– You aren't listening, Simon.
I sit back down.
– How is it your mind can account for your own existence, but resist so stubbornly the idea that there are others like you, beyond you?
– Because I know I'm here and I know what I am.
– What are you?
– I'm a man. A sick man. And I want to know who grabbed my stash so I don't have to kill some jerk on the street and drink him.
– You're more than a man, Simon, much more. Your stash is gone? What of it? Stay with us. This could be a beginning, an opportunity.
I point at Jorge.
He smiles, nods, and lets go of my hand.
– It's a Wraith.
– Say what?
– The thing that was at the school and in your home, it's a Wraith.
Oh, shit.
– I don't believe.
– So you say. But it doesn't care if you believe in it or not. In fact, one is the same as the other. Believe in it, and it will be just as invisible to you as if you did not. Don't believe in it, and it will kill you as easily as if you did.
I close my eyes, rub the sweat from my forehead, and open my eyes. Crap.
– What do I do?
– Against something you say doesn't exist?
He shrugs.
– As I said, you can stay here. That is why I sent for you in the first place, Simon, to offer you the Enclave again. You can't fight the other world, you can only strive to join it.
I think about it, about a life in here. The Enclave are circling up now, two of them walk into the middle of the circle and begin to spar. It looks like a Hong Kong kung fu movie on fast forward. I can't follow the moves of the combatants, I just see a blurred tumble of limbs, hear the whir as their arms and legs cut the air and the loud clacks of their bones striking one another. It lasts only an instant, and then one of them is down with two broken legs. The others clear him from the floor. He may decide to take a little more blood to help heal the legs, or he might not and take his chances that they never knit properly. I think about starving myself, no longer worrying about where my next meal is coming from, spending my days in meditation and martial arts, perfecting my self-discipline. No more hand to mouth. No more being on my own. No more Evie.
No. It's not for me.
I stand up.
– Thanks for the offer, but the answer's still the same.
Daniel smiles.
– That's unfortunate.
– Yeah, well, sorry.
– Nonetheless, you are Enclave, Simon, and you can't be otherwise. And I'm happy to know we have you.
– Whatever.
– That's a healthy attitude to cultivate, whatever.
I turn to go, then turn back to him.
– So, assuming this Wraith thing is real?
– Yes?
– Any idea who might summon something like that?
He watches as another couple of Enclave begin to spar.
– You can't simply call these things into our world and command them. It takes knowledge and power, and one must have something to offer them. There are individuals who have knowledge in this area, and certainly we are acquainted with the metaphysical. But in terms of relevance to you? You might look at the Clans. Ask, what is the motive for the theft? Is it to weaken or to kill you? Perhaps it is meant to punish or to motivate you? Who do you know, Simon, that deals in carrots and sticks?
I nod.
– Thanks.
I head for the door. He calls after me.
– Come again, Simon, the door is always open.
I walk past the sparring Enclave. I think about the hundred of them on the streets one day, and I do mean one day. That's what it's all about, the starving and crossing over stuff. They think that when one of them finally manifests as a metaphysical being in the physical world that not only will he become invincible here, but he will be able to imbue the entire Enclave with similar abilities. Then they will begin their crusade in earnest, take to the streets and cleanse the world of all that is not Enclave. But they won't do it until they have their Messiah. So far Daniel's as close as they've got, and he's not there. Not yet. I walk out the door and close it behind me, hoping I never have to open it again.
I don't believe in another world where boogeymen lurk about and wait for opportunities to cause trouble in our world. I don't believe in any of that shit and I certainly don't believe in Wraiths. But I do believe that someone wants me to think that's the case, someone wants me scared and more than a little desperate. So who do I know that deals in carrots and sticks? Well, that's easy enough, everyone I work for. But I don't figure the Society for a gag like this, it's not really in their interest to have me desperate and hungry on their turf. Besides that, I don't think they have the chops or the subtlety to pull it off. No, this is a sneaky deal, and sneaky deals have one guy's name on them: Dexter Predo.
Figure Predo's not too happy with the way things are going down here. Figure he's caught on that the carrier is still out there. Figure Dale Edward Horde got on Predo's case for letting me hook up with his wife in public. Figure Predo told him he'd set it right and gave him something to plop in my drink, something to keep me down while they pulled the job on my place. Figure now Predo's got me by the shorties. He knows I'll be uptight without a stash. He knows the Society won't put up with me going on a rampage and tapping a bunch of clowns on their turf to restock my fridge. He knows I won't want to expose myself to the other Clans and Rogues by hitting on their turf. He knows pulling a job on a blood bank or a hospital takes time. And he knows I don't have that kind of time. Take all that and figure one last thing. Figure Predo's applied the stick and now all he has to do is wait for me to come to him thirsty and ragged and he can offer me the carrot, and then he'll have me in his back pocket. He can tell me just how to handle the carrier and the Horde kid and he can lock me up for a long way down the line. 'Cause restocking my stash is gonna cost and he'll make me pay with my balls. So I may as well hop on an uptown train and go get it over with. Except I don't.
I rush between patches of shade until I get to the L. I take it back across town and hurry to my pad. I still haven't called Evie to tell her I'm OK. For that matter, I still haven't cleaned up after sleeping on the sidewalk.
Out of the shower I call Evie.
– Hey, baby.
– You OK?
– Yeah, sure, babe, I'm fine.
– Was there any trouble?
Piles of it.
– Could've been, but Terry took care of it.
– Hope that was OK, me calling him. I didn't want to cause a fuss over nothing, but after that stuff with poor Lep I figured…
– No, it's cool. You did right.
We hang on the phone for a second, listening to each other thinking. I'm thinking this is new territory for us. She's always made a point of staying out of my business and I've always made a point of keeping her out. I don't know what to think of her talking to Terry on her own, but I don't like it much. As for her, I don't have a clue what she's thinking about.
I hear her shift the phone, her short fingernails clicking against the mouthpiece as she brushes her hair out of the way.
– I'm off tonight.
Tuesday, one of her nights off. Date night for us.
– Yeah, babe, probably not a good night for it.
She makes a little sucking sound, her tongue pulling down from the roof of her mouth. It's the sound she makes when she's starting to get bugged.
– Right. 'Cause you got the thing you're working on.
– Yeah.
– 'The thing that got Leprosy killed.
– Evie.
– That you won't tell me about.
– Not now, OK?
– Even though I was the one washing Lep's blood off you.
– I said not now.
– OK, then when, Joe? When do I ever get to know what you're up to?
– Just. Not now.
– Not now. Where have I heard that before?