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Holly, who studied modern dance, knew of the search for Bunny but like most students of her year had not participated in it, taking advantage of the unexpected recess to catch up on sleep and study for midterms. Quite understandably, she did not wish to run into a search party while on her outing. Therefore she decided to take Milo out behind the tennis courts to the ravine, since it had been canvassed days before and was, besides, a spot of which the dog was especially fond.

This is what Holly said: 'When we were out of sight of campus, I unhooked Milo's leash so he could run around by himself. He likes to do that…

'So I was just standing there [at the edge of the ravine] waiting for him. He'd scrambled over the embankment and was running around and barking, usual stuff. I'd forgot his tennis ball that day.

I thought it was in my pocket but it wasn't, so I went off and found a few sticks to throw to him. When I came back to the edge of the embankment, I saw he had something in his teeth, shaking it from side to side. He wouldn't come when I called him. I thought he had a rabbit or something…

'I guess Milo had dug him up, his head and his, um, chest, I guess – I couldn't see very well. It was the glasses I noticed… slipped off one [ear] and kind of flopping back and forth like… yes, please… licking his face… I thought for a moment he was…' [unintelligible].

The three of us went rapidly downstairs (gaping janitor, cooks peeping from the kitchen, the cafeteria ladies in their nurse cardigans leaning over the balustrade) past the snack bar, past the post office where for once the red-wigged lady at the switchboard had put aside her afghan and her bag of variegated yarns and was standing in the doorway, crumpled Kleenex in hand, following us curiously with her eyes as we rushed through the hall and into the main room of Commons, where stood a cluster of grim-looking policemen, the sheriff, the game warden, security guards, a strange girl crying and someone taking pictures and everybody talking at once until someone looked up at us and shouted: 'Hey! You! Didn't you know the boy?'

Flashbulbs went off everywhere and there was a riot of microphones and camcorders in our faces.

'How long had you known him?'

'… drug-related incident?'

'… traveled across Europe, is that right?'

Henry passed a hand over his face; I'll never forget the way he looked, white as talc, beads of sweat on his upper lip and the light bouncing off his glasses… 'Leave me alone,' he muttered, seizing Camilla by the wrist and trying to push through to the door.

They crowded forward to block his path.

'… care to comment…?'

'… best friends?'

The black snout of a camcorder was thrust in his face. With a sweep of his arm Henry knocked it away and it fell on the floor with a loud crack, batteries rolling in all directions. The owner a fat man in a Mets cap – shrieked, stooped partway to the floor in consternation, then sprang up, cursing, as if to grab the retreating Henry by the collar. His ringers brushed the back of Henry's jacket and Henry turned, surprisingly quick.

The man shrank. It was funny, but people never seemed to notice at first glance how big Henry was. Maybe it was because of his clothes, which were like one of those lame but curiously impenetrable disguises from a comic book (why does no one ever see that 'bookish' Clark Kent, without his glasses, is Superman?).

Or maybe it was a question of his making people see. He had the far more remarkable talent of making himself invisible 4i7 in a room, in a car, a virtual ability to dematerialize at will – and perhaps this gift was only the converse of that one: the sudden concentration of his wandering molecules rendering his shadowy form solid, all at once, a metamorphosis startling to the viewer.

The ambulance had gone. The roads stretched out slick and empty in the drizzle. Agent Davenport was hurrying up the steps to Commons, head down, black shoes slapping on the wet marble. When he saw us, he stopped. Sciola, behind him, climbed laboriously up the last two or three steps, bracing his knee with his palm. He stood behind Davenport and regarded us for a moment, breathing hard. 'I'm sorry,' he said.

An airplane went by overhead, invisible above the clouds.

'He is dead, then,' said Henry.

'Afraid so.'

The buzz of the airplane receded in the damp, windy distance.

'Where was he?' said Henry at last. He was pale, pale and sweaty at the temples but perfectly composed. There was a flat sound in his voice.

'In the woods,' said Davenport.

'Not far,' Sciola said, rubbing with a knuckle at his pouchy eye. 'Haifa mile from here.'

'Were you there?'

Sciola stopped rubbing his eye. 'What?'

'Were you there when they found him?'

'We were at the Blue Ben having some lunch,' said Davenport briskly. He was breathing heavily through the nostrils and his ginger brush cut was beaded with droplets of condensed mist.

'We went down for a look. Right now we're on the way to see the family.'

'Don't they know?' said Camilla, after a shocked pause.

'It's not that,' said Sciola. He was patting his chest, fumbling gently with long yellow fingers in the pocket of his overcoat.

'We're taking them a release form. We'd like to send him down I to the lab in Newark, have some tests run. Cases like this, though' – his hand closed upon something, very slowly he drew out a crumpled pack of Pall Malls – 'cases like this, it's hard to get the family to sign. Can't say I blame them. These folks have been waiting around a week already, the family's all together, they're going to want to go ahead and bury him and get it over with 'What happened?' said Henry. 'Do you know?'

Sciola rummaged for a light, found it, got his cigarette lit after two or three tries. 'Hard to say,' he said, letting the match fall, still burning, from his fingers. 'He was at the bottom of a drop-off with a broken neck.'

'You don't think he might have killed himself?'

Sciola's expression did not change, but a wisp of smoke curled from his nostrils in a manner subtly indicative of surprise. 'Why do you say that?'

'Because someone inside said it just now.'

He glanced over at Davenport. 'I wouldn't pay any attention to these people, son,' he said. 'I don't know what the police are going to find, and it's going to be their decision, you understand, but I don't think they'll rule it a suicide.'

'Why?'

He blinked at us placidly, his eyes balled and heavy-lidded like a tortoise's. There's no indication of it,' he said. 'That I'm aware.

The sheriff thinks maybe he was out there, he wasn't dressed warm enough, the weather got bad and maybe he was just in too big of a hurry to get home…'

'And they don't know for sure,' said Davenport, 'but it looks like he might've been drinking.'

Sciola made a weary, Italianate gesture of resignation. 'Even if he wasn't,' he said. 'The ground was muddy. It was raining. It could've been dark for all we know.'

Nobody said anything for several long moments.

'Look, son,' said Sciola, not unkindly. 'It's just my opinion, but if you ask me, your friend didn't kill himself. I saw the place he went over. The brush at the edge was all, you know -' He made a feeble, flicking gesture at the air.

Torn up,' said Davenport brusquely. 'Dirt under his nails.

When that kid went down he was grabbing at anything he could get ahold of.'

'Nobody's trying to say how it happened,' said Sciola. Tm just saying, don't believe everything you hear. That's a dangerous place up there, they ought to fence it off or something… Maybe you'd better sit down a minute, you think, honey?' he said to Camilla, who was looking a bit green.

'The college is going to get stuck either way,' said Davenport.

'From the way that lady in Student Services was talking I can already see them trying to dodge liability. If he got drunk at that -ft college party… There was a suit like this up in Nashua, where I'm * I from, about two years ago. A kid got drunk at some fraternity party, passed out in a snowbank, they didn't find him till the plows came through. I guess it all depends on how drunk they were and where they got their last drink but even if he wasn't drunk it looks pretty bad for the college, doesn't it? Kid's off at school, he has an accident like this right on the campus? All due respect to the parents, but I've met them, and they're the type's gonna sue.'