about halfway. “Stay inside the truck,” she said. “Service shouldn’t last too long.”

“Please let me go too,” I said.

“No,” she said. “Come on, Christopher.” They turned and walked toward the front of the building. I watched them go, and then I rolled my window all the way down and got up on my knees and hollered after them.

“Wait!” I yelled. Mama stopped and turned around and looked at me. She held on to Stump’s hand and he stood right behind her, and behind him I could see across the road where the path began that led down to the river. I looked at Mama and thought about what all I could tell her that would keep Stump from having to go in there again: that me and Joe Bill had seen what they’d already done to him that morning, that it was me and not Stump who’d hollered out her name when those men started piling on top of him, that Stump hadn’t ever said a single word in his life and probably never would. I knew that earlier that morning in church Stump would’ve screamed for them to stop if he’d been able to, and I knew that if I would just open my mouth and say what all I’d seen I could make sure nobody would try to hurt him again.

But I was too scared to say any of those things, and I just stayed there in the truck with the window down and stared out at Mama. My fingers closed tight around the door of the truck, and I felt that little bit of splinter where it was still stuck down in my palm.

“What is it?” she said like she’d lost all her patience with me.

“Can I go too?” I asked again. “Please.”

“No,” she said. “Stay in the truck. We’ll see you when we let out. It shouldn’t be long.” I sat back down on my butt and watched them as they walked away and got in line in front of the church. The people in line in front of them turned around, and a woman hugged Mama and a man looked down and said something to Stump. Some other folks got in line behind them, and after a while I couldn’t see them and I knew they’d gone inside.

The sun sunk down behind the trees in back of the church, and there was just enough light for me to do a little drawing. I picked up the folder off the dash and opened it and looked at the sheets of blank typing paper, but then I closed it and sat it back up on the dash because I knew I didn’t feel one bit like drawing. I got as comfortable as I could, and I laid my head back against the seat and closed my eyes and listened for the river across the street, but all I could hear was the music striking up inside the church: the guitar first and then the drums, then the sound of people singing. It reminded me of what all had happened and what all I’d seen. I felt myself starting to drift off to sleep, and I imagined getting out of the truck and sneaking back behind the building and getting up on my tiptoes and propping my elbows on the ledge and looking through the air conditioner into the church.

That was the last clear thought I had because I knew there wasn’t no way I was going to do it. Even in my dreaming I knew I’d already seen more than I ever wanted to.

I HEARD VOICES SOMEWHERE OUT THERE IN THE DARK, AND THEN the driver’s-side door opened and I felt somebody climb up into the truck. I opened my eyes all the way and looked around, but it’d gotten to be nighttime and I couldn’t hardly see a thing. I sat up in the seat and expected to feel Stump in there beside me, but I didn’t. I knew for sure there was somebody sitting behind the steering wheel because they’d slammed the door shut and I heard them with their hand in their pocket like they were trying to get something out. They struck a lighter, and I saw it was Mr. Stuckey, and he held Mama’s keys over the flame like he was trying to get a good look at them. He was about as old as Daddy, and he wore a button-down shirt and he had his hair slicked back with Brylcreem. He found the right key and let the flame die. I heard him put the lighter back in his pocket, and then he cranked the truck.

“What are you doing?” I asked him. “Where’s my mom?”

“She’s going to meet us over at Miss Lyle’s house,” he said. He put his arm across the seat and turned his head and looked out the back window and backed out of the parking space and pulled around in front of the church. The door to the church was open, and the light from inside shone out into the parking lot. There were all kinds of people standing out there, and some of them had their hands over their faces like they were crying.

“What happened?” I said.

“We’re going to be there in just a second,” Mr. Stuckey said. “Your mama’s going to be there waiting on you.”

“What happened?” I asked again.

He kept going and pulled right through the parking lot and drove out onto the road away from the highway and put his foot hard on the gas pedal. I turned around in my seat and got on my knees and looked out the back. I could still see the light from inside the church shining out into the darkness, and the people looked like shadows moving around in the parking lot. Two men were carrying somebody out the front door of the church to where a car was waiting. They put whoever it was inside the car and shut the door, and then they went up to the front seat and got in. The last thing I could see was their headlights turning on.

“Who’s that?” I asked. “Where’s Stump?”

“Turn around here,” Mr. Stuckey said. I felt his hand on my back.

“Where’s my mom?” I asked again.

“Turn around here and sit down,” he said. “We’ll be there in just a second. She’ll be waiting on you.”

Clem Barefield