"No." He cleared his throat. "I could have faced it," he said.

I almost laughed. "Bully for you, Edwin," I said. "Hang in there, fellow."

"I could have faced your death, too," he said stuffily.

Oh well, I thought. I asked for that. "How much do you know about bombs?" I asked.

"That's a ridiculous question," he said, and walked off, and I reflected that Norman West had reported Edwin as spending an hour most days in the public library, and I betted one could find out how to make bombs there, if one persevered.

Berenice said to me angrily, "It's all your fault Thomas is out of work."

I blinked. "How do you make that out?"

"He's been so worried about Malcolm's behaviour that he couldn't concentrate and he made mistakes. He says you could get Malcolm to help us, but of course I tell him you won't, why should you, you're Malcolm's pet." She fairly spat the last word, the rage seething also in her eyes and tightening all the cords in her neck.

"You told Thomas that?" I said.

"It's true," she said furiously. "Vivien says you've always been Malcolm's favourite and he's never been fair to Thomas."

"He's always been fair to all of us," I said positively, but of course she didn't believe it.

She was older than Thomas by four or five years and had married him when she was well over thirty and (Joyce had said cattily) desperate for any husband that offered. Ten years ago, when I'd been to their wedding, she had been a thin, moderately attractive woman lit up by happiness. Thomas had been proud of himself and proprietary. They had looked, if not an exciting couple, stable and full of promise, embarking on a good adventure.

Ten years and two daughters later, Berenice had put on weight and outward sophistication and lost whatever illusions she'd had about marriage. I'd long supposed it was basic disappointment which had made her so destructive of Thomas, but hadn't bothered to wonder about the cause of it. Time I did, I thought. Time I understood the whole lot of them, because perhaps in that way we might come to know who could and who couldn't murder.

To search through character and history, not through alibis. To listen to what they said and didn't say, to learn what they could control, and what they couldn't.

I knew, as I stood there looking at the bunch of them, that only someone in the family itself could go that route, and that if I didn't do it, no one else would.

Norman West and Superintendent Yale could dig into facts. I would dig into the people. And the problem with that, I thought, mocking my own pretension, was that the people would do anything to keep me out.

I had to recognise that what I was going to do could produce more trouble than results. Spotting the capability of murder could elude highly-trained psychiatrists, who had been known to advise freedom for reformed characters only to have them go straight out and kill. A highly-trained psychiatrist I was not. just someone who could remember how we had been, and could learn how we were now.

I looked at the monstrously gutted house and shivered. We had returned unexpectedly on Monday; today was Friday. The speed of planning and execution was itself alarming. Never again were we likely to be lucky. Malcolm had survived three attacks by sheer good fortune, but Ferdinand wouldn't have produced healthy statistics about a fourth. The family looked peacefully normal talking to the reporters, and I was filled with a sense of urgency and foreboding.

CHAPTER ELEVEN

One of Malcolm's dogs came bounding across the grass towards him, followed a few seconds later by the other. Malcolm put a hand out of his blanket and patted them, but with more absent mindedness than welcome. After them came Arthur Bellbrook with a face of consternation and concern which lightened considerably when he set eyes on Malcolm. In his grubby trousers and ancient tweed jacket, he came at a hobbling run in old army boots and fetched up very out of breath at Malcolm's side.

"Sir! You're alive! I went to Twyford to fetch some weed killer When I got back, they told me in the village…"

"Gross exaggeration," Malcolm said, nodding.

Arthur Bellbrook turned to me, panting. "They said you were both dead. I couldn't get down the road… had to come across the fields. Look at the house!"

I explained about our going to London, and asked him what time he'd gone home the previous day.

"Four o'clock, same as always. Say three-forty, then. About then." He was beginning to get his breath back, his eyes round with disbelief as he stared at the damage.

Nearer to three-thirty, I privately reckoned, if he was admitting to going home early at all.

"Did you go in the house at any time during the day?" I asked.

He switched his gaze from the ruins to me and sounded aggrieved. "No, I didn't. you know I couldn't have. You've been locking the place like it's a fortress since you came back, and I didn't have a key. Where could I have got a key from?"

I said placatingly, "It' just that we're anxious… someone got in, they must have."

"Not me." He was Slightly mollified. "I was working in the kitchen garden all day, digging potatoes and such like. I had the two dogs with me, tied up on their leads. If anyone had tried to get in the house, they'd have barked for sure, but they didn't."

Malcolm said, "Arthur, could you keep the dogs with you for another day or two?"

"Yes, I…" He looked helplessly at the heap of rubble spilling out across the terrace and onto the lawn. "What do you want me to do about the garden?"

"Just… carry on," Malcolm said. "Keep it tidy." It didn't seem incongruous to him to polish the setting, though I thought that perhaps, left to its own, nature would scatter leaves and grow longer grass and soften the raw brutality of the jagged edges.

The superintendent, seeing Arthur Bellbrook, came across to him and asked the same questions that I had. Again, they seemed to know each other well, undoubtedly from Moira's investigations, and if there didn't seem to be friendship, there was clearly a mutual respect.

The reporters, having sucked the nectar from Gervase, advanced on Malcolm and on the gardener and the superintendent. I moved away, leaving them to it, and tried to talk to Ferdinand.

He was unfriendly and answered with shrugs and monosyllables.

"I suppose," I said bitterly, "you would rather I was lying in shreds and bloody tatters under all that lot."

He looked at the tons of fallen masonry. "Not really," he said coolly.

"That's something."

"You can't expect us to like it that you've an inside edge with Malcolm!"

"You had three years," I pointed out, "during which he wouldn't speak to me. Why did You waste them? Why didn't you get an inside edge yourself?"

"We couldn't get past Moira."

I half smiled. "Nor could I."

"It's now we're talking about," he said. He looked greatly like Malcolm, right down to the stubbornness in the eyes.

"What do you want me to do, walk away and let him be murdered?" I said.

"Walk away…?"

"That's why he wants me with him, to try to keep him safe. He asked me to be his bodyguard, and I accepted."

Ferdinand stared. "Alicia said…"

"Alicia is crazy," I interrupted fiercely. "So are you. Take a look at yourself. Greed, jealousy and spite, you've let them all in. I won't cut you out with Malcolm, I'd never attempt it. Try believing that instead, brother and save yourself a lot of anxiety!"

I turned away from him in frustration. They were all illogical, I thought. They had almost begged me to use any influence I had with Malcolm to stop him spending and bale them out, and at the same time they believed I would ditch them to my own advantage. But then people had always been able to hold firmly to two contradictory ideas at the same time, as when once, in racing's past, Stewards, Press and public alike had vilified one brilliant trainer as "most crooked", and elected one great jockey as "most honest", blindly and incredibly ignoring that it was the self-same trusted jockey who for almost all of his career rode the brilliant trainer's horses. I'd seen a cartoon once that summed it up neatly: "Entrenched belief is never altered by the facts."