I had a monthly parking spot at the airport. It was a brilliantly clear day and a good ten degrees cooler than it had been in the city all week. I put the top down on my little red Miata and drove up-island to Chilmark, to the house.
Once I passed the crest of the drive, where my friend Isabella Lascar had been killed, the gray-shingled farmhouse came into sight and, beyond it, the stunning view of Vineyard Sound, which never failed to take my breath away. This is the one place on earth where every tension I have dissolves, and where I have spent the happiest hours of my life.
My caretaker had unlocked and prepared the house for me, and I went inside to open the windows, settle in, and see what messages were on the answering machine.
The first was from Nina Baum, calling late last night from California. Chapman had phoned to tell her about the incident in the garage, and she was checking on me as well as urging me to get on a plane and come out to Malibu until the investigation was over. Nina, by luck of the draw, had been my college roommate freshman year at Wellesley. She remained my closest friend, and she and her husband were often my refuge when I wanted to hang out away from the problems that my job presented.
The message I’d been waiting for was next, the voice of Jacob Tyler calling from an airport phone booth. “It’s Jake here. Can’t find you anywhere-all I get are machines. It’s Friday morning and I’m on my way to the Vineyard, if that’s still the plan. I’ve gone from China to California, then an overnight in Chicago. I’m due into Boston before noon. And if there’s no fog, should be on a Cape Air hop that gets me there at one thirty. I’ll try your office in a bit. If you’re not at the airport, I’ll just take a cab up to the house. Miss you.”
I took the portable out onto the deck and dialed Laura’s number.
“Alex? Are you okay? Mercer left a message on my voice mail telling me not to expect you today. Is everything all right?”
“It’s fine. I’m just whipped. We worked late last night, so I’m taking a long weekend. If people are looking for me, you can reach me on the Vineyard. Anything interesting yet?”
“Jacob Tyler called first thing. He didn’t leave a message, ’cause I couldn’t tell him what your plans were. And Robert Scott, from University of Virginia Law School. Wants to know if you can do a lecture about public service this fall.”
“I’ll take care of Tyler. Would you call Bob Scott back and tell him I’d be glad to, if he can suggest some dates?” Maybe I would tell the students about last night’s encounter. What the D.A.’s Office lacks in financial rewards, it makes up for in drama and intrigue.
I changed into shorts and a T-shirt, set the dining room table for two, went out to the barn to get birdseed to fill the feeders, and sat back down on the deck to read the New York Times and the Vineyard Gazette. The osprey nest at the foot of my hilltop, on the side of Nashaquitsa Pond, had a nestful of babies, being hovered over by their mother. Goldfinches and cardinals fought for the seed I had just put out, and my wild-flower field teemed with the pink, lavender, and white heads of cosmos and the cobalt blue of Oriental poppies.
This was the place that I considered my home. Professionally, I thrived and flourished in the fast-paced life I led in New York City. Most of my friends were there, and I had been born and raised in a suburban village in nearby Westchester County, so my parents and brothers were frequently in and out of town. But this island, especially the quiet rural end on which my house was sited, was where I came to relax and to restore the tranquillity that eluded me in the midst of an intense investigation.
Most of my life had been a charmed one. I was one of three children-the only daughter-of loving parents whose marriage was still not only a sound one, but a great romance as well. The trust fund endowed by my father’s invention, the Cooper-Hoffman valve, had been used to give me a first-class education, first at Wellesley and then at the University of Virginia School of Law. It permitted me to indulge my dream of working in the public sector without the enormous burden of student loans that forced so many of my colleagues to leave the prosecutor’s office for more lucrative careers. And for frivolous interests like travel and my collections of first-edition books and antique jewelry, it was a route to some indulgences that I would never otherwise have been able to afford at this stage in life.
While the Vineyard had offered me some of the most spectacular days of my life, it also held for me my most difficult memories. Adam Nyman, the physician I had fallen madly in love with while I was at law school, had summered here all of his life. When we became engaged the year that I graduated, we bought this house together. It had belonged to the widow of a fisherman whose family was one of the original group of settlers in the seventeenth century. I had delighted in having it redecorated in celebration of our wedding. A local artist had stenciled the walls in pastel designs she had copied from a set of antique hand-painted Limoges plates my mother had given us as an engagement gift. The evocative landscapes by island artists that Adam had collected over the years had been reframed and hung throughout the cheerful rooms.
Our families and friends had been assembled in the homes of friends and country inns around the island for the wedding weekend. The house and its gardens had never looked more beautiful than during that lush summer after an unusually rainy spring.
And then came the morning phone call that ripped my spirit and heart to pieces. Adam had completed his last rounds in Charlottesville and had set off late in the day to drive all night for the trip to the island. It was my mother who took the call from the state police, and it was she and Nina who sat me down on my bed to tell me that Adam’s car had been knocked off a bridge in Connecticut by another driver and demolished on the rocks in the river below.
Everything sealed up inside me for years, or so it seemed at the time. I had been afraid to let myself get close to anyone else for fear that something I loved would be seized from me when I was happiest. I went aimlessly from room to room in the house on those rare weekends I could bring myself to come up here, imagining how Adam would have adored what I had turned it into for us.
The ten years that had passed did nothing to lessen the pain of his loss or to make less vivid the depth of our passion for each other. But I had learned to love again, without ever forgetting that I would have sacrificed all the other pleasures and triumphs of my life to have had this time with him.
I had made changes in the house, too. Something had nagged at me to create a different feel, a sense of another phase of my relationships. So the previous winter I added an addition with a larger living room, a huge slate-trimmed hearth, and tall windows open to the handsome sweep of sea and sky. And with Nina’s urging, for her upcoming Labor Day weekend visit, I had the architect build a new bathroom, decadently luxurious, with a steam shower and whirlpool tub. Slowly it had become possible for me to be here without any longer feeling that I was betraying Adam’s love for me.
Now I found myself looking at my watch every ten minutes, filled with anticipation about the arrival of Jacob Tyler, with whom I had serendipitously become entangled in early July. Less than two months later, I sat here daydreaming about seeing him again this afternoon, excited by the pleasure he gave me, emotionally and physically, and still palpitating from the newness of the romance.
I read the papers, knocked off the Friday crossword puzzle, and called the office to make sure everything was still quiet. I wasn’t a cook, but there was an easy trick to serve an elegant Vineyard dinner with no effort at all, and I set about making it happen before Jake arrived. A phone call to the fish market to order a late-afternoon pickup, a stop at the Chilmark store for island corn and tomatoes-at the peak of perfection at this point in the summer-and I was off for the twenty-minute ride to the airport to meet Jake’s plane.