Her heart was a puppy, happily trotting in a field of poppies.

That was the problem.

“Does your silence mean you think he’s bad news?” she asked John. She didn’t know anybody else who’d even met Ryan. At least her brother had spoken to him.

“I don’t know enough about him to say if he’s bad news or not,” John said carefully as he poured dishwasher soap into the machine.

“You don’t trust him, though.”

“It’s not that I don’t trust him. I don’t trust anyone.”

She shoved the sponge roughly back and forth, back and forth. The repetitive motion was strangely soothing. “But is your distrust of Ryan more or less than your baseline level of distrust?” she asked in a clinical manner.

“It’s higher, but that’s because we’re talking about you, now. And I don’t want you to get hurt.”

“You think I’m foolish.”

“No,” he corrected as he shut the dishwasher. “I think you love easily. Maybe too easily for your own good.”

“I’m not in love with him,” she said quickly, dropping the sponge and meeting his eyes.

He arched a brow, questioning her with his steely stare. “It sure looked like that. Or like it was heading in that direction.”

“When? When did it look like that?”

“When I walked back out and saw you holding him.”

She shut her eyes as she slipped back in time to those few seconds that felt like a slice of possibility. Her arms around him. His cheek on her shoulder. She opened her eyes and straightened the kitchen some more, placing the clean roasting pan in a cupboard.

“Also, you believe in love so strongly because of Mom and Dad, and you think you’re going to have that,” John continued. “But most of the world isn’t like that. Some of the world is like Ryan’s parents.”

“What happened with them? Beyond the news. Beyond what I could find on the Internet,” she asked as she put more pans away. She was dying to know. Curiosity had her in its grip.

“Soph,” he said in a chiding tone. “You know I can’t say.”

“But you think he knows something that will help you in the investigation? You said that. You said that the night I went to the gala. I know you had to have been talking about him then.”

He huffed. “You’re too smart for your own good.”

“I’m just a good listener. So what do you think he knows? You don’t think he’s a suspect, do you?”

He laughed and shook his head, leaning his hip against the counter. “No. Absolutely not. But everyone has an agenda, and I think Ryan Sloan has his own, which for some reason involves protecting his mother.”

“But she’s in prison. How can he be protecting her?”

“I think he’s protecting things she won’t tell us. But the good news is he told me something that I think will be helpful, if I can just connect all the dots.”

“Can you?”

He shrugged. “That’s the million-dollar question. And you know I can’t say anymore. If I do I’ll compromise the investigation, and all investigations matter, but this one is a big one, Sophie.”

She had a sneaking suspicion John wasn’t merely looking into an eighteen-year-old murder. She had a feeling he was hunting for something that went much wider and bigger.

“And if you do? You can keep the streets safe?”

“That’s always my goal.” He nodded to the door. “I should go. Unless you want me to stay.”

She shook her head. “I’m fine. Just tell me—is there anything about him that you think I need to know? Would I be a fool to see him again?”

He tucked his finger under her chin. “Sophie, I can’t make those sorts of promises or guarantees about anyone. Let alone someone I barely know. What I do know is this—he is focused, and intense, and his mother adores him, and he loved her, too.”

Was that such a bad thing? Was there some law that said you were supposed to become a hater if someone you loved killed? Sophie shuddered at the thought. Was the world that black and white? She had no clue how she would feel in Ryan’s shoes, which was why she didn’t want to judge him.

She said goodbye to John then headed to her closet and rearranged her favorite dresses and fancy shoes.

When she woke up the next morning, her phone bleated loudly—a reminder of her meeting in a few hours with Clyde. She groaned because the man would surely ask her about her date for the fundraiser, and she didn’t know if she had one still.

Or if she wanted one anymore.

Chapter Twenty-Four

Pool cue in hand, Ryan stared down the eight ball and the corner pocket. He tapped the ball lightly then followed its path as it rolled across the green felt, hell-bent on its destination and impending victory.

C’mon, he said silently.

The ball veered to the right, bumping the edge of the table, and missing the mark by an inch.

“Damn.” Ryan let out a long, frustrated sigh.

Brent pulled back on his stick and knocked the eight ball flawlessly.

“You’re killing it today,” Ryan said, extending a hand to congratulate his brother-in-law on his third win of the afternoon.

Brent shook then waved his hand as if Ryan’s utter demolishment in a game at which he usually excelled was no big deal. “Just lucky today, that’s all,” Brent said.

There was a time when Ryan hadn’t been a fan of Brent Nichols because the man had broken his sister’s heart long ago. But that was then, and as Ryan had gotten to know Brent anew these days, he’d let the past go. Brent made Shannon immensely happy, and he loved seeing his sister like this—glowing.

“Go again?” Ryan asked, holding up his cue.

“You’re a glutton for punishment, aren’t you?”

“Seems that way,” Ryan said. But he was determined to right this ship. He never lost three games in a row. Never ever. This was unprecedented, and he had to get his act together, because he didn’t like being so off his game.

He racked the balls as Shannon walked into the den, holding up beer bottles for the crew. “Are we ever going to eat lunch?” she asked as she doled out bottles to Brent and Ryan. She had one left for Colin, since he’d texted that he’d be there any minute, and she set it on the edge of the table. “Or are you boys going to play all afternoon?”

“I’ll stop when I break my streak,” Ryan said, as Johnny Cash barked happily from the other room. He must have spotted one of his favorite lady dogs walking along the sidewalk from his perch staring out the front window.

“Brent, please let him win. I’m hungry,” Shannon said to her husband, who simply laughed.

Ryan shot a sharp-eyed stare at Brent. “Play fair and square.”

“I’ll play.”

Ryan spun around to see his brother Colin walk in, with Johnny Cash trotting by his side. “What the hell? You don’t knock?”

“Yeah, some asshole who owns this house didn’t lock the front door. I was able to wander in and your guard dog greeted me with a big lick,” Colin said with a mischievous glint in his eyes as he petted the dog’s black furry head. Then he looked at Ryan. “You’d think a man who works in the security business would lock his door.”

Ryan rolled his eyes. “Whatever. I know you used your key. Don’t even try to pretend that stuff would slip by me.”

Colin grinned widely and held up his key. “Ha. Got you. Where’s Michael?” he asked, looking around.

“He said he’ll be here soon. Just finished up some work on this new client deal we signed this week. White Box. These guys are awesome, and they fucking love us,” Ryan said as he clapped his brother on the back in greeting. “How’s it going? Haven’t seen you in a few weeks.”

“Good. Busy. Been training for the Badass Triathlon next month.”

“You are hardcore. Is that the one where you do some crazy rock climbing too?”

Colin nodded. “Yup. Was up at sunrise on a climb. Gotta go for it after the other time I tried to do it. We all know what happened then.”