The stairs opened into a square chamber. An electric bulb dangled from the ceiling. I had never thought one dim electric light could be beautiful, but it was. A sign that we were leaving the underground chamber of horrors behind and approaching the real world. I was ready to go home.

There were two doors leading out of the stone room, one straight ahead and one to the right. Music floated through the one in front of us. High, bright circus music. The door opened, and the music boiled around us. There was a glimpse of bright colors and hundreds of people milling about. A sign flashed, “Fun house.” A carnival midway, inside a building. I knew where I was. Circus of the Damned.

The city's most powerful vampires slept under the Circus. It was something to remember.

The door started to shut, dimming the music, cutting off the bright signs. I looked into the eyes of a teenage girl, who was straining to see around the doorway. The door clicked shut.

A man leaned against the door. He was tall and slender, dressed like a riverboat gambler. Royal purple coat, lace at the neck and down the front, straight black pants and boots. A straight-brimmed hat shaded his face, and a gold mask covered everything but his mouth and chin. Dark eyes stared at me through the gold mask.

His tongue danced over his lips and teeth: fangs, a vampire. Why didn't that surprise me?

“I was afraid I would miss you, Executioner.” His voice had a Southern thickness.

Winter moved to stand between us. The vampire laughed, a rich barking sound. “The muscle man here thinks he can protect you. Shall I tear him to pieces to prove him wrong?”

“That won't be necessary,” I said. Zachary moved up to stand beside me.

“Do you recognize my voice?” the vampire asked.

I shook my head.

“It has been two years. I didn't know until this business came up that you were The Executioner. I thought you died.”

“Can we cut to the chase here? Who are you and what do you want?”

“So eager, so impatient, so human.” He raised gloved hands and took off his hat. Short, auburn hair framed the gold mask.

“Please don't do this,” Zachary said. “The master has ordered me to see the woman safely to her car.”

“I don't intend to harm a hair on her head-tonight.” The gloves lifted the mask away. The left side of the face was scarred, pitted, melted away. Only his brown eye was still whole and alive, rolling in a circle of pinkish-white scar tissue. Acid burns look like that. Except it hadn't been acid. It had been Holy Water.

I remembered his body pinning me to the ground. His teeth tearing at my arm while I tried to keep him off my throat. The clean sharp snap of bone where he bit through. My screams. His hand forcing my head back. Him rearing to strike. Helpless. He missed the neck; I never knew why. Teeth sank around my collarbone, snapped it. He lapped up my blood like a cat with cream. I lay under his weight listening to him lap up my blood. The broken bones didn't hurt yet; shock. I was beginning not to hurt, not to be afraid. I was beginning to die.

My right hand reached out in the grass and touched something smooth-glass. A vial of Holy Water that had been thrown out of my bag, scattered by the half-human servants. The vampire never looked at me. His face was pressed over the wound. His tongue was exploring the hole he'd made. His teeth grated along the naked bone, and I screamed.

He laughed into my shoulder, laughed while he killed me. I flicked the lid open on the vial and splashed his face. Flesh boiled. His skin popped and bubbled. He knelt over me, clutching his face and shrieking.

I thought he had been trapped in the house when it burned down. I had wanted him dead, wished him dead. I had wished that memory away, pushed it back. Now here he stood, my favorite nightmare come to life.

“What, no scream of horror? No gasp of fright? You disappoint me, Executioner. Don't you admire your own handiwork?”

My voice came out strangled, hushed. “I thought you died.”

“Now ya know different. And now I know you're alive, too. How cosy.”

He smiled, and the muscles on his scarred cheek pulled the smile to one side, making it a grimace. Even vampires can't heal everything. “Eternity, Executioner, eternity like this.” He caressed the scars with a gloved hand.

“What do you want?”

“Be brave, little girl, be brave as you want to be. I can feel your fear. I want to see the scars I gave you, see that you remember me, like I remember you.”

“I remember you.”

“Scars, girl, show me the scars.”

“I show you the scars, then what?”

“Then you go home, or wherever you're going. The master has given strict orders you are not be harmed until after you do your job for us.”

“Then?”

He smiled, a broad glistening expanse of teeth. “Then, I hunt you down, and I pay you back for this.” He touched his face. “Come, girl, don't be shy, I seen it all before. I tasted your blood. Show me the scars, and the muscle man won't have to die proving how strong he is.”

I glanced at Winter. Massive fists were crossed over his chest. His spine nearly vibrated with readiness. The vampire was right; Winter would die trying. I pushed the ripped sleeve above the elbow. A mound of scar tissue decorated the bend in my arm; scars dribbled down from it, like liquid, crisscrossing and flowing down the outer edge of my arm. The cross-shaped burn took up the only clear space on the inside of my forearm.

“I didn't think you'd ever use that arm again, after the way I tore into it.”

“Physical therapy is a wonderful thing.”

“Ain't no physical therapy gonna help me.”

“No,” I said. The first button was missing on my blouse. One more and I spread my shirt back to expose the collarbone. Scars ridged it, crawled over it. It looked real attractive in a bathing suit.

“Good,” the vampire said. “You smell like cold sweat when you think of me, little girl. I was hoping I haunted you the way you haunted me.”

“There is a difference, you know.”

“And what might that be?”

“You were trying to kill me. I was defending myself.”

“And why had you come to our house? To put stakes through our hearts. You came to our house to kill us. We didn't go hunting for you.”

“But you did go hunting for twenty-three other people. That's a lot of people. Your group had to be stopped.”

“Who appointed you God? Who made you our executioner?”

I took a deep breath. It was steady, didn't tremble. Brownie point for me. “The police.”

“Bah.” He spit on the floor. Very appealing. “You work real hard, girl. You find the murderer, then we'll finish up.”

“May I go now?”

“By all means. You're safe tonight, because the master says so, but that will change.”

Zachary said, “Out the side door.” He walked nearly backwards watching the vampire as we moved away. Winter stayed behind, guarding our backs. Idiot.

Zachary opened the door. The night was hot and sticky. Summer wind slapped against my face, humid, and close, and beautiful.

The vampire called, “Remember the name Valentine, 'cause you'll be hearing from me.”

Zachary and I walked out the door. It clanged shut behind us. There was no handle on the outside, no way to open it. A one way ticket, out. Out sounded just fine.

We started to walk. “You got a gun with silver bullets in it?” he asked.

“Yes.”

“I'd start carrying it if I were you.”

“Silver bullets won't kill him.”

“But it'll slow him down.”

“Yeah.” We walked for a few minutes in silence. The warm summer night seemed to slide around us, hold us in sticky, curious hands.

“What I need is a shotgun.”

He looked at me. “You going to carry a shotgun with you day after day?”

“Sawed off, it would fit under a coat.”

“In the middle of a Missouri summer, you'd melt. Why not a machine gun, or a flamethrower, while you're at it?”

“Machine gun has too wide a spread range. You may hit innocent people. Flamethrower's bulky. Messy, too.”

He stopped me with a hand on my shoulder. “You've used a flamethrower on vampires before?”

“No, but I saw it used.”

“My god.” He stared off into space for a moment, then asked, “Did it work?”

“Like a charm; messy, though. And it burned the house down around us. I thought it was a little extreme.”

“I'll bet.” We started walking again. “You must hate vampires.”

“I don't hate them.”

“Then why do you kill them?”

“Because it's my job, and I'm good at it.” We turned a corner, and I could see the parking lot where I had left my car. It seemed like I had parked my car days ago. My watch said hours. It was a little like jet lag, but instead of crossing time zones, you crossed events. So many traumatic events and your time sense screws up. Too much happening in too short a space of time.

“I'm your daytime contact. If you need anything, or want to give a message, here's my number.” He shoved a matchbook into my hand.

I glanced at the matchbook. It read “Circus of the Damned” bleeding red onto a shiny black background. I shoved it in my jeans pocket.

My gun was lying there in my trunk. I slipped into the shoulder rig, not caring that I had no jacket to cover it. A gun out in plain sight attracts attention, but most people leave you alone. They often even start running, clearing a path before you. It made chases very convenient.

Zachary waited until I was sitting in my car. He leaned into the open door. “It can't just be a job, Anita. There's got to be a better reason than that.”

I glanced down at my lap and started the car. I looked up into his pale eyes. “I'm afraid of them. It is a very natural human trait to destroy that which frightens us.”

“Most people spend their lives avoiding things they fear. You run after them. That's crazy.”

He had a point. I closed the door and left him standing in the hot dark. I raised the dead and laid the undead to rest. It was what I did. Who I was. If I ever started questioning my motives, I would stop killing vampires. Simple as that.

I wasn't questioning my motives tonight, so I was still a vampire slayer, still the name they had given me. I was The Executioner.