I could remember very precisely the day I told you about Sasha, about the woman who suddenly appeared to me, all alone in the immensity of the steppe.
In our jargon we called them "Peeping Toms."
That day, in the furnace of an African city, there was nothing left but the shreds of the two opposing armies, exhausted soldiers who no longer even had the strength to hate one another. A few citizens besides, lying low, deafened by explosions, watched over their dead. And, finally, the Peeping Toms, professionals in the pay of arms manufacturers, specialists who observed the fighting from a reasonable distance, took photos, noted the performance of weapons, filmed death. People who bought guns were no longer satisfied with advertisements or demonstration firings at mickey mouse rifle ranges. They demanded the real conditions of war, evidence obtained under fire, real bodies being blown to pieces instead of dummies with holes shot through them. The Peeping Toms' telephoto lenses would capture the outline of a tank with a torn-off turret, from which blackened human carcasses were emerging, or achieve a well-composed shot of a group of soldiers cut to ribbons by an assault grenade.
They were our reason for remaining in the city. We had contrived to approach them, get to know them, help them out, make sure we would be able to pick up their trail in Europe. Then, when the smoke from the fires had begun to interfere with their filming, we had watched them leaving: a helicopter slipping by against the russet hills, so light that it looked like a tourist flight.
Moving from one hiding place to another, we had found ourselves on the top floor of a hotel dominating the port area. The first five or six floors were blackened with soot and had no glass left in the windows. An iron spiral staircase leading to the terraced garden on the first floor had been ripped away by an explosion and now swung like an enormous spring, pointing up into the void. The top floor was occupied by a panoramic restaurant that in peacetime revolved slowly, enabling tourists to contemplate the sea, the colorful crowds swarming in the market, the ocher shapes of the mountains. Now that the dining room was still and without air conditioning, we felt as if we were in a glass cage. Not a breath of air was admitted by the double glazing, which even deadened the sound of the shooting. The tables were laid, the napkins stood there like little starched pyramids. The silence and the stale air were reminiscent of an empty museum on a July afternoon. A great swordfish, mounted on the wall above the bar, added to this impression of being behind glass in a museum. From time to time bursts of gunfire could be heard at the bottom of the building, then on the floors above, climbing higher. One night the electric current returned for a few seconds: tinted glass lampshades spread a soft light the color of tea, the fans above the tables came to life. And next to the bar came a sighing sound from a cassette player: two or three phrases of a blues number that faded almost immediately as the darkness returned.
By day we could observe virtually the entire city from the curved windows. Often two groups of soldiers, rebels and government troops, would be advancing blindly toward each other, separated by a block of houses, and would suddenly come face to face, dive into porches or onto the ground, and kill each other. Occasionally a lone man would be moving along, hugging the walls, his gun at the ready, and from our glassed-in refuge we would see his enemy proceeding with a stealthy tread, just around the corner of the house. Seen from above, war revealed its whole nature: that of a comic and ruthless game. Watching the two soldiers as they drew closer, not yet having seen each other, we knew what was going to happen and both our vantage point and this superhuman prescience distressed us, like a prerogative usurped. In the distance, several miles away from the burning city, we could make out the gray rectangles of the American camp. They were waiting for the fighting to end before they intervened.
Our thoughts and our words had a hard, decisive clarity during these days of confinement in our rooftop refuge. Perhaps because we were seeing the battle from a great height, as if on a model, and realizing that, in the end, all you need to do is to climb up ten floors for human folly to be laid bare. Or else it was because our own situation was only too clear and irrevocable: watching the Peeping Toms take off we could no longer hope that, as in the past, a heavyweight combat helicopter would come thundering down to land alongside the blazing houses and lift out the remnants of the forces still stubbornly serving the empire. The latest confused and improbable news that had reached us from Moscow spoke of shooting in the streets and civilian buildings being bombarded. Chaos that very clearly spelled out the end.
And to underline it all, the war appeared so transparent. Despite the smoke from the fires, despite the amount of blood spilled, despite the tangle of commentaries the newspapers wrapped it up in. Its logic was very simple. A change in the governing team had been decided on by the Americans a million miles away from this city. What they would gain from this was the halving of the price of a barrel of oil. The new team would sell oil to pay for the arms already delivered. These would need to be regularly renewed, in accordance with the advice of the decision makers. And, in order to get the right choices made, the advisers would project the videos filmed by the Peeping Toms, showing the weaponry in totally authentic combat conditions.
You began talking to me about this transparency a few minutes after a soldier's death. We had heard him running up the stairs, shooting at the men pursuing him. The door to the restaurant was not barricaded-we knew this would have infuriated any attackers and deprived us of a slim chance of survival. There had been the crackling of several bursts of gunfire, magnified by the echo from the various floors, then an explosion. It was impossible to know if the hand grenade had been thrown by the fugitive or his pursuers. In any event, they had not climbed any higher and the soldier lay dead on the landing outside the restaurant. I no longer recall which side he was fighting for. I was simply struck by his youth.
We had covered his body with a tablecloth and it was then that you talked about the people in their New York or London offices dressing up these wars with all the trappings of news stories, articles, broadcasts, in-depth surveys. They pretended to forget about the price of a barrel of oil. They spoke of ancestral enmities, humanitarian catastrophes, the shackling of the democratic process.
"Just you wait. They'll blame this carnage once again on the rivalry between Bantu and Nilotic peoples," you said. It was such a bitter gibe that I did not recognize you.
"But I thought they were all Bantu in this region."
"Some tame anthropologist will discover as many ethnic groupings as are needed. And they'll be taught that they've always been sworn enemies and all they have to do is kill each other. Or someone will remember that the president they don't want made a visit to Qaddafi or Fidel twenty years ago. And across all the screens in the world, on every radio station, he'll be portrayed as a bloodstained terrorist. And the firm that organizes this blitz will have its fee paid thanks to the reduction in the price of oil. What was it old Marx said? 'Offer a capitalist a three hundred percent profit and there's no crime he won't commit.' It's still topical."
In silence we contemplated this model of a city that looked, in the dusk, like the fires of a nomad camp. The two armies, entrenched in their positions, were waiting for morning. In the distance, above the American contingent, one could see the shafts of light beamed toward the ground by helicopters already swallowed up in the darkness. I believed I could guess your thoughts and, to distract you, I began to tell you about my meeting in Milan with one of these P.R. virtuosos. His tongue loosened by drink, he claimed that his firm could create a political personality, give him a profile, have him acclaimed, and then within ninety-six hours demolish him and present him as a total villain, without public opinion being aware of having been manipulated. "Yes, ninety-six hours, four days," he had boasted. "But on one condition. It must happen on the weekend. That's when critical faculties are at a low ebb. Besides, every break in routine makes it easier to reshape the collective memory. And as for the summer vacation, believe you me, there's enough time then to get public opinion used to the idea of Saddam Hussein being the next president of the United States."