"You're fishing."
"Who else had access to his notes?"
"Everyone," he said. "His wife, his son, Brant. Half the time, the house was unlocked. Add his cleaning lady, the yard man, his next-door neighbor, the guy across the street. None of them are involved in law enforcement, but any one of them could have opened his front door and walked right in. And what makes you so sure it wasn't someone in Santa Teresa? The leak didn't necessarily come from this end."
I stared at him. "You're right," I said. He had a point.
The tapping stopped and his manner softened. "Why don't you back off and let us handle this?"
"Handle what?"
"We haven't been entirely idle. We're developing a lead."
"I'm glad to hear that. About bloody time. I hate to think I'm the only one out here with my ass on the line."
"Cut the sarcasm and don't push. Not your job."
"Are you saying you have a line on Alfie's killer?"
"I'm saying you'd be smart to go home and let us take it from here."
"What about Selma?"
"She knows better than to interfere with an official investigation. So do you."
I tried Selma's line. "There's no law against asking questions."
"That depends on who you ask." He glanced at his watch. "I got Vick in the car and we're late for church," he said. He got up and adjusted his coat, taking his leather gloves from one pocket. I watched him smooth them into place and thought, inexplicably, of his early morning arrival at the emergency room; freshly showered and shaven, nattily dressed, wide awake. He looked down at me. "Did anyone ever fill you in on local history?"
"Cecilia did."
He went on talking as if I hadn't spoken. "Bunch of convicts were shipped to the colonies from England. These were hardened criminals, literally branded for the heinousness of their behavior."
"The 'Nota' of Nota Lake," I supplied dutifully.
"That's right. The worst of 'em came west and settled in these mountains. What you're dealing with now are their descendants. You want to watch your step."
I laughed, uneasily. "What, this is like a Western? I'm being warned off? I have to be out of town by sundown?"
"Not a warning, a suggestion. For your own good," he said.
I watched him leave the restaurant and realized how dry my mouth had become. I had that feeling I used to get before the first day of school, a low-level dread that acted as an appetite suppressant. Breakfast didn't sound like such a hot idea. The place had cleared out. The couple by the window were getting up to leave. I saw them pay their check, Barrett taking over the cash register while Nancy hurried in my direction with a coffee pot and menu, all apologies. She handed me the menu. "Sorry it took me so long, but I was brewing a new pot and I could see you and Rafer had your heads together," she said. She filled my mug with hot coffee. "You have any idea what you want to eat? I don't mean to rush you. Take your time. I just don't want to hold you up, you've been so patient."
"I'm not hungry," I said. "Why don't I move to the counter so we can talk?"
"Sure thing."
I picked up my mug and reached for the silverware.
"I'll get that," she said. She took the menu and the flatware, moving to the counter where she set a place for me between the griddle and the cash register. Barrett was in the process of cleaning the grill with a flat-edged spatula. Bacon fat and browned particles of pancake and sausage were being pushed into the well. Nancy rinsed a rag and twisted out the excess water, wiping the counter clean. "Alice says you've been asking about Pinkie Ritter."
"You remember him?"
"Every woman in Nota Lake remembers him," she said, tartly.
"Did he ever bother you?"
"Meaning what, unwanted sexual advances? He attacked me one night when I got off work. He waited in the parking lot and grabbed me by the neck as I was getting in my car. I kicked his ass up between his shoulder blades and that was the last of that. He was convicted of rape twice and that's just the times he was caught."
"Did you report it?"
"What for? I took care of it myself. What's the law going to do, come along afterwards and smack his hand?"
Barrett had now come over to the small sink just below the counter in front of us and she was in the process of rinsing plates and arranging them in the rack for the industrial dishwasher I assumed was in the rear. She had her father's light eyes and she made no secret of the fact that she was listening to Nancy's tale and enjoying her attitude.
I caught her attention. "Did he ever come on to you?"
"Uhn-uhn. No way," she said, a blush creeping up her cheeks. "I was close to jailbait at that point, barely eighteen years old. He knew better than to mess with me."
I turned to Nancy. "What about other women? Anyone in particular? Earlene or Phyllis?"
Nancy shook her head. "Not that I heard, but that doesn't mean he didn't try. Guy like that goes after anyone who seems weak."
"Could I ask you about something else?"
"Sure."
"The night Tom Newquist died, he was in here earlier, wasn't he?"
"That's right. He came in about nine o'clock. Ordered a cheeseburger and fries, sat around and smoked, cigarettes, like he was killing time. Occasionally he'd look at his watch. I couldn't figure it out. He never came in at that hour. I figured he was meeting someone, but she never showed up."
"Why do you say 'she'? Couldn't it have been a man?"
Nancy seemed surprised at the idea. "I never thought about that. I just assumed."
"Did he mention anyone by name?"
"No."
"Did he use the telephone?"
She shook her head with some uncertainty and then turned to Barrett with a quizzical look. "You remember if Tom Newquist used the phone that night?"
"Not that I saw."
Again, I directed a question to Barrett. "Did you get the impression he was here to meet someone?"
Barrett shrugged. "I guess."
Nancy spoke up again. "You know what I think it was? He was freshly shaved. I remember remarking about his cologne or his aftershave. He looked sharp, like he'd gussied himself up. He wouldn't do that if he were here to meet some guy."
"You agree with that?" I asked Barrett.
"He did look nice, now you mention it," she said. "I noticed that myself."
"Did he seem annoyed or upset, like he'd been stood up?"
"Not a bit of it," Nancy said. "Nine-thirty, got up, paid his check, and went out to his truck. I never saw him afterwards. I did closing that night so I was stuck in here. Did you see him out there?"
"In the parking lot? Not me."
"You must have. You took off shortly before he did."
Barrett thought about it, frowning slightly before she shook her head. "Maybe he was parked around back."
"Where were you parked that night?" I asked.
"Nowhere. I didn't have a car. My dad was picking me up."
"She lives just over there on the other side of that subdivision, but her folks don't like her walking home at night. They're real protective, especially her dad."
Barrett smiled, her dark skin underlined with the pink of her embarrassment. "I could be a preacher's daughter. That'd be worse."
We chatted on for a while. The place began to fill with the early church service crowd and I was clearly in the way. I was also hoping to avoid further confrontation with any irate citizens. I hunched into my jacket and went out to the car. Since the parking spot I'd found was around to the rear, I didn't think I was visible to passing vehicles. I didn't have the nerve to drive into town just yet. I couldn't bear the idea of wandering around on my own, risking rudeness and rejection on the basis of floating rumors. People in the cafe had been fine so maybe it was just the service station attendants who'd passed a vote of no confidence.
I saw Macon Newquist pull off the highway and into the parking lot in a pickup truck. He was dressed in a suit that looked as unnatural on him as a bunny costume. I knew if he saw me, he'd start pumping me for information. I torqued myself around, reaching for my briefcase as though otherwise occupied. Along with my case notes, I'd tucked in the packets of index cards. I waited until he disappeared into the cafe before I got out of the car and locked it. I took my briefcase with me as I crunched along the berm to the Nota Lake Cabins.