Reese quickly hid his reaction to the young Shifter, but Eli couldn't disguise his own response to the young werewolf, shoulders and jaw lifting as he drew nearer, eyeing Reese with the barely disguised envy of an awkward sophomore in the presence of the high school quarterback. I felt sorry for Eli, then. He wasn't an ugly kid, but at that age, no one-supernatural or human-needs to be reminded of his shortcomings.
He turned his back on Reese and talked to me. "She doesn't want to go back."
"Good. Then she can tell me that."
He hesitated, big jaw working. Then he pushed back his hair and scanned the forest, and I thought he was working on an excuse, but instead he said, "Fine. She won't like it, though."
He led me along the path.
"She does want to stay," he said as we walked. "She asked me to move her."
"All right."
"You don't believe me."
I glanced over at him. "Do you really expect me to take your word for it?"
He didn't answer, and we walked the rest of the way in silence.
WE REACHED THE cabin, another small backwoods, off-the-grid one probably used by anyone needing shelter.
When we arrived, Eli insisted Reese stay outside-apparently, he didn't want the cute, blond Aussie getting too close to his girl. That was fine, but I made Eli wait, too. If this girl was as set on staying as he said, then she needed to tell me that herself.
I opened the door. Inside, it was dark, the light having flicked off the moment we drew within sight of the cottage.
"I won't go," said a voice from deep in the shadows. "You can turn around right now. I'm eighteen, so I can make my own decisions."
Of the three missing girls, two had been twenty, which gave me a good idea who I was talking to. The one who'd been living on the streets, trying to escapes life of abuse and neglect.
"You're seventeen, Adine."
"Eighteen next month. Better off saving yourself the paperwork and pretending you never found me."
"I'm not from social services. I'm just someone who wants to make sure you're okay."
I turned on the nearest lantern. A wavering light filled the cabin. Adine sat on a cot in the corner, her face set, her expression saying if I was going to take her out of here, I'd damned well better have brought an army to do it.
"I know what happened to you," I said.
"Yeah? Same shit, different day."
I met her gaze and recognized that haunted, hunted animal look. I'd never been this tough, though, as much as I'd wanted to be.
"What happened to you is-" I began.
"Gonna leave scars. Scars no one can see. Yeah, I've done the sessions. If you're expecting me to say I'm fine, you're wrong. But I'm sure as hell going to get back to fine. And Eli's going to help me."
"He-"
"He's just a kid, I know. And something… something's not quite right about him. I know that, too. But I don't care. He rescued me and he took care of me, and he doesn't want anything in return, just to be with me, talk to me." She met my gaze. "You know what that's like?"
Actually, I did, but I knew she wouldn't believe me. And as I looked in her face, I knew she wasn't kidding herself. Eli wasn't her knight in shining armor. She didn't expect happily ever after. But whatever it was, it's what she wanted. What she needed.
"If she wants to join us, she may," rumbled a voice behind me.
I turned to see the Shifter Alpha in the doorway. Behind him, Eli's father had his son by the scruff of the neck. The Alpha stepped in and shut the door.
"This is not our way," he said. "But if the girl wants to come… " He looked at me. "We should not argue."
In other words, sending this girl back to civilization, angry and unhappy, really wasn't the best idea. She was likely to start talking about the Shifters. That might only land her a bed in the psych ward, but they couldn't take the chance.
He turned to Adine. "We live far away. You will not be able to visit your people."
"Fine by me," she said, chin lifted, defiant.
"We have a village, but we are hunters. We do not come to the city."
"I can hunt and I can fish, and I'm a damned fine cook-though I like the hunting and fishing part better. I've had enough of the city. It wasn't… " A look passed over her face, disappointment and regret. "It wasn't what I thought it would be. I'm ready to go back inland." She straightened and met his gaze. "I'll do my share. You won't regret it."
The Alpha's expression said he was pretty sure he would, but he only nodded.
I turned to him. "She might want to go now, but after a while… "
"She may change her mind," he murmured. "If she does, we will bring her back. You have our word."
As I looked at Adine, I realized I had no right to make this choice for her. No one had that right, because no one was her, no one else lived her life and knew what was best.
What would I have done if someone told me to stop seeing Clay when we were dating? They couldn't have told me anything I didn't already know. I'd spent years telling myself that Clay tricked me, deceived me, but he hadn't. I'd seen the warning signs and I'd worried about them and, in the end, I'd decided to do what was best for me-stay with him.
I'd spent years dealing with my choice, and the consequences, and went right back to where I'd been. Did that make me weak? No. I'd realized that what I needed wasn't necessarily what the world thought was right.
For me, this worked, and no one had the right to interfere. No more than I had the right to interfere with Adine now.
So I gave them my blessing. If this was the life she chose, if it made her happy, that was what mattered.
INITIATION
THE SHIFTER ALPHA and I stepped from the cabin, leaving Eli and his father inside with Adine. Reese stood beside the window, where he must have been peering in. As I came out, he heaved a sigh of relief.
"Everything okay?" he asked. "I wanted to go inside, but they-"
"I'm fine."
"I whistled for the others," he said, as much to the Alpha as to me, as if warning him. "Someone whistled back, so they're coming."
"Good, thanks."
I turned to the Alpha and told him that I'd taken care of Tester's pack, as per our deal. I'm sure he already knew, but he listened politely. Reese hovered at my elbow, playing bodyguard, which would have been just fine except for the awkward glances he kept shooting at the Alpha. He was trying so hard not to stare it would have been better if he'd just taken a good, hard look and gotten it out of his system.
"Reese? I think I hear the guys coming. Can you run and warn them, so they don't come barreling in, ready for trouble?"
He hesitated, gaze shunting again to the Alpha. "I'm fine," I said. "Go." And he did, but slowly, shuffling off with plenty of checks over his shoulder, making sure I wasn't in imminent danger of being devoured. A week ago, the guy ran every time I came near. Now I couldn't get rid of him.
At a noise, Reese whirled, fists raised. It was Noah, rounding a corner in the path, walking a few steps ahead of his captor.
"He is yours now," the Alpha said.
"Hey there," I said.
Noah smiled weakly. Reese pulled off his glove, extended his hand and introduced himself, I could see the wheels turning in Noah's brain, running through the names he'd probably heard from Dennis-Pack names-and not recognizing this one. I was about to explain when he took Reese's hand in an awkward shake, and felt the bandages.
"Oh, you're the guy… " Noah said. "Travis told us. Sadistic bastard."
Reese gave a wry smile. "Yeah. But he's worse off now than I am, so that's some consolation." He thumped Noah on the back. "Elena's got some business here, and I can smell Nick coming. Let's go see if we can sneak up on him."