The only reason she'd come out here was to be certain that the place where Todd had lain had been cleaned up. In fact, it hadn't been touched. The water from the kitchen had not reached as far as the spot where he had died, so the pools of blood that had come from his body were now dry, dark stains on the floor. There were other stains, too, where his body had lain, that she didn't want to think too much about.
Further down the passageway, beyond the bloodstains, was the back door and the threshold where she'd dug out the icons. The nerves in the tips of her fingers twitched as she thought about those terrible minutes: hearing Todd and Katya fighting in the kitchen, while the ghosts waited on the threshold, bristling but silent; waiting for their moment. Her heart quickened at the thought of how close she'd come to losing the game she'd played here.
Something crunched beneath her sole, and she stepped aside to find one of the icons was lying on the tile. She bent down and picked it up. There was nothing left of the force it had once owned so she pocketed it, as a keepsake. As she was doing so she caught sight of a body lying outside, in the shadows of the Noahic bird-of-paradise trees.
"Maxine!" she called, suddenly alarmed.
"I'm coming."
"Be careful. Don't touch the light switches."
As soon as she heard Maxine's footsteps splashing through the kitchen, Tammy ventured to the threshold, and stepped over it. The greenery smelt pungent back here; she was reminded of those dark, swampy parts of the Canyon where she'd almost lost her life during her night journey. The swamp had crept closer to the house it seemed; there were mushrooms and fungi growing out of the wall, and the Mexican pavers were slick with green algae underfoot.
"What's wrong?" Maxine wanted to know.
"That." Tammy pointed to the body, which lay face down in the middle of a particularly fertile patch of fungi. Tammy wondered if perhaps he'd been trying to make a meal of them, and died in mid-swallow, poisoned.
"Help me turn him over," Tammy said.
"No thanks," Maxine said. "I'm as close as I need to get."
Undaunted, Tammy went down on her haunches beside the body, pressing her fingers into the damp, sticky groove between the body and the tiles upon which it lay. The corpse was cold. She lifted it up an inch or two, peering down to see if she could get a better glimpse of the dead man. But she couldn't make out his features. She would have to turn the cadaver over. She pushed harder, and hoisted the body onto its side. Rivulets of pale maggots poured from its rot-bloated underbelly. She let it fall all the way over, lolling on the ground.
Not only was it not a man, it was not strictly speaking, a human being but one of what Zeffer had called the children, the hybrid minglings of ghost and animal. This one had been a female: part coyote, part sex-goddess. It had six breasts, courtesy of its bestial side, but two of them had gone to jelly. The four that remained however, were as lush as any starlet's, adding a touch of surrealism to this otherwise repulsive sight. The creature's head was a mass of wormy life, except-for some reason-its lips, which remained large, ripe and untouched.
"Who is it?" Maxine hollered from the interior of the house.
"It's just an animal," Tammy said. "Sort of. The ghosts fucked the animals. And sometimes the animals fucked the ghosts. And these things, the children, were the result."
Obviously Maxine hadn't known about this little detail because a look of raw disgust came over her face.
"Jesus. This place never fails to ... " She finished the sentence by shaking her head.
Tammy wiped her hands on her jeans and surveyed the steps that led down to the garden.
"There's more of them down here," she called back to Maxine.
"More?"
By the time Maxine's curiosity had overcome her revulsion and she'd reached the first body, Tammy had already moved on to the second, third and fourth, then to a group of four more, all lying on the steps leading down to the lawn or at the bottom, and all in roughly the same position, face down, as though they'd simply fallen forward. It was a curiously sad scene, because there were so many different kinds of animals here: large and small, dark and striped and spotted; lush and bony.
"It looks like Jonestown," Maxine said, surveying the whole sorry sight.
She wasn't that far off the mark. The way bodies had all dropped in the grass, some lying alone, others in groups, looking as though they might have been hand in hand when the fatal moment came. It had the feel of a mass suicide, no question. Had the sun been on them directly, no doubt the stench would have been nauseating. But the air was cool beneath the heavy canopy; the smell was more like that of festering cabbages than the deeper, stomach-turning stench of rotting flesh.
"Why so few flies?"
Tammy thought on this for a moment. "I don't know. They weren't properly alive in the first place, were they? They had ghosts for fathers and animals for mothers. Or the other way round. I don't think they were flesh and blood in the same way you and I are."
"That still doesn't explain why they came here to die like this."
"Maybe the same power that ran through Katya and the ghosts ran through them too," Tammy said. "And once it was turned off -- "
"They came back to the house and died?"
"Exactly."
"And the dead?" Maxine said. "All those people. Where did they go?"
"They didn't have anything to keep them here," Tammy said.
"So maybe they're out wandering the city?" Maxine said. "Not a very reassuring thought."
As Maxine talked, Tammy plucked some large leaves from the jungle all around, and then went back amongst the corpses, bending to gently lay the leaves-which she'd chosen for their size-over the faces of the dead.
Maxine watched Tammy with a mingling of incomprehension and awe. It would never in a thousand years have occurred to her to do something like this. But as she watched Tammy going about this duty she felt a surge of simple affection for the woman. She'd endured a lot, and here she was, still finding it in her heart to think of something other than her own comfort, her own ease. She was remarkable in her way: no question.
"Are you done?" she asked, when Tammy was all but finished.
"Almost," she said. She bowed her head. "Do you know any prayers?"
"I used to, but ... " Maxine shrugged, empty-handed.
"Then I'm just going to make something up," Tammy said.
"I'll leave you to it then," Maxine said, turning to go.
"No," Tammy said. "Please. I want you to stay here with me until I'm finished."
"Are you sure?"
"Please."
"Okay," Maxine said.
Tammy bowed her head. Then after taking a few moments to decide what she was going to say, she began. "Lord," she said. "I don't know why these creatures were born, or why they died ... " She shook her head, in a kind of despair, though whether it was about the words or the situation she was attempting to describe, Maxine didn't know; perhaps a little of both. "We're in the presence of death, and when that happens we wonder, it makes us wonder, why we're alive in the first place. Well, I guess I want to say that these things didn't ask to be alive. They were born miserably. And they lived miserably. And now they're dead. And I'd like to ask you, Lord, to take special care of them. They lived without any hope of happiness, but maybe you can give them some happiness in the Hereafter. That's all. Amen."
Maxine tried to echo the Amen, but when she did so she realized that these hesitant, simple words coming from so unlikely a source, had brought on tears.
Tammy put her arm around Maxine's shoulder. "It's okay," she said.
"I don't even know why I'm crying," Maxine said, letting her head drop against Tammy's shoulder while the sobbing continued to wrack her. "This is the first time I've cried like this, really cried, in Lord knows how long."