“Check her out now,” Francis said. “Don’t tell her I’m here. Just see is she okay and does she need anything. Don’t say I sent you or nothin’ like that. Just check her out.”
So Donovan knocked on Helen’s door at eleven o’clock and found out she needed nothing at all, and he came back and told Francis.
“You tell her in the mornin’ I’ll be around sometime during the day,” Francis said. “And if she don’t see me and she wants me, you tell her to leave me a message where she’ll be. Leave it with Pee Wee down at the mission. You know Pee Wee?”
“I know the mission,” Donovan said.
“She claim the suitcase?” Francis asked.
“Claimed it and paid for two nights in the room.”
“She got money from home, all right,” Francis said. “But you give her that deuce anyway.”
Francis and Rudy walked north on Pearl Street then, Francis keeping the pace brisk. In a shopwindow Francis saw three mannequins in formal dresses beckoning to him. He waved at them.
“Now where we goin’?” Rudy asked.
“The all-night bootlegger’s,” Francis said. “Get us a couple of jugs and then go get a flop and get some shuteye.”
“Hey,” Rudy said. “Now you’re sayin’ somethin’ I wanna hear. Where’d you find all this money?”
“Up in a tree.”
“Same tree that grows bow ties?”
“Yep,” said Francis. “Same tree.”
Francis bought two quarts of muscatel at the upstairs bootlegger’s on Beaver Street and two pints of Green River whiskey.
“Rotgut,” he said when the bootlegger handed him the whiskey, “but it does what it’s supposed to do.”
Francis paid the bootlegger and pocketed the change: two dollars and thirty cents left. He gave a quart of the musky and a pint of the whiskey to Rudy and when they stepped outside the bootlegger’s they both tipped up their wine.
And so Francis began to drink for the first time in a week.
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The flop was run by a bottom-heavy old woman with piano legs, the widow of somebody named Fennessey, who had died so long ago nobody remembered his first name.
“Hey Ma,” Rudy said when she opened the door for them.
“My name’s Mrs. Fennessey,” she said. “That’s what I go by.”
“I knew that,” Rudy said.
“Then call me that. Only the niggers call me Ma.”
“All right, sweetheart,” Francis said. “Anybody call you sweetheart? We want a couple of flops.”
She let them in and took their money, a dollar for two flops, and then led them upstairs to a large room that used to be two or three rooms but now, with the interior walls gone, was a dormitory with a dozen filthy cots, only one occupied by a sleeping form. The room was lit by what Francis judged to be a three-watt bulb.
“Hey,” he said, “too much light in here. It’ll blind us all.”
“Your friend don’t like it here, he can go somewhere else,” Mrs. Fennessey told Rudy.
“Who wouldn’t like this joint?” Francis said, and he bounced on the cot next to the sleeping man.
“Hey bum,” he said, reaching over and shaking the sleeper. “You want a drink?”
A man with enormous week-old scabs on his nose and forehead turned to face Francis.
“Hey,” said Francis. “It’s the Moose.”
“Yeah, it’s me,” Moose said.
“Moose who?” asked Rudy.
“Moose what’s the difference,” Francis said.
“Moose Backer,” Moose said.
“That there’s Rudy,” Francis said. “He’s crazier than a cross-eyed bedbug, but he’s all right.”
“You sharped up some since I seen you last,” Moose said to Francis. “Even wearin’ a tie. You bump into prosperity?”
“He found a tree that grows ten-dollar bills,” Rudy said.
Francis walked around the cot and handed Moose his wine. Moose took a swallow and nodded his thanks.
“Why’d you wake me up?” Moose asked.
“Woke you up to give you a drink.”
“It was dark when I went to sleep. Dark and cold.”
“Jesus Christ, I know. Fingers cold, toes cold. Cold in here right now. Here, have another drink and warm up. You want some whiskey? I got some of that too.”
“I’m all right. I got an edge. You got enough for yourself?”
“Have a drink, goddamn it. Don’t be afraid to live.” And Moose took one glug of the Green River.
“I thought you was gonna trade pants with me,” Moose said.
“I was. Pair I had was practically new, but too small.”
“Where are they? You said they were thirty-eight, thirtyone, and that’s just right.”
“You want these?”
“Sure,” said Moose.
“If I give ‘em to you, then I ain’t got no pants,” Francis said.
“I’ll give you mine,” Moose said.
“Why you tradin’ your new pants?” Rudy asked.
“That’s right,” said Francis, standing up and looking at his own legs. “Why am I? No, you ain’t gonna get these. Fuck you, I need these pants. Don’t tell me what I need. Go get your own pants.”
“I’ll buy ‘em,” Moose said. “How much you want? I got another week’s work sandin’ floors.”
“Well shine ‘em,” Francis said. “They ain’t for sale.”
“Sandin’, not shinin’. I sand ‘em. I don’t shine ‘em.”
“Don’t holler at me,” Francis said. “I’ll crack your goddamn head and step on your brains. You’re a tough man, is that it?”
“No,” said Moose. “I ain’t tough.”
“Well I’m tough,” Francis said. “Screw around with me, you’ll die younger’n I will.”
“Oh I’ll die all right. I’m just as busted as that ceiling. I got TB.”
“Oh God bless you,” Francis said, sitting down. “I’m sorry.”
“It’s in the knee.”
“I didn’t know you had it. I’m sorry. I’m sorry anybody’s got TB.”
“It’s in the knee.”
“Well cut your leg off.”
“That’s what they wanted to do.”
“So cut it off.”
“No, I wouldn’t let them do that.”
“I got a stomach cancer,” Rudy said.
“Yeah,” said Moose. “Everybody’s got one of them.”
“Anybody gonna come to my funeral?” Rudy asked.
“Probably ain’t nothin’ wrong with you work won’t cure,” Moose said.
“That’s right,” Francis said to Rudy. “Why don’t you go get a job?” He pointed out the window at the street. “Look at ‘em out there. Everybody out there’s workin’.”
“You’re crazier than he is,” Moose said. “Ain’t no jobs anyplace. Where you been?”
“There’s taxis. There goes a taxi.”
“Yeah, there’s taxis,” Moose said. “So what?”
“Can you drive?” Francis asked Rudy.
“I drove my ex-wife crazy,” Rudy said.
“Good. What you’re supposed to do. Drive ‘em nuts is right.”
In the corner of the room Francis saw three long-skirted women who became four who became three and then four again. Their faces were familiar but he could call none of them by name. Their ages changed when their number changed: now twenty, now sixty, now thirty, now fifty, never childish, never aged. At the house Annie would now be trying to sleep, but probably no more prepared for it than Francis was, no more capable of closing the day than Francis was. Helen would be out of it, whipped all to hell by fatigue and worry. Damn worrywart is what she is. But not Annie. Annie, she don’t worry. Annie knows how to live. Peg, she’ll be awake too, why not? Why should she sleep when nobody else can? They’ll all be up, you bet. Francis give ‘em a show they ain’t gonna forget in a hurry.
He showed ‘em what a man can do.
A man ain’t afraid of goin’ back.
Goddamn spooks, they follow you everywheres but they don’t matter. You stand up to ‘em is all. And you do what you gotta do.
Sandra joined the women of three, the women of four, in the far corner. Francis gave me soup, she told them. He carried me out of the wind and put my shoe on me. They became the women of five.
“Where the wind don’t blow,” Rudy sang. “I wanna go where the wind don’t blow, where there ain’t no snow.”
Francis saw Katrina’s face among the five that became four that became three.
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