She waited, her breath quivering as though it were fire.
She was not an ignorant peasant or some farm animal made to reproduce as they wished. They were going to have to learn to treat her as a person of consequence.
Mr Tunch came early. He looked amused. 'You are confirming important data for us.'
'Am I really?' said Mae. She felt as though her teeth had been filed into a saw.
'You were not violent before the Formatting, were you?'
Mae paused. 'I never met such bastards until the Formatting.'
Mr Tunch was still smiling. He was amused. 'I wish I could have seen it – poor old Mr Real Man. Asking his neat little machine questions, and meeting Real Life by mistake.'
Mae was unmoved, unfooled. 'He was doing your bidding.'
'Are you going to hit me?' Tunch asked in mock alarm.
Mae considered. 'I might kill you if you go too far.'
Even Mr Tunch blinked. 'Oh,' he said, darkening.
'I am a direct person. Are you going to blame that on the UN as well?' Mae batted her eyelashes at him.
It was his turn to grin, masklike.
Mae sat back, feeling hearty, like she was surrounded by friends and picking on an enemy. 'That's why you do this, Mr Tunch. You want to sell the Gates Format. You have to say the UN Format is bad. It is bad because it gives away too much to people like me. Is the Gates Format paying you?'
Mr Tunch closed his eyes and his smile went gentler, amused, and rueful. He looked at her in something like affection and said, 'Unexpected Flower.'
Mae felt a chill. Just how much had Mr Wisdom Bronze penetrated, with his machines and Question Maps?
He sighed. 'Whenever I despair for our people and think there is no hope, with the ignorance, the poverty, the deep divisions, the lack of resources, someone like you surprises me, and I know, I know Karzistan could take on the world.'
The two looked at each other, both surprised.
'You are very damaged, you know,' he added.
You want to rifle through the pages of my life, hold my underwear in the sun to show stains.
Mae gathered herself up and asked brightly, 'Did you make the money for all of this from drugs?'
His face hung suspended.
She shrugged. 'Look, you can't shock me. A wise man makes money where he can. You are not from Yeshibozkent. I can tell that from your accent. You are from far down the valley, where soil, sun, everything is hard. The poppies grow there.'
He was staring at her, almost wary.
'Am I still your Unexpected Flower?' she asked.
His face had recovered, but at least he no longer looked amused by her. 'Even more so,' he said.
'You see, I know you. You are Wise Gangster. Godfather.' Mae mimed a rat-a-tat-tat. 'So. Yes. I am afraid of you. I know what you could do to me.'
'I do what I have to do,' he said, then he added hastily, 'That was not a threat to you. I meant: I do what I have to do to help our people.'
Mae was considering.
Wisdom Bronze said, 'How else was I to build this?'
She believed him. 'How else. And you hate the foreigners even more than you hate us.'
He looked uncertain.
'After all, we are ignorant, poor, deeply divided.' Mae sighed. 'So many of us must get in your way.'
'I am trying to be your friend,' he said softly.
'Ah,' said Mae, looking at the floor. 'Do you know how terrifying that idea is?'
He smiled one last smile before leaving her. But he also pointed a warning finger.
Mae found that she knew his story. She could see it.
Fate and his father's seed, his mother's egg, conspired to give birth to someone very smart indeed.
Hikmet Tunch would have been a clever clownish farm boy, wickedly sharp and sometimes brutal. She could see him scowling with thought as he forked chickpeas into the mill, or kicked geese away from the grain.
This is for fools, he would have thought, seeing the hard work that produced only pennies a day. He saw the daredevil thugs in their shiny track suits and heavy jewellery. He joined them. Volunteering, asking for the most dangerous jobs. He carried the stuff across borders. He did this so he could see how the rest of the world worked.
Hikmet Tunch at seventeen would have looked like a truck driver, stumpy, hard, unshaven, smiling ingratiatingly to the guards at the borders. All the time he spoke to them, his merry eyes would be innocent, even though he knew the gas tank was half full of white paste.
Hikmet would have seen Berlin, Prague, and St Petersburg. He would have studied the world by screwing its women, to discover from them their languages, how they thought, what they valued.
He would have come back and hated the way the buildings in Karzistan did not sit straight, the way the dust gathered in the road. He would have hated the peasant clothes, and the paintings on the trucks, and the old wooden houses.
Wise Gangster would have built up friends, loyal men from his village – big, hefty, criminal men nowhere near as bright, but who followed him and threatened others.
He would have killed people. Not often. But you do not take over the drug trade from a position of mere carrier without knowing when to strike, and to strike so hard that the enemy can never recover.
Wisdom Bronze was a man who would have burned fields, whole villages, killed male heirs who were only five years old.
And yet, thought Mae, underneath it all, our aim is the same. To help the people.
What Wise Gangster knew was that Info was the new drug.
Fatimah came into Mae's room, looking only slightly shifty.
'Have you thought about the pregnancy?' Fatimah began. She was genuinely concerned, but she had been told, Mae could see, to get the same information as Mr Real Man.
I have become an Unexpected Poppy to be milked for juice.
'Could this have happened to you before?'
Mae decided to lie. They want answers, so I'll fuck them up by giving wrong ones. 'Oh. Yes. Of course. We all suck in my village.'
That meant Fatimah could say she had done her job. To her credit, the thing that most concerned her was Mae's plight.
'I have something that will resolve the problem for you,' she murmured.
Do you really think I would do anything here, in your clutches, to be entered into your records?
'What is it?' Mae asked. If it was a pill, she could pocket it.
But Fatimah took out a needle. 'Very quick. One injection, then it is gone, with no chemical traces, a natural dropping. Especially given where the pregnancy is.'
'No.' said Mae.
'Look, Mae,' said Fatimah, 'the earlier, the better – the easier. In all ways: physically, emotionally.'
Mae looked at Fatimah and found she knew her, too. A pretty woman, very smart. She had a rich father. Good education, but where could she use her skills in Karzistan? Where else but here? Where Shytan himself rules. A kind woman, too, as rich women often are. But small. Being rich inflates smallness like a balloon. Being rich stretches it thinner.
'Don't you believe in love?' Mae asked her.
'I… I…' Fatimah fluttered.
That brought you up smartly, city woman.
'You don't think love is of no concern in medicine, do you?'
'No,' said Fatimah, hurt. 'No, no, of course not.' She prided herself on her care, her concern, and her sensitivity.
'Then why are you so blind and deaf to the simple fact that a mother might love a late and unexpected flower?'
Mae waited, and then added, 'Especially when the father is the only man she has ever loved.'
Mae knew somehow that Fatimah had never been loved, and part of Mae wanted to hurt her.
Fatimah seemed to wilt. 'I… I did not understand the situation.'
'Perhaps you would care to help me, instead.'
Fatimah looked thoroughly chastised. Her eyes were downcast. 'If you'll let me. I have to know what you feel, to help.'