Perrin froze, pulling to a halt on the bank of the river. The hunt for the white stag. Hopper was there, suddenly, beside the river with him.
"This started when I began to sense the wolves," Perrin sent. "The first time I lost control of myself was with those Whitecloaks."
Hopper lay down, resting his head on his paws. You often are here too strongly, the wolf sent. It is what you do.
Hopper had told him that, off and on, since he'd known the wolf and the wolf dream. But suddenly, Perrin saw a new meaning to it. It was about coming to the wolf dream, but it was also about Perrin himself.
He'd begun to blame the wolves for what he did, the way he was when fighting, the way he'd become when searching for Faile. But were the wolves the cause of that? Or was it some part of him? Was it possible that that was what caused him to become a wolfbrother in the first place?
"Is it possible," Perrin said, "to run on four legs, but not come here too strongly?"
Of course it is, Hopper sent, laughing after the way of wolves—as if what Perrin had discovered was the most obvious thing in the world. Maybe it was.
Perhaps he wasn't like the wolves because he was a wolfbrother. Perhaps he was a wolfbrother because he was like the wolves. He didn't need to control them. He needed to control himself.
"The pack," Perrin said. "How do I catch them? Move more quickly?
That is one way. Another is to be where you want.
Perrin frowned. Then he closed his eyes and used the direction the wolves were running to guess where they would be. Something shifted.
When he opened his eyes, he was standing on a sandy hillside, tufts of long-bladed grass peeking out of the soil. An enormous mountain with a broken tip—shattered as if it had been slapped by the hand of a giant—rose to his right.
A pack of wolves burst out of the forest. Many of them were laughing—Young Bull, hunting when he should seek the end! Young Bull, seeking the end when he should enjoy the hunt! He smiled, trying to feel good captured about the laughter, though in truth he felt much as he had on the day that his cousin Wil had planted a bucket of wet feathers to drop on Perrin.
Something fluttered in the air. A chicken feather. Wet around the edges.
Perrin started, realizing that they were spread around him on the ground. As he blinked, they vanished. The wolves smelled greatly amused, sending images of Young Bull dusted with feathers.
Get lost in dreams here, Young Bull, Hopper sent, and those dreams become this dream.
Perrin scratched his beard, fighting down his embarrassment. He'd experienced before the unpredictable nature of the wolf dream. "Hopper," he said, turning to the wolf. "How much could I change about my surroundings, if I wanted?"
If you wanted? Hopper said. It's not about what you want, Young Bull. It's about what you need. What you know.
Perrin frowned. Sometimes the wolf's meanings still confused him.
Suddenly, the other wolves in the group turned—as if one—and looked to the southwest. They vanished.
They went here. Hopper sent an image of a distant wooded hollow. The wolf prepared to follow.
"Hopper!" Perrin said, stepping forward. "How did you know? Where they went? Did they tell you?"
No. But I can follow.
"How?" Perrin said.
It is a thing I've always known, Hopper sent. Like walking. Or jumping.
"Yes, but how?"
The wolf smelled confused. It is a scent, he finally replied, though "scent" was much more complex than that. It was a feeling, an impression, and a smell all in one.
"Go somewhere," Perrin said. "Let me try to follow."
Hopper vanished. Perrin walked up to where the wolf had been.
Smell it, Hopper sent distantly. He was near enough to give a sending, By reflex, Perrin reached out. He found dozens of wolves. In fact, he was amazed by how many of them were here, on the slopes of Dragonmount. Perrin had never felt so many gathered in one place before. Why were they here? And did the sky look more stormy in this place than it had in other areas of the wolf dream?
He couldn't sense Hopper; the wolf had closed himself off, somehow, making Perrin unable to place where he was. Perrin settled down. Smell it, Hopper had sent. Smell it how? Perrin closed his eyes and let his nose catch the scents of the area to him. Pine cones and sap, quills and leaves, leather-leaf and hemlock.
And… something else. Yes, he could smell something. A distant, lingering scent that seemed out of place. Many of the scents were the same—the same fecund sense of nature, the same wealth of trees. But those were mixed with the scents of moss and of wet stone. The air was different. Pollen and flowers.
Perrin squeezed his eyes tight, breathing in deeply. Somehow, he built a picture in his mind from those scents. The process was not unlike the way a wolf sending translated into words.
There, he thought. Something shifted.
He opened his eyes. He was sitting on a stone outcropping amid pines; he was on the side of Dragonmount, several hours' hike up from where he had been. The stone outcropping was covered in lichen, and it jutted out over the trees spreading below. A patch of violet springbreath grew here, where sunlight could reach the blossoms. It was good to see flowers that weren't wilted or dying, if only in the wolf dream.
Come, Hopper sent. Follow.
And he was gone.
Perrin closed his eyes, breathing in. The process was easier this time. Oak and grass, mud and humidity. It seemed each place had its own specific scent.
Perrin shifted, then opened his eyes. He crouched in a field near the Jehannah Road. This was where Oak Dancer's pack had gone earlier, and Hopper moved about the meadow, smelling curious. The pack had moved on, but they were still close.
"Can I always do that?" Perrin asked Hopper. "Smell where a wolf went in the dream?"
Anyone can, Hopper said. If they can smell as a wolf does. He grinned.
Perrin nodded thoughtfully.
Hopper loped back across the meadow toward him. We must practice, Young Bull You are still a cub with short legs and soft fur. We– Hopper froze suddenly.
"What?" Perrin asked.
A wolf suddenly howled in pain. Perrin spun. It was Morninglight. The howl cut off, and the wolf's mind winked out, vanishing.
Hopper growled, his scents panicked, angry, and sorrowful.
"What was that?" Perrin demanded.
We are hunted. Go, Young Bull! We must go.
The minds of the other members of the pack leaped away. Perrin growled. When a wolf died in the wolf dream, it was forever. No rebirth, no running with nose to the wind. Only one thing hunted the spirits of the wolves. Slayer.
Young Bull! Hopper sent. We must go!
Perrin continued to growl. Morninglight had sent one last burst of surprise and pain, her last vision of the world. Perrin formed an image from that jumble. Then closed his eyes.
Young Bull! No! He– Shift. Perrin snapped his eyes open to find himself in a small glade near where—in the real world—his people made camp. A muscular, tanned man with dark hair and blue eyes squatted in the center of the glade, a wolf's corpse at his feet. Slayer was a thick-armed man, and his scent was faintly inhuman, like a man mixed with stone. He wore dark clothing; leather and black wool. As Perrin watched, Slayer began to skin the corpse.
Perrin charged forward. Slayer looked up in surprise. He resembled Lan in an almost eerie fashion, his hard face all angles and sharp lines. Perrin roared, hammer suddenly in his hands.
Slayer vanished in a blink of an eye, and Perrin's hammer passed through empty air. Perrin breathed deeply. The scents were there! Brine, and wood, wet with water. Seagulls and their droppings. Perrin used his newfound skill to hurl himself at that distant location.