“I know that’s what I said. But it’s unfair to let her go on thinking that you—”
“I don’t give a damn what she thinks.”
“Well, I do. She thinks you’re a killer.”
“I am.”
“Yes, but—”
“Excuse me.” Tori held her raised hand palm out to stop Honor from continuing, but it was Coburn she addressed. “Keep your secrets. I’ve already volunteered my services.” Then she said to Honor, “Emily isn’t afraid of him, and kids are supposed to be good gauges of someone’s character. Like dogs.”
“Emily is four. She’s infatuated because he’s a novelty.”
“Yeah, well, I trust her instincts. Possibly even more than I do yours. In any case, you summoned me, and I’m here. Tell me what you want me to do.”
“Get them away from Tambour,” Coburn said before Honor could speak. “Right now. Don’t stop for anything, don’t return home, don’t tell anybody that you’re going. Can you do that?”
“Of course. Where do you have in mind?”
“I don’t.” He looked at Honor, who shook her head.
“My dad’s shrimp boat was my only ace.”
Tori said, “I own a house on the far side of Lake Pontchartrain. Across the bridge. Would that do?”
“Who knows about it?” Coburn asked.
“Husband number two. I got it from him in the divorce settlement. The house in exchange for me keeping quiet about his… Never mind. It turned ugly. Anyway, the only reason I wanted the house was to spite the jerk. I don’t use it on a regular basis, I don’t even like it that much. It’s been months since I was there.”
Honor was listening to them, but she was watching Emily, who was still wearing the clothes in which Honor had hastily dressed her yesterday morning before fleeing their house. Her hair was unbrushed. There was a patch of dirt on her knee and a tear in the armhole of her top. Meals had been irregular and not very tasty. She’d slept in an uncomfortable, smelly bunk.
Yet she seemed perfectly content and carefree, heartbreakingly innocent of the seriousness of their situation. She’d found a stick and was humming happily as she used the tip of it to etch patterns in the mud.
“She’ll need some things,” Honor remarked.
“We’ll get whatever she needs.” Tori gave Honor’s arm a reassuring pat. “No one is looking for me. I’ll take care of everything.” To Coburn, she added, “But I’ll wait until we’re almost there before I stop to shop.”
“As of now, you can’t use credit cards. Do you have plenty of cash?”
“I have some,” Honor reminded him.
“Money is one thing we don’t have to worry about,” Tori said. “I can get what I need. All I have to do is ask.”
“Ask who?” Coburn wanted to know.
“My current beau.”
“No. Nobody can know where you are.”
“He wouldn’t tell.”
“Yeah, he would. If the right people got to him, he’d tell.”
He said it with such conviction that even Tori was daunted by what he implied. “We’ll pool our resources and make do.”
He appeared satisfied with that, but stressed that Honor and Emily must get into hiding before being spotted.
“Gotcha,” Tori said. “No one would know to look for me in this car.” Then her expression clouded. “The only person I worry about is Stan. If he tries to contact me again, and I don’t respond, he’ll smell a rat. I would be the logical person that Honor would come to for help.”
“He may figure out that she’s with you, but he can’t know where,” Coburn said.
Tori turned to Honor. “That’s okay with you? There’s no love lost between him and me, but the man is beside himself with worry over you and Em.”
“I know it seems cruel to keep him in the dark.” Honor glanced over at Coburn, but saw no softening of his resolve. “But that’s how it’s got to be. For a little while longer at least.”
“You have your reasons,” Tori said. “But I dread the showdown when Stan finds out that I provided the wheels when you ran away from home.”
“I’m not going with you.”
Honor’s declaration startled Tori speechless. Coburn was more outspoken. “The fuck you’re not.”
She had been silently debating this with herself and had come to the conclusion that she couldn’t just dust her hands of this, which would be the safe and practical thing to do. It had occurred to her, not in one blinding instant of enlightenment but gradually over the past couple of days, that she was done with being safe and practical.
Since Eddie’s death, she often had resented Stan’s interference in her life, but she’d done nothing to discourage it. She had allowed him and others to protect her, to shepherd her through rough times, and to oversee her decisions as though she was a child who needed constant guidance.
She’d had much more independence when she was married. Eddie had regarded her as an equal, a woman who was allowed and, indeed, encouraged to form her own opinions and to act on her decisions.
Widowhood had fettered her. It had made her insecure and cautious, afraid to relocate, or explore employment options, or to do anything other than remain in a rut comfortably lined with memories of her happy past. Stan’s supervision had fostered her timidity. She didn’t like this woman she was now. She missed the more confident Honor Gillette that she had been.
Squaring off against Coburn, she said, “I’m not going to let you just brush me off.”
“Not going to let me? Watch, lady.”
“You’re the one who dragged me into this.”
“I didn’t have a choice then. Now I do.”
“So do I.”
“That’s where you’re wrong. My choice is the only one that counts, and I choose for you to go with your friend here.”
“I’m going to see this through, Coburn.”
“You could get killed.” He pointed toward Emily where she was still playing with her stick. “You want to leave her an orphan?”
“You know better than to ask that,” she shot back angrily. “But this time I won’t be cowed or coerced. I want answers to the questions about Eddie.”
“I’ll get them for you.”
“That’s just it. I need to get them.”
“Not your job.”
“But it is!”
“Yeah? How’s that?”
“Because I didn’t do it before.”
His chin went back.
She hadn’t expected to blurt out that admission of guilt, but now that she had, she pressed on. “I should have insisted on a more thorough investigation of Eddie’s car wreck. I didn’t. I was told it was an accident, and I took the explanation at face value. I never posed a single question about it, not even after the officer who found Eddie was murdered so soon after.
“I let everyone hover around me and start taking over my decision-making.” She dug her index finger into her chest. “I’m making this decision. I’m staying on until I know what really happened to my husband.”
Tori placed her hand on Honor’s arm. Softly, she said, “That’s honorable and all, honey, but—”
“I’m not doing it just for me. He needs me.” She nodded toward Coburn even though they had maintained eye contact. “You do. You said so yourself.”
He muttered an expletive. “That’s what I said, but I was—”
“Manipulating me, I know. But you’ve convinced me that I’m indispensable. You can’t find what you’re looking for without my help. Not in time. You’re on a deadline. Without me, you won’t know where to search. You don’t even know your way around the area. You had to ask me for directions this morning, remember?”
He clamped his jaw shut.
Honor said, “You know I’m right.”
He stewed for a few moments, but Honor knew she’d won the argument even before he returned Tori’s phone to her and began reiterating his instructions.
When asked, she gave him the general location of her house on the lakeshore. “It’s about a two-hour drive, depending on freeway and bridge traffic. Shall I call you when we get there?”
“Is there a landline at the house?”
She recited the number, which Honor memorized, as she knew Coburn did. He said, “Let us call you. Don’t answer the phone unless it rings once, and then again two minutes later. And leave your cell phone off. No battery.”