Molly stopped, eyeing the big dog warily.
“Good dog,” I said, and scratched Mouse’s ears.
He wagged his tail without taking his serious brown eyes from Molly.
“I had to stop her,” Molly said. “She was going to report Morgan to the Wardens.”
“So you physically and magically assaulted her,” I said.
“What choice did I have?”
I eyed Morgan. “And you staggered up out of the bed you’re supposed to be staying in, grabbed the first pointy thing you could reach, and forced her off of Anastasia.”
Morgan eyed me wearily. “Obviously.”
I sighed and looked at Anastasia. “And you thought the only solution you had was to take them both down and sort everything out later, and Mouse stopped you.”
Anastasia sighed. “There was a blade out, Harry. The situation had to be controlled.”
I eyed Mouse. “And you wound up holding Anastasia hostage so Morgan wouldn’t hurt Molly.”
Mouse ducked his head.
“I can’t believe I’m about to say this,” I said. “So think real careful about where this is coming from. Have you people ever considered talking when you’ve got a problem?”
That didn’t please anybody, and they gave me looks with varying degrees of irritation mixed with chagrin.
Except for Mouse, who sighed and said something like, “Uh-woof.”
“Sorry,” I told him at once. “Four-footed nonvocalizing company excepted.”
“She was going to get the Wardens,” Molly said. “If that happened before we proved who really killed LaFortier, all of us would be up the creek.”
“Actually,” Anastasia said, “that’s true.”
I turned my gaze to her. She rose and stretched, wincing slightly. “I assumed,” she said quietly, “that Morgan had recruited your apprentice to assist him in his escape scheme. And that they had done away with you.”
I made a small frustrated sound. “Why the hell would you assume something like that?”
She narrowed her eyes as she stared at me. “Why would Morgan flee to the home of the one wizard in the Council who had the most reason to dislike him?” she asked. “I believe your words were: ‘that would be crazy.’ ”
I winced. Ouch. “Uh,” I said. “Yeah. I . . .”
“You lied to me,” she said in a level tone. Most people probably wouldn’t have noticed the undertone of anger and pain in her voice, or the almost imperceptible pause between each word. I could see bricks being mortared into place behind her eyes and I looked away from her.
The room was completely silent, until Morgan said, in a small and broken voice, “What?”
I looked up at him. His hard sour face had gone gray. His expression was twisted up in shock and surprise, like that of a small child discovering the painful consequences of gravity for the first time.
“Ana,” he said, almost choking on the words. “You . . . you think that I . . . How could you think that I would . . . ?”
He turned his face away. It couldn’t have been a tear. Not from Morgan. He wouldn’t shed tears if he had to execute his own mother.
But for a fraction of a second, something shone on one of his cheeks.
Anastasia rose and walked over to Morgan. She knelt down by him and put her hand on his head. “Donald,” she said gently, “we’ve been betrayed by those we trusted before. It wouldn’t be the first time.”
“That was them,” he said unsteadily, not looking up. “This is me.”
She stroked his hair once. “I never thought you had done it of your own free will, Donald,” she whispered quietly. “I thought someone had gotten into your mind. Held a hostage against your cooperation. Something.”
“Who could they have held hostage?” Morgan said in a bitter voice. “There’s no one. For that very reason. And you know it.”
She sighed and closed her eyes.
“You knew his wards,” Morgan went on. “You’ve been through them before. Often. You opened them in under a second when you came in. You have a key to his apartment.”
She said nothing.
His voice turned heavy and hollow. “You’re involved. With Dresden.”
Anastasia blinked her eyes several times. “Donald,” she began.
He looked up at her, his eyes empty of tears or pain or anything but weariness. “Don’t,” he said. “Don’t you dare.”
She met his eyes. I’d never seen such gentle pain on her face. “You’re running a fever. Donald, please. You should be in bed.”
He laid his head on the rug and closed his eyes. “It doesn’t matter.”
“Donald—”
“It doesn’t matter,” he repeated dully.
Anastasia started crying in silence. She stayed next to Morgan, stroking her hand over his mottled silver-and-brown hair.
An hour later, Morgan was unconscious in bed again. Molly was down in the lab, pretending to work on potions with the trapdoor closed. I was sitting in the same spot with an empty can of Coke.
Anastasia came out of the bedroom and shut the door silently behind her. Then she leaned back against it. “When I saw him,” she said, “I thought he had come here to hurt you. That he had learned about the two of us and wanted to hurt you.”
“You,” I asked, “and Morgan?”
She was quiet for a moment before she said, “I never allowed it to happen. It wasn’t fair to him.”
“But he wanted it anyway,” I said.
She nodded.
“Hell’s bells,” I sighed.
She folded her arms over her stomach, never looking up. “Was it any different with your apprentice, Harry?”
Molly hadn’t always been the grasshopper she was today. When I’d first begun teaching her, she’d assumed that I would be teaching her all sorts of things that had nothing to do with magic and everything to do with her being naked. And that had been more than all right with her.
Just not with me.
“Not much,” I acknowledged. “But he hasn’t been your apprentice for a long, long time.”
“I have always been of the opinion that romantic involvement was a vulnerability I could not afford. Not in my position.”
“Not always,” I said, “apparently.”
She exhaled slowly. “It was a much easier opinion to hold in my previous body. It was older. Less prone to . . .”
“Life?” I suggested.
She shrugged. “Desire. Loneliness. Joy. Pain.”
“Life,” I said.
“Perhaps.” She closed her eyes for a moment. “When I was young, I reveled in love, Harry. In passion. In discovery and in new experiences and in life.” She gestured down at herself. “I never realized how much of it I had forgotten until Corpsetaker left me like this.” She opened her pained eyes and looked at me. “I didn’t realize how much I missed it until you reminded me. And by then, Morgan wasn’t . . . He was like I had been. Detached.”
“In other words,” I said, “he’d made himself more like you. Patterned himself after you. And because he’d done that, after your change he wasn’t capable of giving you what you wanted.”
She nodded.
I shook my head. “A hundred years is a long time to carry a torch,” I said. “That one must burn like hell.”
“I know. And I never wanted to hurt him. You must believe me.”
“Here’s where you say, ‘The heart wants what the heart wants,’ ” I said.
“Trite,” she said, “but true all the same.” She turned until her right shoulder leaned on the door, facing me. “We should talk about where this leaves us.”
I toyed with the can of Coke. “Before we can do that,” I said, “we have to talk about Morgan and LaFortier.”
She exhaled slowly. “Yes.”
“What do you intend to do?” I asked.
“He’s wanted by the Council, Harry,” she said in a gentle voice. “I don’t know how he’s managed to avoid being located by magical means, but sooner or later, in hours or days, hewill be found. And when that happens, you and Molly will be implicated as well. You’ll both die with him.” She took a deep breath. “And if I don’t go to the Council with what I know, I’ll be right there beside you.”