I knelt by Robin and saw that she was coming around. I spoke to her softly, explaining what was happening and checking her pupils, her pulse, her breathing. She seemed more or less her usual self, though she was upset and trying not to weep. She looked past me at Patrice, and her face contorted with shared pain. Then, unbelievably, she rose and went over to Patrice and patted her shoulder. Patrice was ashamed and put her fists in front of her face, hiding her face in the ground.
It was a while before Patrice's grief subsided enough so that she was relatively coherent. I sat about ten feet away, leaning against a tree, not interfering. If I were a Seeker, I would be doing all sorts of things. But now I had the freedom to let things be, at least for a while.
Eventually Patrice blinked and looked around at Robin.
"Oh, Robin!" she said, fresh tears flowing. "Oh, I'm so sorry! Are you okay? Are you okay?"
"I'm okay," Robin said.
"There's no excuse for what I've done," Patrice said. She lay on her side, curled up in a ball, staring straight ahead. "I deserve to have my powers stripped." She squeezed her eyes tightly shut against that new pain. "What is all this about?" Robin asked more firmly than I'd heard her speak before.
"It's Joshua," Patrice said, trying not to cry. "He's not getting better. I feel like we're losing the battle. I've tried everything I can think of, but I'm just not strong enough. I couldn't think of what to do. Then one night after a circle I felt so energized, so powerful. I went home and transferred some of my power to him. It all went on from there." She shook her head in disgust at her actions. "I've betrayed you, the coven- everything I believe in and have worked for. I betrayed Joshua-how could I have done this to him? Made him a party to my crimes? Oh, Goddess!" Once more she began crying, until it seemed there would be nothing left inside her.
"Is Joshua better after you transfer power to him?" Robin asked.
"Yes, for a bit. But it doesn't last long. He's losing weight again, he's covered with an awful rash that makes him miserable, he's all puffed up from the steroids-I don't know what to do. I've always been able to solve problems, but I can't solve this." Patrice sniffled and rubbed one wrist against her nose, then looked up at me. "How did you know?"
"Your friends were concerned about you," I said. "I followed you tonight, after the circle."
Patrice nodded, ashamed. "Things were going on, getting worse and worse. I hated myself, but I couldn't stop. The only thing that mattered was that I somehow make Joshua better. But thank the Goddess you stopped me before I went any further."
Robin seemed subdued but not at all angry or withdrawn-more tired. "You've saved me from myself, you've saved yourself and the rest of the coven from me, you've saved Joshua from having a complete monster for a mother." Patrice seemed exhausted and resigned and full of remorse. But relieved. It was over. "I don't know what will happen to me now."
Slowly she got up, with her and Robin supporting each other. Robin seemed a bit more wobbly, and I offered her my arm.
"You should go home," Robin told Patrice. Without Celia here, Robin seemed to be taking a more active role. She seemed less flighty somehow, stronger, more authoritative. "Can you take the braigh off her, please?"
I hesitated. "Is that a good idea?"
The two women stared at me in astonishment.
"What do you mean?" asked Robin.
I shrugged uncomfortably. "Patrice seems to regret what she's done. I believe she's truly sorry. But what she was doing-or was about to do-wasn't shoplifting sweets. What would have happened if I hadn't followed you? Would I be looking for your body?"
"That spell wouldn't have killed Robin!" Patrice said, horrified.
"It probably would have," I said with quiet assurance. "It probably would have killed any witch who wasn't very strong. And Robin's energy had already been sapped-by you. At the very least you weren't doing her any good, were you?"
Patrice stared at Robin, mouth agape, as if realizing anew her colossal error. The idea that this spell might have actually taken Robin's life stunned her, and she wobbled on her feet, looking dazed.
"What are you proposing?" Robin asked, keeping an arm around Patrice to support her. "I don't know, exactly," I said. "If I were a Seeker, I would turn her in to the council, and she would most likely have her powers stripped. As it is, I'm reluctant to do that. But I'm also reluctant to let Patrice go her merry way."
"We all need time to think," said Robin. "Let's just go home and think, and then we can try to decide what's best."
"What if Patrice runs off?" I didn't want to be hostile, but these two weren't facing the hard realities of the situation.
She looked at me, startled. "I can't leave. Joshua isn't strong enough to be moved-and I could never leave him."
My instincts told me she was telling the truth. I took off the silver braigh, and though she rubbed her wrists, her skin wasn't seared or red. "Are you all right to drive?"
She nodded, pale and wide-eyed.
"Right, then. I'll take Robin home. Everyone stay put and take it easy until we arrange to meet again."
Then the three of us picked our way back through the night-dark woods until we hit the trail again. We were each quiet and thoughtful as we got to the parking lot. Patrice climbed into her car, and Robin and I got in mine. And so ended Patrice's reign of power.
13. Morgan
When I got home from Practical Magick Thursday afternoon, I found Aunt Eileen and Paula in the living room.
"Hi!" I said, giving them hugs. "I feel like I haven't seen you in ages."
"Morgan, is that you?" Mom called, pushing through the kitchen's swinging door into the dining room. "Will you set the table?"
Wanting to visit more with my favorite aunt and her girlfriend, I glanced hopefully at Mary K. across the room.
"No way, Jose," she said firmly. "I already made the salad and pulled all the stringy things off the corn. I've been here since four."
Okay, she had a point. I got up and went to the kitchen to get silverware. A witch's work is never done.
"So I thought the family room was completely finished," said Paula as we were sitting down. "We'd been working on it after work every day for a week. It looked so great. I folded up the last drop cloth-" "Must you tell this story?" Aunt Eileen said plaintively, but I could tell they were just teasing each other.
"Washed the brushes, hammered on the paint can lid," Paula went on, pulling her chair in next to mine. "We stand back, we look, the whole room is a soft, buttery yellow-"
"It was perfectly fine the way it was," Eileen put in.
"But when I went to hook the cable thing back up, I saw that the whole wall behind the entertainment cupboard hadn't been touched!"
"Lots of people wouldn't bother painting behind a huge, heavy piece of furniture," Eileen defended herself.
"The whole wall," Paula said, taking an ear of corn and passing the rest to me.
"I couldn't move that thing by myself," said Eileen, but we were all laughing at this point, and she looked sheepish. Paula winked at her across the table, and they both smiled like honeymooners.
"Why does this story not surprise me?" Mom asked, giving her younger sister a look. We all laughed more-it was fun to see adults still acting like real sisters. Mary K„on my other side, pointed her fork at me, like this was the kind of thing I would do. I gave her a big, fake smile.
"I was wondering if you'd heard from the agency," Mom said. "I remember you contacted them last week."
Aunt Eileen and Paula had been thinking about adopting a child.
Eileen nodded. "They sent us a huge packet of information."