She imagines him imagining her—imagining her walking along the street, closer now, impending. Is he impatient, on edge, can he hardly wait? Is he like her? He likes to imply indifference—that he doesn’t care whether she’ll arrive or not—but it’s just an act, one of several. For instance, he’s no longer smoking ready-mades, he can’t afford them. He rolls his own, with one of those obscene-looking pink rubber devices that turns out three at a time; he cuts them with a razor blade, then stows them in a Craven A package. One of his small deceptions, or vanities; his need for them makes her breath catch.

Sometimes she brings him cigarettes, handfuls of them—largesse, opulence. She nicks them out of the silver cigarette box on the glass coffee table, crams them into her purse. But she doesn’t do this every time. It’s best to keep him in suspense, it’s best to keep him hungry.

He lies on his back, replete, smoking. If she wants avowals, she has to get them beforehand—make sure of them first, like a whore and her money. Meagre though they may be. I’ve missed you, he might say. Or: I can’t get enough of you. His eyes shut, grinding his teeth to hold himself back; she can hear it against her neck.

Afterwards, she has to fish.

Say something.

Like what?

Like anything you like.

Tell me what you want to hear.

If I do that and then you say it, I won’t believe you.

Read between the lines then.

But there aren’t any lines. You don’t give me any.

Then he might sing:

She turns left at the shoe repair, then a block along, then two houses. Then the small apartment building: The Excelsior. It must be named after the poem by Henry Wadsworth Longfellow. A banner with a strange device, a knight sacrificing all earthly concerns to scale the heights. The heights of what? Of armchair bourgeois pietism. How ridiculous, here and now.

The Excelsior is red brick with three storeys, four windows each floor, with wrought-iron balconies—more like ledges than balconies, no room for a chair. A cut above the neighbourhood once, now a place where people cling to the edges. On one balcony someone’s improvised a clothesline; a greying dishcloth hangs on it like the flag of some defeated regiment.

She walks past the building, then crosses at the next corner. There she stops and glances down as if there’s something caught on her shoe. Down, then back. There’s nobody walking behind her, no slow car. A stout woman labouring up front steps, a string bag in either hand like ballast; two patched boys chasing a grubby dog along the sidewalk. No men here except three old porch vultures hunched over a shared newspaper.

She turns then and retraces her steps, and when she comes to the Excelsior she ducks into the alleyway beside it and hurries along, forcing herself not to run. The asphalt is uneven, her heels too high. This is the wrong place to turn an ankle. She feels more exposed now, caught in the glare, although there are no windows. Her heart’s going hard, her legs are flimsy, silken. Panic has its hook into her, why?

He won’t be there, says a soft voice in her head; a soft anguished voice, a plaintive cooing voice like a mourning dove’s. He’s gone away. He’s been taken away. You’ll never see him again. Never. She almost cries.

Silly, frightening herself like that. But there’s a real part to it all the same. He could vanish more easily than she could: she’s of a fixed address, he’d always know where to find her.

She pauses, lifts her wrist, breathes in the reassuring smell of perfumed fur. There’s a metal door towards the back, a service door. She knocks lightly.

The door opens, he’s there. She has no time to feel gratitude before he pulls her inside. They’re on a landing; back stairs. No light except what comes through a window, somewhere above. He kisses her, hands to either side of her face. Sandpaper of his chin. He’s shivering, but not with arousal, or not only.

She draws away. You look like a bandit. She’s never seen a bandit; she’s thinking of the ones in operas. The smugglers, in Carmen. Heavy on the burnt cork.

Sorry, he says. I had to decamp in a hurry. Could be a false alarm, but I had to leave some things behind.

Such as a razor?

Among the rest. Come on—it’s down here.

The stairs are narrow: unpainted wood, a two-by-four as banister. At the bottom, a cement floor. The smell of coal dust, a piercing underground smell, like the damp stones of a cave.

It’s in here. The janitor’s room.

But you aren’t the janitor, she says, laughing a little. Are you?

I am now. Or that’s what the landlord thinks. He’s dropped by a couple of times, early in the morning, to make sure I’ve stoked the furnace, but not too much. He wouldn’t want hot tenants, they’re too expensive; lukewarm’s good enough. It’s not much of a bed.

It’s a bed, she says. Lock the door.

It doesn’t lock, he says.

There’s a small window, bars across it; the remains of a curtain. Rust-coloured light comes through it. They’ve propped a chair against the doorknob, a chair with most rungs missing, half matchwood already. Not much of a barrier. They’re under the one mildewed blanket, with his coat and hers piled on top. The sheet doesn’t bear thinking about. She can feel his ribs, trace the spaces between.

What are you eating?

Don’t pester me.

You’re too thin. I could bring something, some food.

You’re not very dependable though, are you? I could starve to death waiting for you to turn up. Don’t worry, I’ll be out of here soon enough.

Where? You mean this room, or the city, or…

I don’t know. Don’t nag.

I’m interested, that’s all. I’m concerned, I want…

Cut it out.

Well then, she says, I guess it’s back to Zycron. Unless you want me to leave.

No. Stay a little. I’m sorry, but I’ve been under a strain. Where were we? I’ve forgotten.

He was deciding whether to cut her throat or love her forever.

Right. Yes. The usual choices.

He’s deciding whether to cut her throat or love her forever, when—with the sensitive hearing conferred on him by his blindness—he detects a metallic noise of grinding and rasping. Chain link against chain link, shackles in motion. It’s drawing nearer along the corridor. He already knows that the Lord of the Underworld hasn’t yet made his purchased visitation: he could tell that by the state the girl had been in. A pristine state, as you might say.

What to do now? He could slip behind the door or under the bed, leave her to her fate, then reappear and finish the job he’ll be paid for. But matters being as they are, he’s reluctant to do that. Or he could wait until things are well underway and the courtier is deaf to the outside world, and slide out the door; but then, the honour of the assassins as a group—as a guild, if you like—would be tarnished.

He takes the girl by the arm, and by placing her hand across her own mouth, he indicates the need for silence. Then he leads her away from the bed and stashes her behind the door. He checks to make sure the door is unlocked, as has been arranged. The man won’t be expecting a sentry: in his deal with the High Priestess, he specified no witnesses. The temple sentry was to have made herself scarce when she heard him coming.