"I have seen the remains of its feeds," she said, shuddering. "There is little left. Even the bones are broken open and splintered, the marrow sucked out."
"Is it only those who lose at hook knife who are fed to the beast?" I asked.
"No," she said. "Anyone who displeases Cernus might be given to the beast. Sometimes it is a guard even, but normally a slave. Generally it is a male slave from the pens. But sometimes a girl is bloodied and fed to it."
I remembered that the slave who had lost in hook knife had been wounded slightly before being taken to the beast.
"Why bloodied?" I asked.
"I do not know," she said. Then she looked down again at the board, that square of silk marked with rouge. "But let us forget the beast," she said. She smiled looking at the silk, the vials and beads. "The game is so beautiful," she said.
"Ho-Tu," I observed, "seldom leaves the house."
"In the last year," said Sura, "he left it only one time for an extended period."
"When was that?" I asked.
"In last year's En'Var," she said, "when he was gone from the city on the business of the house."
"What business?" I asked.
"Purchases of slaves," she said.
"To what city did he go?" I asked.
"Ko-ro-ba," she said.
I stiffened.
She looked up at me. "What is wrong, Kuurus?" she asked. Then suddenly her eyes widened and she threw out her hand. "No, Ho-Tu!" she screamed.
18 — THE END OF KAJURALIA
I leaped across the rouged square of silk, scattering the vials and beads that were the pieces of our game, flinging Sura to the floor, pressing myself across her body that she might be protected. In the same instant the hurled knife struck a chest behind us and I had rolled over throwing my legs under me, trying to draw the sword from my sheath, when Ho-Tu, running, hook knife in hand, leaped upon me, the curved blade streaking for my throat; I threw my left hand between the knife and my throat and felt the sudden hot flash of pain in my cut sleeve, the sudden splash of blood in my eyes, but then I had my hands on Ho-Tu's wrist, trying to force the knife back, and he, with his two hands, leaning his weight on his hands, his feet slipping on the floor, stepping on the square of silk, pressed down again toward my throat.
"Stop it!" cried Sura. "Ho-Tu, stop!"
I pressed up and then, knowing his full weight was on the knife, I suddenly ceased resistance, removing my counter-pressure, and rolled from under him. Ho-Tu fell heavily on the floor and I slipped free, rolled and had the sword from my sheath, standing.
He scrambled to his feet, his face a mask of hate, looking about, saw the slave goad, ran to it and whipped it from the wall.
I did not pursue him, not wanting to kill him.
He turned and I saw, in almost one motion of his finger, the goad switch to on, the dial rotate to the Kill Point. Then crouching, the goad blazing in his hand, he approached me warily.
But Sura stood between us. "Do not hurt him," said Sura.
"Stand aside," said Ho-Tu.
"No!" cried Sura.
I saw the dial rotate back from the kill point and Ho-Tu swept the goad toward her, angrily. There was an intense eruption of needle-like sparks and Sura screamed in pain and fell stumbling to one side, weeping, crying out on the stones of the floor.
For an instant the face of Ho-Tu seemed in agony, and then he turned again to me. Again I saw the dial rotate and the goad now seemed a jet of fire in his hand.
I had backed to the chest, resheathed my sword, and drawn forth the knife which had been thrown. It was a killing knife, short, well-balanced for throwing, tapered on one side.
It reversed itself in my hand.
With a cry of rage and anger Ho-Tu hurled the goad at me. It passed to the left of my head, struck the wall with an explosion of sparks and lay burning on the stones.
"Throw!" ordered Ho-Tu.
I looked at the knife, and the man. "It was with a knife such as this," I said, "that you slew a Warrior of Thentis on a bridge in Ko-ro-ba, in En'Var, near the tower of Warriors."
Ho-Tu looked puzzled.
"You struck him from behind," I said, "the blow of a coward."
"I killed no one," said Ho-Tu. "You are mad."
I felt a cold fury moving through me. "Turn around," I told him, "your back to me."
Woodenly, Ho-Tu did so.
I let him stand that way for a moment. Sura had now, shaken, still feeling the pain of the goad, risen to her hands and knees.
"Do not kill him!" she whispered.
"When will it strike, Ho-Tu?" I asked.
He said nothing.
"And where?" I probed. "Where?"
"Please do not kill him!" cried Sura.
"Throw!" cried Ho-Tu.
Sura leaped between us, standing with her back to Ho-Tu. "Kill Sura first!" she screamed.
"Stand aside!" cried Ho-Tu, not turning, his fists clenched. "Stand aside, Slave!"
"No!" cried Sura. "No!"
"Do not fear," I said. "I will not kill you with your back turned."
Ho-Tu turned to face me, with his arms pushing Sura to one side.
"Pick up your hook knife," I said.
Ho-Tu, not taking his eyes much from me, found the hook knife, and lifted it.
"Do not fight!" screamed Sura.
I crouched down, the killing knife now held by the hilt in my hand.
Ho-Tu and I began to circle one another.
"Stop!" cried Sura. Then she ran to the slave goad and picked it up; it was still incandescent, brilliant; one could not look on it without pain. "The goad," said she, "is at the Kill Point. Put down your weapons!" Her eyes were closed and she was sobbing. The goad was clenched in her two hands, moving toward her throat.
"Stop!" I cried.
Ho-Tu flung away his hook knife and rushed to Sura, tearing the goad away from her. I saw him rotate it to minimum charge, turn it off, and fling it away. He took Sura in his arms weeping. Then he turned to face me. "Kill me," he told me.
I did not wish to kill a man who was unarmed.
"But," said Ho-Tu, "I killed no man-in Ko-ro-ba or elsewhere."
"Kill us both," said Sura, holding the squat, ugly Ho-Tu to her, "but he is innocent."
"He killed," I told her.
"It was not I," said Ho-Tu. "I am not he whom you seek."
"You are he," I said.
"I am not," said he.
"A moment ago," I charged, "you attempted to kill me."
"Yes," said Ho-Tu. "That is true. And I would do so again now."
"You poor fool," said Sura sobbing, to Ho-Tu, kissing him. "You would kill for a simple slave?"
"I love you," cried Ho-Tu. "I love you!"
"I, too," said she, "love you, Ho-Tu."
He stood as though stunned. A strong man, he seemed shaken. His hands trembled on her. In his black eyes I saw tears. "Love," asked he, "for Ho-Tu, less than a man?"
"You are my love," said Sura, "and have been so for many years."
He looked at her, hardly daring to move.
"Yes," she said.
"I am not even a man," said he.
"In you, Ho-Tu," said she, "I have found the heart of a larl and the softness of flowers. You have been to me kindness, and gentleness and strength, and you have loved me." She looked up at him. "No man of Gor," said she, "is more a man than you."
"I killed no one," he said to her.
"I know that," said Sura. "You could not."
"But when I thought of him with you," sobbed the Master Keeper, "I wanted to kill-to kill."
"He did not even touch me," said Sura. "Do you not understand? He wanted to protect me, and so brought me here and freed me."
"Is this true?" asked Ho-Tu.
I did not speak.
"Killer," said Ho-Tu, "forgive me."
"He wears the black tunic," said Sura, "and I do not know who he is, but he is not of the black caste."
"Let us not speak of such matters," I said, sternly.
Ho-Tu looked at me. "Know," said he, "whoever you are, that I killed no one."