Jase’s hands fisted in the sheets when Leyton’s weight shifted, his hands kneading Jase’s ass. He fully expected Leyton to slam home without preamble, but he soon learned that was not Leyton’s intention. In fact, Leyton seemed determined to drive him absolutely fucking crazy with need. Leyton’s tongue trailed over his cheeks, nipping him, teasing him until Jase was up on his knees, spreading his legs and giving Leyton better access. He wanted to feel Leyton’s tongue there.
Unfortunately, they weren’t on the same page, but still… “Fuck yes,” Jase growled when Leyton’s finger dipped inside, fucking him slowly. “Oh, fucking hell.”
While Leyton teased and tormented the sensitive flesh with one spit-slick finger, he kept a firm grip on Jase’s dick, stroking leisurely while Jase rocked back against the intruding digit and forward into the hand gripping him.
When Leyton released Jase’s dick, he wanted to groan, but the sound was cut off when Leyton speared him with his finger, fucking him roughly while gripping his hip with his other hand, strong fingers digging into his flesh.
“Damn,” Jase growled. It’d been a long damn time since he’d been with a man. And most of the men he’d ever been with preferred to be on the receiving end. This… Holy fuck. This was heaven and hell combined, so much pleasure but not nearly enough.
“Lube,” Leyton said, and Jase realized he was ordering him to find it.
Sliding his hand around the bed, he finally found the tube. Without waiting for more instruction, he flipped open the cap.
“I only need a little,” Leyton told him.
Jase wanted to argue, but he didn’t. When he felt Leyton’s hand near his, he squeezed the tube and then dropped it once Leyton pressed two greasy fingers into his ass.
“Oh, God, yes,” Jase cried out, the pleasure more than he could bear. It’d been too long. He needed this more than he needed anything else. He needed to feel Leyton, to have Leyton take what he needed from his body.
“You like that?” Leyton asked, his face once again beside Jase’s. “You like being fucked in the ass?”
Jase groaned when Leyton added two fingers.
“Tell me,” Leyton commanded.
“By you,” he admitted, “yes. I need more. It’s not enough.”
“It will be,” Leyton told him, his voice surprisingly gentle. “Turn over on your back.”
Jase rolled, but Leyton didn’t dislodge his fingers from his ass, so he had to lift his leg, not wanting him to stop. Lying on his back, Jase stared up at Leyton, wondering what he wanted. The man’s green eyes glittered with passion, something he supposed Leyton had been holding back for a long damn time.
“Fuck me,” Jase pleaded, his voice hoarse from the raw need coursing through him.
“Gettin’ there,” Leyton told him. “But I like watchin’ you.”
Jase smirked. “I figured that one out already.”
Leyton’s eyes drifted down to Jase’s mouth as more pressure was applied, probably as Leyton added a third finger into his ass. Jase tried to rock his hips, wanting more, but Leyton’s upper body kept him from moving. When Leyton’s lips touched his, Jase grabbed his head, holding him as their mouths fused together, their tongues tangling, teeth clashing as the last thread of control snapped.
The kiss continued, even as the delicious intrusion disappeared. Jase kept his hands on Leyton’s head, holding him while Leyton fumbled with the condom, then the lube, then shifted so that he was kneeling between Jase’s legs. When he felt the head of Leyton’s dick against his asshole, Jase released him, peering down his body, wanting to see this.
Leyton adjusted his position, lifting Jase’s leg up and across his body as he pushed forward, his cock breaching Jase’s asshole. There was pressure but no pain as Leyton guided himself inside.
“Relax,” Leyton ground out.
“Can’t,” Jase said, his chest heaving. “I don’t want easy, Leyton. Fuck. Me.”
Leyton’s eyes met Jase’s briefly as though he was attempting to determine whether Jase meant what he’d said. Apparently he got the answer he needed, because he kept his eyes locked with Jase’s as he slammed his hips forward, burying himself to the hilt.
Jase’s head dug into the pillow as his body bowed up off he bed, the brutal intrusion igniting both pleasure and pain receptors, making his body tremble.
“That what you want?” Leyton bit out, retreating and then slamming into him again.
“Fuck yes.”
Leyton leaned forward, contorting Jase’s body at an awkward angle as he drove into him over and over. Adjusting his hips, Jase took all of Leyton, continuing to watch him as he fucked him hard and deep.
“Jase,” Leyton panted. “It’s been … too long. Fuck, you feel good. So goddamn good.”
“Don’t stop,” Jase pleaded. He managed to twist his body so that he was partially on his stomach, giving Leyton more leverage to impale him harder, faster.
Leyton took advantage of the position, as Jase had hoped he would, gripping Jase’s hips as he fucked him. Before long, Jase was kneeling before him, taking Leyton in his ass, never wanting it to end.
“I’m close,” Leyton growled.
Jase was too, but he couldn’t speak. The pleasure was intense, so much so that he couldn’t form words, could hardly draw breath as his body tensed. He gripped his dick, trying to stave off his release, all while knowing it wasn’t going to help. Being with Leyton, having him fuck him like this… It had been a fantasy of Jase’s for so fucking long. And now that it was coming true, he could hardly contain himself.
“Jase,” Leyton snapped, leaning forward and nipping Jase’s shoulder roughly. “Fucking come … for me … while I… Oh, fuck!”
Leyton’s body slammed into his, and Jase furiously jacked his cock until he was coming in his own hand while Leyton’s dick pulsed in his ass.
They both dropped to the bed, chests heaving, both of them covered in sweat.
Needing to clean up, Jase forced his legs over the edge of the bed and got to his feet. Leyton was close behind, tossing the used condom in the trash can before coming to stand beside Jase at the sink. Neither of them said anything as they cleaned up, but once they were back in his bedroom, Jase knew he had to say something or Leyton would likely disappear on him.
As he turned to Leyton, gearing up to say something, though he wasn’t sure what, he was surprised when Leyton spoke first.
“Before you say whatever it is on your mind,” Leyton said, coming to stand directly in front of Jase, “I want you to know that I’m not sorry this happened.”
Jase narrowed his eyes. He could hear a but in there.
“But this was between you and me. I have to handle Ashlynn differently.”
“What the hell does that mean?” Jase didn’t like the sound of that.
“I feel something for her, something that I can’t even explain. But I’m not willin’ to accept only one night with her.”
Jase’s teeth snapped together. “But that’s not a problem with me?”
He hated that Leyton’s comment had cut him to the bone.
Leyton grabbed him, pulling him forward until their mouths were so close Jase could feel Leyton’s breath. “Don’t fucking put words in my mouth. That’s not what I said, and it damn sure isn’t what I meant.”
Jase relaxed somewhat.
“Ashlynn doesn’t know how to love someone,” Leyton said softly. “Or rather, she doesn’t realize that she does love on the rare chance it happens.”
Leyton wasn’t telling him anything he didn’t already know, but Jase kept his mouth shut.
“She has feelings for you,” Leyton continued. “It’s very clear to all of us. And I need her to have those same feelings for me. If she can’t, then I’m not willing to give in to her.”
It took a moment, but Jase finally understood what Leyton meant. He wanted all of Ashlynn, not just a little piece. Granted, he wasn’t sure how well that would go over with her, but Jase knew Leyton was right … that was going to have to be between them. For now, he would sit back and see how it all played out.