Minister Tranh considered this statement for a moment. Then he said quietly, "Do we ever really know?"
"A toast," said Dodge Hamilton, leaning against the hotel bar. "To the good fight!"
Guy stared down moodily at his whiskey glass and said, "There's no such thing as a good fight, Hamilton. There are only fights you can't avoid."
"Well-" grinning, Hamilton raised his drink "-then let's drink to the unavoidable."
That made Guy laugh, though it was the last thing he felt like doing. He supposed he ought to be celebrating. The ordeal was over, and for the first time in days, he felt human again. After a good night's sleep, a shower and a shave, he could once again stand the sight of his own face in the mirror. For all the difference it makes, he thought bleakly. She's not here to notice.
He was having a hell of a time adjusting to Willy's absence. Over and over he replayed that last image of her sad backward glance as she'd climbed into the chopper. No last words, no goodbyes, just that look. He wished he could erase the image from his memory.
No, no, that wasn't what he wanted.
What he wanted was another chance.
He set the whiskey glass down and forced a smile to his lips. "Anyway, Hamilton," he said, "looks like you got your story, after all."
"Not quite the one I expected."
"Think it's front-page material?"
"Indeed! It has everything. Old war ghosts come to life. Ex-enemies joining sides. And a happy ending! A story that ought to be heard. But…" He sighed. "It'll probably get shoved to the back page to make room for some juicy royal scandal. As if the fate of the world depends on who does what to whom in Buckingham."
Guy shook bis head and chuckled. Some things, it seemed, never changed.
"He'll be all right, won't he? Maitland?"
Guy looked up. "I think so. Willy called me from Bangkok a few hours ago. Maitland's stable enough to be transferred."
"They're flying him to the States?"
"Tonight."
Hamilton cocked his head. "Aren't you joining them?"
"I don't know. I've got a job to wrap up, a few last minute details. And she'll be busy with other things… "
He looked down at his whiskey and thought of that last phone conversation. They'd had a lousy connection, lots of static on the line, and they'd both been forced to shout. She'd been standing at a hospital telephone; he'd been on his way out to meet Vietnamese officials. It had hardly been the time for romantic conversation. Yet he'd been ready to say anything, if only she'd given him some hint that she wanted to hear it. But there'd been only awkward how-are-yous and is-your-arm-all-right and yes-it's-fine-I'm-all-patched-up-now and then, in the end, a hasty goodbye.
When he'd hung up the receiver, he'd known she was gone. Maybe it's for the best, he thought. Every idiot knew wartime romances never lasted. When you were huddled together in the trenches and the bullets were whizzing overhead, it was easy to fall in love.
But now they were back in the real world. She didn't need him any longer, and he liked to think he didn't need her either. After all, he'd never needed anyone before.
He drained his whiskey glass. "Anyway, Hamilton," he said, "I guess I'll have a hell of a story to tell the guys back home. How I fought in Nam all over again-this time with the other side."
"No one'll believe you."
"Probably not." Guy looked off at a painting on the wall-Ho Chi Minh smiling like someone's merry uncle. "You know, I have a confession to make." He looked back at his drinking partner. "At one point, I was so paranoid that I thought you were the CIA."
Hamilton burst out laughing.
"Can you believe it?" Guy said, laughing as well. "You of all people!"
Hamilton, still grinning, set his glass down on the counter. "Actually," he said after a pause, "I am."
There was a long silence. "What?" said Guy.
Hamilton gazed back, his expression blandly pleasant and utterly unrevealing. "General Kistner sends his regards. He's happy to hear you're alive and well."
"Kistner sent you?"
"No, he sent you."
Guy stiffened. "You got it wrong. I don't work for those people. I was on my own the whole-"
"Were you, now?" Hamilton's smile was maddening. "Quite a stroke of luck, wouldn't you say, that meeting between you and Miss Maitland at Kistner's villa? Damned odd about her driver vanishing like that, just as you were heading back to town."
Guy looked down at his glass, swirled the whiskey. "I was set up," he muttered. "That mysterious appointment with Kistner-"
"Was to get you and Miss Maitland together. She was in dangerous waters, already floundering. We knew she'd need help. But it had to be someone completely unconnected with the Company, someone the Vietnamese wouldn't suspect. As it turned out, you were it."
Guy's fists tightened on the countertop. "I did your dirty work-"
"You did Uncle Sam a favor. We knew you were slated to go to Saigon. That you knew the country. A bit of the language. We also knew you had a… shall we say, vulnerable aspect to your past." He gave Guy a significant look.
They know, Guy thought. They've probably always known. Slowly, he said, "That visit from the Ariel Group…"
"Ah, yes. Ariel. Lovely ring to it, don't you think? It happens to be the name of General Kistner's youngest granddaughter." Hamilton smiled. "You needn't worry, Guy. We can be discreet. Especially when we feel we've been well served."
"What if you'd been wrong about me? What if I was working for Toby Wolff? I could have killed her."
"You wouldn't."
"I had a 'vulnerable' aspect to my past, remember?"
"You're clean, Guy. Even with your past, you're cleaner than any flag-waving patriot in Washington."
"How would you know?"
Hamilton shrugged. "You'd be amazed at the things we know about you. About everyone."
"But you couldn't predict what I'd do! What Willy would do. What if she'd told me to go to hell?"
"It was a gamble. But she's an attractive woman. And you're a resourceful man. We took a chance on chemistry."
And it worked, thought Guy. Damn you, Hamilton, the chemistry worked just fine.
"At any rate," said Hamilton, sliding a few bills onto the bar, "you'll be rewarded with the silence you crave. I'm afraid the bounty's out of the question, though-budget deficit and all. But you'll have the distinct pleasure of knowing you served your country well."
That's when Guy burst into unstoppable laughter. He laughed so hard, tears came to his eyes; so loud, a dozen heads turned to look at him.
"Have I missed the joke?" Hamilton inquired politely. "The joke," said Guy, "is on me." He laughed all the way out the door.