Turner had come upon a photograph of students rioting in Berlin. Two boys were holding an old man by the arms and a third was slapping him with the back of his hand. His fingers were turned upwards, and the light divided the knuckles like a sculpture. A line had been drawn round the frame in red ball point.
'I me an you never knew when you were being personal , like,' Gaunt continued, 'touching him too near. I used to think sometimes, I said to my wife as a matter of fact, she was never quite at home with him herself, I said, "Well,I wouldn't like to have his dreams."'
Turner stood up. 'What dreams?'
'Just dreams. Things he's seen, I suppose. They say he saw a lot, don't they? All the atrocities.'
'Who does?'
'Talkers. One of the drivers, I think. Marcus. He's gone now. He had a turn with him up there in Hamburg in forty-six or that. Shocking.'
Turner had opened an old copy ofStern which lay on the bookcase. Large photographs of the Bremen riots covered both pages. There was a picture of Karfeld speaking from a high wooden platform; young men shouted in ecstasy.
'I think that bothered him, you know,' Gaunt continued, looking over his shoulder. 'He spoke a lot about Fascism off and on.'
'Did he though?' Turner asked softly. 'Tell us about that, Gaunt. I'm interested in talk like that.'
'Well, just sometimes.' Gaunt sounded nervous. 'He could get very worked up about that. It could happen again, he said, and the West would just stand by; and the bankers all put in a bit, and that would be it. He said Socialist and Conservative, it didn't have no meaning any more, not when all the decisions were made in Zurich or Washington. You could see that, he said, from recent events. Well, it was true really, I had to admit.' For a moment, the whole sound-track stopped: the traffic, the machines, the voices, and Turner heard nothing but the beating of his own heart.
'What was the remedy then?' he asked softly. 'He didn't have one.' 'Personal action for instance?' 'He didn't say so.'
'God?' 'No, he wasn't a believer. Not truly, in his heart.'
'Conscience?' 'I told you. He didn't say.' 'He never suggested you might put the balance right? You and he
together?' 'He wasn't like that,' Gaunt said impatiently. 'He didn't fancy
company. Not when it came to... well, to his own matters , see.'
'Why didn't your wife fancy him?'
Gaunt hesitated.
' She liked to keep close to me when he was around, that's all. Nothing he ever said or did, mind; but she just liked to keep close.' He smiled indulgently. 'You know how they are,' he said.
'Very natural .'
'Did he stay long? Did he sit and talk for hours at a time? About nothing? Ogling your wife?'
'Don't say that,' Gaunt snapped.
Abandoning the desk, Turner opened the cupboard again and
noted the printed number on the soles of the rubber overshoes.
'Besides he didn't stay long. He liked to go off and work night times, didn't he? Recently I me an. In Registry and that. He said to me: "John," he said, "I like to make my contribution." And he did. He was proud of his work these last months. It was beautiful; wonderful to see, really. Work half the night sometimes, wouldn't he? All night, even.'
Turner's pale, pale eyes rested on Gaunt's dark face.
'Would he?'
He dropped the shoes back in to the cupboard and they clattered absurdly in the silence.
'Well, he'd a lot to do, you know; a great lot. Loaded with responsibilities, Leo is. A fine man, really. Too good for this floor; that's what I say.'
'And that's what happened every Friday night since January. After choir. He'd come up and have a nice cup of tea and a chat, hang about till the place was quiet, then slip off and work in Registry?'
'Regular as clockwork. Come in prepared, he would. Choir practice first, then up for a cup of tea till the rest had cleared out like, then down to Registry."John," he'd say. "I can't work when there's bustle, I can't stand it, I love peace and quiet to be truthful. I'm not as young as I was and that's a fact." Had a bag with him, all ready. Thermos, may be a sandwich. Very efficient man, he was; handy.'
'Sign the night book, did he?'
Gaunt faltered, waking at long last to the full menace in that quiet, destructive monotone. Turner slammed together the wooden doors of the cupboard. 'Ordidn't you bloody well bother? Well, not right really, is it? You can't come over all official, not to a guest. A dip too, at that, a dip who graced your parlour. Let him come and go as he pleased in the middle of the bloody night, didn't you? Wouldn't have been respectful to check up at all, would it? One of the family really, wasn't he? Pity to spoil it with formalities. Wouldn't be Christian, that wouldn't. No idea what time he left the building, I suppose? Two o'clock, four o'clock?'
Gaunt had to keep very still to catch the words, they were so softly spoken.
'It's nothing bad , is it?' he asked.
'And that bag of his,' Turner continued in the same terribly low key. 'It wouldn't have been proper to look inside, I suppose? Open the thermos, for instance. The Lord wouldn't fancy that, would he? Don't you worry, Gaunt, it's nothing bad. Nothing that a prayer and a cup of tea won't cure.' He was at the door and Gaunt had to watch him. 'You were just playing happy families, weren't you; letting him stroke your leg to make you feel good.' His voice picked up the Welsh intonation and lampooned it cruelly. '"Look how virtuous we are... How much in love... Look how grand, having the dips in... Salt of the earth, we are...
Always something on the hod... And sorry you can't have her, but that's my privilege." Well,you've bought it, Gaunt, the whole book. A guard they called you: he'd have charmed you in to bed for half a crown.' He pushed open the door. 'He's on compassionate leave, and don't you forget it or you'll be in hotter water than you are already.'
'That may be the world you've come from,' Gaunt said suddenly, staring at him as if in revelation, 'but it isn't mine, Mr Turner, so don't come taking it out of me, see. I did my best by Leo and I would again, and I don't know what's all twisted in your mind. Poison, that's what it is; poison.'
'Go to hell.' Turner tossed him the keys, and Gaunt let them fall at his feet.
'If there's something else you know about him, some other gorgeous bit of gossip, you'd better tell me now. Fast. Well?'
Gaunt shook his head. 'Go a way.'
'What else do the talkers say? A bit of fluff in the choir was there, Gaunt? You can tell me, I won't eat you.'
'I never heard.'
'What did Bradfield think of him?'
'How should I know? Ask Bradfield.'
'Did he like him?'
Gaunt's face had darkened with disapproval.
'I've no occasion to say,' he snapped. 'I don't gossip about my superiors.'
'Who's Praschko? Praschko a name to you?'
'There's nothing else. I don't know.'
Turner pointed at the small pile of Leo's possessions on the desk. 'Take those up to the cypher room. I'll need them later. And the press cuttings. Give them to the clerk and make him sign for them, understand? Whether you fancy him or not. And make a list of everything that's missing. Everything he's taken home.'
He did not go immediately to Meadowes, but went outside and stood on the grass verge beside the car park. A veil of mist hung over the barren field and the traffic stormed like an angry sea. The Red Cross building was dark with scaffolding and capped by an orange crane: an oil rig anchored to the tarmac. The policemen watched him curiously, for he remained quite still and his eyes seemed to be trained upon the horizon, though the horizon was obscure. At last - it might have been in response to a command they did not hear - he turned and walked slowly back to the front steps.
'You ought to get a proper pass,' the weasel-faced sergeant said, 'coming in and out all day.'
Registry smelt of dust and sealing wax and printer's ink. Meadowes was waiting for him. He looked haggard and deeply tired. He did not move as Turner came towards him, pushing his way between the desks and files, but watched him dully and with contempt.
'Why did they have to send you?' he asked. 'Haven't they got anyone else? Who are you going to wreck this time?'