Harah sank to a cushion with an exasperated sigh, frowned at the child.
"Alia." Jessica motioned to her daughter.
The child crossed to a cushion beside her mother, sank to it and clasped her mother's hand. The contact of flesh restored that mutual awareness they had shared since before Alia's birth. It wasn't a matter of shared thoughts—although there were bursts of that if they touched while Jessica was changing the spice poison for a ceremony. It was something larger, an immediate awareness of another living spark, a sharp and poignant thing, a nerve-sympatico that made them emotionally one.
In the formal manner that befitted a member of her son's household, Jessica said: "Subakh ul kuhar, Harah. This night finds you well?"
With the same traditional formality, she said: "Subakh un nar. I am well." The words were almost toneless. Again, she sighed.
Jessica sensed amusement from Alia.
"My brother's ghanima is annoyed with me," Alia said in her half-lisp.
Jessica marked the term Alia used to refer to Harah—ghanima. In the subtleties of the Fremen tongue, the word meant "something acquired in battle" and with the added overtone that the something no longer was used for its original purpose. An ornament, a spearhead used as a curtain weight.
Harah scowled at the child. "Don't try to insult me, child. I know my place."
"What have you done this time, Alia?" Jessica asked.
Harah answered; "Not only has she refused to play with the other children today, but she intruded where... "
"I hid behind the hangings and watched Subiay's child being born," Alia said. "It's a boy. He cried and cried. What a set of lungs! When he'd cried long enough—"
"She came out and touched him," Harah said, "and he stopped crying. Everyone knows a Fremen baby must get his crying done at birth, if he's in sietch because he can never cry again lest he betray us on hajr."
"He'd cried enough," Alia said. "I just wanted to feel his spark, his life. That's all. And when he felt me he didn't want to cry anymore."
"It's just made more talk among the people," Harah said.
"Subiay's boy is healthy?" Jessica asked. She saw that something was troubling Harah deeply and wondered at it.
"Healthy as any mother could ask," Harah said. "They know Alia didn't hurt him. They didn't so much mind her touching him. He settled down right away and was happy. It was... " Harah shrugged.
"It's the strangeness of my daughter, is that it?" Jessica asked. "It's the way she speaks of things beyond her years and of things no child her age could know—things of the past."
"How could she know what a child looked like on Bela Tegeuse?" Harah demanded.
"But he does!" Alia said, "Subiay's boy looks just like the son of Mitha born before the parting."
"Alia!" Jessica said. "I warned you."
"But, Mother, I saw it and it was true and... "
Jessica shook her head, seeing the signs of disturbance in Harah's face. What have I borne? Jessica asked herself. A daughter who knew at birth everything that I knew... and more: everything revealed to her out of the corridors of the past by the Reverend Mothers within me .
"It's not just the things she says," Harah said. "It's the exercises, too: the way she sits and stares at a rock, moving only one muscle beside her nose, or a muscle on the back of a finger, or—"
"Those are the Bene Gesserit training," Jessica said. "You know that, Harah. Would you deny my daughter her inheritance?"
"Reverend Mother, you know these things don't matter to me," Harah said. "It's the people and the way they mutter. I feel danger in it. They say your daughter's a demon, that other children refuse to play with her, that she's—"
"She has so little in common with the other children," Jessica said. "She's no demon. It's just the—"
"Of course she's not!"
Jessica found herself surprised at the vehemence in Harah's tone, glanced down at Alia. The child appeared lost in thought, radiating a sense of... waiting. Jessica returned her attention to Harah.
"I respect the fact that you're a member of my son's household," Jessica said. (Alia stirred against her hand.) "You may speak openly with me of whatever's troubling you."
"I will not be a member of your son's household much longer," Harah said. "I've waited this long for the sake of my sons, the special training they receive as the children of Usul. It's little enough I could give them since it's known I don't share your son's bed."
Again Alia stirred beside her, half-sleeping, warm.
"You'd have made a good companion for my son, though," Jessica said. And she added to herself because such thoughts were ever with her: Companion... not a wife . Jessica's thoughts went then straight to the center, to the pang that came from the common talk in the sietch that her son's companionship with Chani had become a permanent thing, the marriage.
I love Chani, Jessica thought, but she reminded herself that love might have to step aside for royal necessity. Royal marriages had other reasons than love.
"You think I don't know what you plan for your son?" Harah asked.
"What do you mean?" Jessica demanded.
"You plan to unite the tribes under Him ," Harah said.
"Is that bad?"
"I see danger for him... and Alia is part of that danger."
Alia nestled closer to her mother, eyes opened now and studying Harah.
"I've watched you two together," Harah said, "the way you touch. And Alia is like my own flesh because she's sister to one who is like my brother. I've watched over her and guarded her from the time she was a mere baby, from the time of the razzia when we fled here. I've seen many things about her."
Jessica nodded, feeling disquiet begin to grow in Alia beside her.
"You know what I mean," Harah said. "The way she knew from the first what we were saying to her. When has there been another baby who knew the water discipline so young? What other baby's first words to her nurse were: 'I love you, Harah'?"
Harah stared at Alia. "Why do you think I accept her insults? I know there's no malice in them."
Alia looked up at her mother.
"Yes, I have reasoning powers, Reverend Mother," Harah said. "I could have been of the Sayyadina. I have seen what I have seen."
"Harah... " Jessica shrugged. "I don't know what to say." And she felt surprise at herself, because this literally was true.
Alia straightened, squared her shoulders. Jessica felt the sense of waiting ended, an emotion compounded of decision and sadness.
"We made a mistake," Alia said. "Now we need Harah."
"It was the ceremony of the seed," Harah said, "when you changed the Water of Life, Reverend Mother, when Alia was yet unborn within you."
Need Harah? Jessica asked herself.
"Who else can talk among the people and make them begin to understand me?" Alia asked.
"What would you have her do?" Jessica asked.
"She already knows what to do," Alia said.
"I will tell them the truth," Harah said. Her face seemed suddenly old and sad with its olive skin drawn into frown wrinkles, a witchery in the sharp features. "I will tell them that Alia only pretends to be a little girl, that she has never been a little girl."
Alia shook her head. Tears ran down her cheeks, and Jessica felt the wave of sadness from her daughter as though the emotion were her own.
"I know I'm a freak," Alia whispered. The adult summation coming from the child mouth was like a bitter confirmation.
"You're not a freak!" Harah snapped. "Who dared say you're a freak?"
Again, Jessica marveled at the fierce note of protectiveness in Harah's voice. Jessica saw then that Alia had judged correctly—they did need Harah. The tribe would understand Harah—both her words and her emotions—for it was obvious she loved Alia as though this were her own child.