The pin spots of light kept whirling and the song machine kept wailing even as the Dragons dragged the bloody men across the empty hall.
Fear
Johnny flung down the racing form as people dashed out of the Sing Along. He jumped out of the car just in time to hold the door for Mona and Uncle Four.
"What happened?" he asked once they were inside the car.
"A fight," huffed Uncle Four. "Faan ukkei, get home."
Johnny wasn't sure which home Uncle Four meant but started the car. He looked in the rearview and saw fear in Mona's eyes.
"Henry gaai," she said coolly, and he turned the car toward the Henry Street condo. It was a short drive, and he could feel the heat of Uncle Four's anger curling the short hairs on the back of his neck.
Quickly enough he was there, watching as Uncle Four marched Mona into the China Plaza, her heels clicking along the stone lobby floor, clutching the little purse to her bosom.
When they were out of sight, he doused the headlights and killed the engine. He felt helpless, and stayed in the car until the lights on her balcony came on. When the light went instantly to black, he fired up the car, and thought about Fat Lily's.
But his pockets were empty, and he wheeled the limo around, looking toward his home.
It was bad enough when Uncle Four drank too much cognac, but now he was in a simmering rage.
He grabbed Mona, then shoved, tearing the silk of her blouse, ripping it off along with the black lacy bra. He slapped her across the face, which he never did, not wanting the bruises to show, but this time leaving a dull pink palm print, and sprinkling bloody spittle from her mouth. Shoving her onto the bed, he grabbed her by the hair, slapped at the back of her head.
She knew not to resist, or be defiant. It would only enrage him further. Play along, suffer it. He'd be more forgiving in a day or two, and then it'd be flowers and champagne.
He unbuckled his belt and slipped it off the loops, whipped her with it across the buttocks.
"I cannot face you," Mona sobbed. "I won't dare next time. Please forgive me," she whimpered, choking on her words.
At this, he tossed the belt aside, stripped her skirt and panties off and turned her over. He dropped his trousers and forced her legs apart.
She cried out and he shoved her face into the pillows, plowing into her. Kuan Yin, Goddess of Mercy, she was thinking, have mercy on me, as Uncle Four vented his hatred hard inside her.
Cop
Daylight came again, made stark those things that had blended in with night and artificial light. The alarm on Jack's watch jingled. He barely noticed it and took five minutes to roll off Pa's bed of clothes. He went to the green-streaked sink to splash water on his face. It was too late for breakfast and too early for roll call at the 0-Five. But he'd had enough of the dead air and the dark night. From the knapsack he extracted the cellular phone, the pager, another disposable InstaFlash. He opened all the windows before he left the apartment, the cool morning breeze at his back as his feet pounded the stairs until he stepped onto Mott Street and into the roar of the morning.
The tension was building. He could feel it pulling, grabbing inside his shoulders.
When he entered the stationhouse he passed an old Chinese woman seated at one of the benches, bleeding from the mouth, her eyes glazing over from the shock, a broken half circle of jade bracelet in her hand.
P.O. Jamal Josephs, a.k.a. Jay Jay, brushed past Jack with a wet paper towel and gave it brusquely to the old woman. Turning, he threw a pissed-off look in Jack's direction.
Jamal was a leading member of the Ebony Guards, a black fraternal police organization that had success nullifying sergeants' examinations based on charges of discrimination and cheating. Recently, thirteen thousand cops had been tested and five hundred made sergeant. The Guards alleged widespread cheating among white cops and filed suit against the City for allowing the exam to be compromised. The Department of Investigation was figuring out how many, if any, of the five hundred had prior access to the exams.
When Jay Jay came back he leaned into Jack, jerking his two fingers back at the old woman, saying, "She keeps flashing me the peace sign, Yu. `Hock-kwee, hock-kwee,' she keeps saying, and I know what it means, Jack. I know what it means and I don't need it, okay?"
Jack said, "What does it mean, Josephs?" He walked over to the old woman without waiting forJayJay's answer, sat down opposite her and spoke quietly in Toishanese, watching the look on her face go from surprise back to fear, to resignation, telling her story.
When she finished, Jack came back from the bench. Jay Jay, waiting with crossed arms, said with a challenge, "Hock-kwee means black devil. It means nigger, right?" Jack was silent looking from Josephs back to the old woman.
Jay Jay said, "See, Jack, I know what it means and don't need it, know what I'm sayin'?"
Jack leaned in closer, said into Josephs' eyes, "That's right, Josephs, you don't like it but there it is. It wasn't the peace sign, man, it was two, like in two black African American soul brothers from the Smith Houses mugging a seventy-year-old Chinese grandmother, busting out her dentures, but all you can hear is nigger, right?"
"Fuck that racist shit," Jay Jay said in a low growl.
"Yeah, fuck it," Jack answered, "'cause half the fuckin crime in the Projects is committed against Asians by blacks, and what's racist about it is that you can't face up to it, how badly you're fucking up as a people."
Sergeant Paddy Staten-Island-Irish Murphy got his considerable girth between them.
"Be nice, boys," he huffed. "Don't want to spoil the captain's morning, do we?"
"Fuck you, Jack," Jay Jay, a.k.a. P.O. Josephs said, backing away.
"Likewise, brother. "Jack watched Josephs storm off, knew that was the way it was in this precinct, this city, this country.
The white cops resented the black cops for the breaks they got on the examinations, saw them as quota promotions, affirmativeaction freeloaders. Male cops disliked female officers. Black and Latino cops resented the few Asian cops who were advanced on the coattails of their struggle, ignoring that the yellows were academically better prepared.
Jack wasn't one of them. Any of them. He was becoming the loner in his professional life that he was in his personal life. So they couldn't figure him out; the inscrutable Oriental, Detective Charlie Chan, they joked behind his back.
The NYPD didn't possess any more sanctity than the rest of the city. If indeed the force was a mirror of society, then racism and sexism had to be a part of the reflection, the culture of violence and racism going hand in hand, as American as a Colt.45.
The highest ranking Chinese was a captain in the 0-Seven, a hometown boy who grew up on the Lower East Side, whose promotion no doubt chafed more than a few rednecks from Staten Island to the Bronx. The old veterans didn't care for the shine of Chinese brass. It blinded them from seeing the bigger picture of a cop's duty: to protect, to serve.
Sergeant Murphy took Jack over to the locker room.
"Don't let 'im bug ya, Jacky boy," he said. "He's so fella shit it's gushing out his fingernails. That's why he got bounced out the Three-Four and the Nine-Seven. 'Tween you an me, the niggers can't hold a candle to the Chinamen." He grinned.
Jack's anger flushed, spread sideways.
"Yeah, Paddy," Jack said, pulling away, "you know it. My father and grandfather waited tables full of good laddies like yourself. And did your laundry, too. They didn't like you, but they never spit in your food, or cursed about the small change you left on the tables. They could have, but they never did. They just went about their business. Them good Chinamen, Paddy."