“Fuck you. I’m tired of your games.”
He laughed, clearly pleased. “I hate it when we fight. Can’t we make up?”
“Tell me what I want to know and you’re my best friend again. We’re both on the same side. We both want to stop the Copycat.”
“We are indeed two of a kind,” he said, sounding pleased. “Hurt by people who were supposed to love us. Betrayed by them. Cheated out of the life we deserved.”
She took a stab. “And we’re fighters. Both of us.”
He was quiet a moment. When he replied, his voice sounded deeper. “Yes. Fighters.”
“Then help me. Please.”
He ignored that. “What’s it like to bury your child?” he asked.
“I don’t want to talk about my daughter. I want to talk about the Copycat.”
“But it’s my show, Kitten. Give me what I want and maybe…maybe I’ll give you what you want.”
Kitt experienced a tickle of excitement. She glanced at the clock. “You’re a professional at delivering death, maybe you should know how it feels for those left behind. Sadie’s death left a hole inside me, a yawning chasm that nothing could fill. I wanted to die myself. Wished I was dead. Considered doing it. Killing myself.”
“Why didn’t you?” he asked, tone rapt.
“I don’t know,” she answered simply, honestly. “Or perhaps I did try, one drink at a time.”
“What brought you back?”
“AA, the people I met there.” She paused, thinking of Danny, the night before, how she had hurt his feelings. “They reminded me that I’m not the only one in the world who hurts. That we’re all interconnected.”
“And that Sadie wouldn’t want you to give up.”
She paused, caught off balance. How did he know that? “Yes,” she said.
M.C. set another card on the desk. 11:43.
Three minutes to go.
A group had gathered. Sergeant Haas, several of the other detectives, Sal. They were all watching the clock, praying, she knew from experience, that this time they’d nail him.
“You think you know me so well?” she asked.
“Yes.”
“How?”
“Now, Kitten,” he chided her, “you don’t really expect me to tell you all my secrets?”
“Why not? I tell you mine, you tell me yours. A partnership.”
“A partnership,” he repeated. “I like that. In fact, I like you, Kitt. I respect you, despite your screwups.”
“That’s good to know. But will you still like me when I bust you?”
He laughed. “Maybe more. Of course, that’s not going to happen.”
“You’re so certain?”
“Yes.”
She glanced at her partner, who held up two fingers. “How?”
“Because I’m better than you,” he said simply. “I’m sorry if that hurts, but it’s true. I’m better than you all.”
“I’ll take that challenge, Peanut.” The ease with which the nickname slipped off her lips surprised her. “Let’s make it official.”
“Competitive, even when you feel so hopeless. When you’re so lost. See why I admire you?”
“But I feel neither hopeless nor lost.”
“I feel so hopeless,” he said, tone mocking. “As if nothing will ever be good, or right, again. I wonder sometimes, should I just end it? But thoughts of Sadie stop me-I fear taking my own life would keep me from being with her in the afterlife.”
Kitt felt ill. She recognized her own words, her thoughts and feelings, being spit mockingly back at her
An entry from her journal.
He had been in her house that day. Maybe more than once.
Kitt fought to keep how exposed that made her feel from showing. “So, you were in my house. You read my journal. Make you feel like a big man?”
He ignored that. She heard the flick of a lighter, the hiss of a cigarette catching, coming to life. “Did you warn the little girls? The ones in the periphery of your life?”
“There are no little girls in my life.”
He clucked his tongue. “Now who’s playing games, Kitten?”
“I don’t play games.”
“We all do. In fact, life’s one big game. We’re all vying to come out the big winner. Top dog. King of the hill.”
“Queen of the hill, thank you. Besides, playing at life and really living it are very different things.”
“I would love to continue this discussion but our time’s up.”
“No, wait! You promised-”
“I said maybe, no promises.”
“That’s not fair! I gave you what you wanted, I-”
“Life’s not fair, dear one. Bye-bye.”
He hung up; she swung toward M.C., already on the line with CRU.
She met Kitt’s eyes, expression jubilant. “Got him!”
“Six cruisers,” Sal ordered. “No chances. Everybody wears Kevlar. No mistakes.” He turned toward White and Allen. “Backup Lundgren and Riggio.”
Everybody scrambled. Before they even reached the address, they had learned it was a twelve-unit apartment building. As Kitt pulled up in front of the building, HQ was in the process of running the building’s individual addresses through the computer.
Definitely not the most desirable real estate in the metro area.
The cruisers were already there, officers at the ready, weapons drawn.
Kitt climbed out of the car. “Nobody leaves,” she ordered. “ID everybody.”
White and Allen joined them, and they made their way into the building. The hallway was dim and smelled of urine. The trace had pinpointed the address, but not the unit number.
“Super’s usually on the first floor,” Kitt said. “If the building’s got one.” The detectives split into pairs, each taking one side of the hallway.
Kitt and M.C. struck pay dirt right off.
The super was a sixtyish man with an impressive beer belly and a face lined from years spent in the sun. She noted his hands-big, callused and fish-belly white. From inside the apartment came the sound of the TV. All My Children, she recognized. While on leave she had become addicted to it.
“Detective Lundgren.” She held up her shield. “Detective Riggio. We need to ask you a few questions.”
M.C. stepped in. “Are all these units occupied?”
“All but two. Those folks vacated a couple weeks ago. Skipped on their rent.” He narrowed his eyes. “I bet you’re lookin’ for that freak in 310.”
“Why’s that?”
“Caught him lookin’ at pictures of kids.”
“Pictures of kids?”
“You know, that kiddie porn. Wanted to puke. Thankful my kids are grown. Warned everyone in the building with kids.”
Ex-con. Sex offender. Promising.
“His name?”
“Brown. Buddy.”
“Know if he’s home right now?”
“No clue. Haven’t seen him in a week or so. But he slips in and out, all hours. Like the freak he is.”
M.C.’s cell rang. She separated herself from the group. “Riggio. Thanks. Got it.”
Kitt excused herself, crossed to her partner. “HQ?”
She nodded. “They discovered Brown, too.”
“Sex offender?”
“No. Burglary and assault. They’re still working on the other tenants. So far nothing’s jumped out.”
“Brown’s our man. I feel it.” She crossed back to the super and thanked him for his help. “For your own safety, I suggest you return to your apartment. Remain there until I give you the go-ahead to leave.”
He looked almost gleeful. Kitt suspected this was the most excitement he’d encountered in some time. All My Children just couldn’t compete. “The freak’s behind on his rent,” he called after them. “You need me to let you in, just give a shout.”
Kitt, M.C. and the two other detectives converged on 310.
Kitt rapped on the door. “Mr. Brown, open up! Police!”
From inside came a sound, like a glass shattering.
“Let’s go!” White reared back and kicked the door in. The four burst through, guns drawn. A cat darted past their feet and into the hall. Otherwise, the unit seemed devoid of life.
“Mr. Brown!” Kitt called again. “Police!”
She didn’t need to search the apartment to know it was empty. Brown had already flown the coop.
They fanned out, anyway, searching the one-bedroom unit. It smelled of cat excrement and spoiled food. Kitt found what she was looking for on a soiled futon near the front window. A cell phone. He’d left it when he ran.