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I was on the edge of my seat for a completely different reason later that night at the Pilots game. My grandparents had seats next to me, as Aleksandr and his teammates took on the Chicago Wolves. I wondered when Grandpa would attend a game to critique me on my translating skills. He’d be in the locker room tonight, standing among the reporters.

After I’d led my grandparents to the locker room, Grandma waited in the hallway, while Grandpa came in after me. I felt like this was some major test. Grandpa was an intimidating figure in general, but I now understood the sheer terror his students must have felt stepping into his office for the oral part of a Russian language exam. My palms were clammy, and perspiration kept beading up on my forehead no matter how many times I wiped it away.

It’s your grandfather. He’s not going to skewer you, I told myself. I just wished I could believe it.

The questions were almost always the same, and I’d gotten into a good rhythm with Aleksandr by now. Thankfully he played it straight and came up with different but similar-sounding responses every time.

The reporter with John Lennon–style spectacles held out his tiny recording device and spoke. “You’ll play your first game in the NHL tomorrow. How do you feel about being called up to Charlotte?”

The world around me stopped. I couldn’t speak, stunned into silence. The only thing I noticed was the reflection of the overhead lights in his stupid, outdated glasses.

Aleksandr was leaving. Leaving Detroit. Leaving me.

Chapter 16

Aleksandr touched my hip, bringing me back to the task at hand. I translated the question for him, hoping my voice wouldn’t shake or crack. He nodded halfway through to let me know he’d understood.

“I am, uh, excited about this, yes. I do not like seeing any guys hurt, but, you know, is chance for me. I get in Charlotte and, uh, do this work hard and I try get my shot.”

I shifted my gaze from Aleksandr’s mouth, which seemed to be silent and in slow motion to the floor, which seemed loud and dizzying.

“Thank you. This is all,” Aleksandr dismissed the reporters in English. Shaking my head from the fog, I looked up and caught Grandpa leaving, as the reporters who’d been waiting for Aleksandr moved on to another Pilots player.

Stumbling over a question. Falling in love with my client. Two very good reasons for my grandfather to never let me translate for a human again.

“I’m gonna catch up with Grandpa and see what he had to say,” I told Aleksandr, grabbing my messenger bag from the floor next to his locker and hurrying away.

“Audushka—” Aleksandr called after me.

But I didn’t turn back.

“Nothing is forever,” Pavel Gribov hissed in Russian as I rushed past his locker. I didn’t give him the satisfaction of acknowledging his comment. Mostly because he was sure to see the tears in my eyes.

I exited the locker room and searched the hallway for my grandparents. I found them huddled near an exit door.

“Thanks for coming.” I hugged Gram. Then inched over, hovering near Grandpa, but unsure if I should move in for a squeeze.

“You did very well, Audushka,” Grandpa said. Then he took me in his arms and hugged me tighter than he’d ever hugged me before. “Very well.”

When Grandpa finally let go, Gram reached for me and pulled me into her arms again. “I know it’s hard,” she whispered into my hair.

The relaxing smell of her rose-scented lotion used to be all I needed to calm down, but not this time, not even coupled with being wrapped in her arms.

“I’m glad you came to see me in action. Think I can have a dignitary next time?” I said, lip quivering as I tried to smile through my tears.

“We’ll see.” Grandpa winked, then failed to dodge an arm smack, courtesy of my grandma.

I laughed, both at Grandpa’s joke and Gram’s reaction. I knew she wasn’t angry, because they were like that all the time. Sometimes I wondered how they got through forty-seven years together. Maybe kidding around was the way they were affectionate with each other. I had never witnessed them kissing or hugging. Well, maybe a hug here and there, but nothing passionate. Which was good; I didn’t want to see two old people getting passionate. Seeing it when Gram and I watched Golden Girls reruns was bad enough.

I wasn’t angry with Aleksandr. He’d worked his entire life for the opportunity to play in the NHL. My anger stemmed from my sheer selfishness. My initial reaction hadn’t been happiness for my boyfriend, but heartbreak for myself. I needed to find the courage to swallow my insecurities and tell him how ecstatic I was for him. I didn’t have the right to be peeved with the way I’d found out. He had no obligation to call me when he had life-changing news.

“Sasha should be out in just a minute,” I told them.

As if he’d heard me, the door opened and he appeared. He raised his arm, giving me a big smile.

“Aleksandr!” A female voice called.

Out of nowhere, a familiar bunny, who always hung around outside the locker room, threw herself at him and planted her red lips on his. Aleksandr had turned his head to look for who’d called him, and because of that split-second reaction, her lips didn’t land on his cheek.

Aleksandr pushed the girl away, holding her at arm’s length, dark eyebrows knit over even darker blue eyes. He said something in a loud whisper and she took a step back, her smile disappearing. When she looked at me, her smile returned. Throwing her shoulders back, she flipped her long blond hair and strode toward me. As she passed, she touched her fingers to her lips and smirked, giving me a quick sidelong glance through false eyelashes.

What was that? Why the hell would she think it was okay to kiss him?

Despite hearing Aleksandr call to me, I brushed past my grandparents, slamming my palms into the exit door. I had almost made it out when Aleksandr caught my arm and reeled me back into the arena.

“Audushka,” Aleksandr said in between heavy breaths.

I dropped my gaze, refusing to meet his eyes.

“Good game, Aleksandr Sergeevich,” Grandpa interrupted, clapping Aleksandr on the back.

“Thank you for coming.” The admiration in Aleksandr’s eyes stopped me from lashing out. Knowing how much he respected my grandpa, it would have been beyond bitchy to say anything about the kissing bunny right now. I shut my mouth and pushed my feelings aside. It was as normal as breathing.

“We’ll give you two some time to talk.” Grandpa nodded at me before leading Gram out of the building, guiding her by holding on to her arm. Okay, I guess that was romantic.

Aleksandr closed the distance between us, speaking so softly that I had to lean toward him to hear. “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you, Audushka. I just found out before the game. There was no time. I swear.”

“Let’s go outside,” I said when I’d noticed a few of his teammates filing out of the locker room and heading toward the exit we were blocking. I didn’t know if Aleksandr wanted any of his teammates to know about our relationship, so I kept my distance.

We got outside and started walking toward the parking lot.

“Please don’t be mad at me. I don’t want to leave you, but I have to go to Charlotte,” he pleaded, holding the passenger door open for me.

“I’m happy for you, honestly,” I told him as we reached his car and I climbed into the Jeep. “And I’m so proud of you.”

And I was. Yes, it was breaking my heart that the opportunity of his lifetime would take him away from me, but I could never be mad at him for that.

The bunny was another story.

“Then what’s wrong?” He paused before turning the key to start the Jeep.

“Nothing,” I said.

We sat in silence while Aleksandr threw his arm over the back of my seat and looked out the window behind him as he backed out of his parking spot.