James was looking at Kade, too, then to my horror, walked over and punched him. Kade’s head snapped back from the force of the blow, but his eyes were no less filled with fury as he looked back at James. James hauled back and hit him again and blood spurted from Kade’s nose.
“Stop! James, please!” I cried out. I couldn’t stand watching him hurt Kade.
James turned to look at me.
“Please,” I begged. “Don’t hurt him any more.”
He seemed to consider this, then glanced back at Kade. “He killed my father,” he said. “He should be punished for that.” His fist clenched like he was going to hit Kade again.
“Your father tried to kill me,” I said quickly. “He wasn’t a good man, James.”
After a moment and to my relief, James turned away from Kade and walked back over to me. “You’re right,” he said. “I should listen to you.” He reached out and I flinched as he drew his fingers through my damp hair.
“How could I not have known?” James said, his words so quiet it seemed he was talking to himself more than me. “You’re beautiful, an angel. How could I not have seen that you were sent to save me, just like you saved Kirk?”
His words were crazy, as was the way he was looking at me, his gaze drifting from my face down my body. Fear sent a dose of cold adrenaline through my veins.
James unbuttoned his pants, then continued shedding his clothes until he was naked. I dared not look at Kade again and tears leaked from my eyes to trail down the sides of my face, wetting the bedding underneath my head. Was James going to rape me? Kill me? All while Kade watched?
The horror of it made me nearly pass out, which I knew wouldn’t help me at all. I squeezed my eyes shut and took a deep, shuddering breath. I would survive. I had to. For Kade’s and the baby’s sakes. I had no doubt that if James killed me, Kade would be utterly lost to the darkness inside him.
When I opened my eyes, James was naked and holding a revolver.
“Put the gun away, James,” I said, my eyes wide. “I’ll do whatever you want. Just put the gun down.”
He ignored me, emptying the chamber of bullets. I watched in confusion and saw him put one bullet back in, then spin the chamber and lock it in place.
“Me and you,” he said, kneeling next to me on the bed. “We kept coming together like magnets. You see the scar you gave me?” He indicated the long white line on his chest. “It’s your brand on my skin, forever marking me as yours.”
James reached out, his touch almost reverent as his fingers trailed from my cheek and down my neck to between my breasts.
“I still see the mark I gave you,” he mused, tracing the faint outline of the J he’d carved into my skin. “See? We’re tied together in blood.” He flattened his palm over the mark.
I swallowed. “What are you doing, James?”
Reaching for the table, James picked up a knife he must’ve placed there. My heart rate must have tripled, but he didn’t turn the knife on me. Instead, he held up his arm and drew a long cut from his wrist to his elbow. Blood began flowing and he held the cut over me. The thick, warm fluid dripped onto my stomach and chest. James was saying something, murmuring words I couldn’t hear or understand, and his eyes drifted out of focus.
“I don’t understand what you’re doing,” I said helplessly, trying to stay calm, which was becoming more and more difficult.
James brandished the gun. “One bullet. Fate determines who dies.”
Noise erupted again from Kade’s chair as he fought the bonds and gag. James jerked toward him, his eyes narrowing dangerously, and I panicked.
“James,” I said, then had to repeat, “James, look at me.” I had to keep his attention from Kade, which wouldn’t be easy if Kade kept it up. “James!”
He finally looked down at me.
“Dennon first,” he said, and before I could say anything to stop him, he pointed the gun at Kade and pulled the trigger.
“No!” I screamed, but the click of the hammer falling on an empty chamber chased my cry.
Kade’s face was like granite as he stared at James, his eyes promising death.
Relief that James hadn’t killed Kade was followed by more fear as he turned the gun on me.
“Your turn,” he said.
Kade was yelling around the gag, but James ignored him, his entire focus on me. He placed the barrel of the gun between my breasts, then drew it down through the blood he’d spilled on my skin.
“Don’t do this, James,” I said. “You don’t want to hurt me. I’m your angel, remember?” I was babbling, trying to figure out anything I could say that would end this nightmare.
James’s finger tightened on the trigger and my muscles tensed, as though I was bracing myself. I squeezed my eyes shut.
Another click of an empty chamber.
My breath let out in a loud gasp and I snapped my eyes open. James looked pleased.
He reached out again, and I had to steel my resolve as he began to touch me, his hand painting blood over my breasts and stomach. Bile rose in my throat and each second that passed felt like an eternity.
“You should untie me,” I managed to choke out. “So I can . . . touch you, too.”
But James just shook his head. “You’re an angel,” he murmured. “You’ll disappear if I untie you.” His words were nonsensical and I began to fear that he was on some kind of drug, which meant reasoning with him was going to be impossible.
“The last test,” he murmured.
My arms strained at the ties holding me as James reached for the knife again. To my surprise, he sliced through the bonds holding my wrists, then carelessly tossed the knife away. Grabbing the back of my neck, he pulled me up so our chests were pressed together. He placed his head alongside mine and held the muzzle of the gun to my ear.
“Decide our fate, angel,” he said. “I’ll pull the trigger and we’ll see if we die together, or not at all.”
The blood slickened our bodies and my ankles were still tied, preventing me from getting away. My hands were free now, but his hold was too tight, the muzzle of the gun pressed painfully hard against my head.
“Decide our fate,” he repeated. “Decide . . .”
He had already pulled the trigger twice. With a six-round chamber, my chances didn’t look good.
I didn’t want to die.
The sharp click of the hammer falling made me flinch, a whimper escaping from between my lips. Three pulls. Three empty chambers.
I had no idea why James had decided to free my arms, but now that I could move, a blood lust like I’d never felt before rose in me. He’d pulled that trigger one too many times. A haze of red filled my eyes as rage consumed me—and if I’d never before slept in Blane’s bed, I wouldn’t have known how to save myself.
Blane was an extremely cautious man who’d spent too much time in a war zone, sleeping in places that could go from relatively safe to highly dangerous in minutes. It was the ingrained SEAL in him that had made him hide a knife behind the center of the headboard. The first time I’d spotted it, he’d been up-front and unapologetic about why it was there, acknowledging that while it didn’t make a lot of sense outside a war zone, it helped him sleep better at night.
I reached up, my hand unerringly finding the knife and pulling it from its sheath. I didn’t hesitate, despite the gun still held to my head, and put all my strength into driving the blade down, straight into James’s chest.
James froze. His face was creased in lines of pain as he looked down at the knife protruding from his chest. His fingers seemed to go numb, the gun falling from his hand. I grabbed it, pointing it at him.
As he looked at me, his face cleared. “How can I hate you and love you at the same time?” he asked.
“You don’t love me,” I hissed. “You’re a monster. You don’t know what love is.”
Suddenly, Kade was there, beside me. I had no idea how he’d gotten free, but his hand settled over mine.