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Send me rice

Said Developed Nations’ skeleton

Sell your bones for dice

Said the Ayatollah skeleton

Die writer die

Said Joe Stalin’s skeleton

That’s no lie

Said the Middle Kingdom skeleton

We swallowed Tibet

Said the Dalai Lama skeleton

Indigestion’s whatcha get

Said the World Chorus skeleton

That’s their fate

Said the USA skeleton

Gotta save Kuwait

Said the Petrochemical skeleton

Roar Bombers roar!

Said the Psychedelic skeleton

Smoke a dinosaur

Said Nancy’s skeleton

Just say No

Said the Rasta skeleton

Blow Nancy Blow

Said Demagogue skeleton

Don’t smoke Pot

Said Alcoholic skeleton

Let your liver rot

Said the Junkie skeleton

Can’t we get a fix?

Said the Big Brother skeleton

Jail the dirty pricks

Said the Mirror skeleton

Hey good looking

Said the Electric Chair skeleton

Hey what’s cooking?

Said the Talkshow skeleton

Fuck you in the face

Said the Family Values skeleton

My family values mace

Said the N.Y. Times skeleton

That’s not fit to print

Said the C.I.A. skeleton

Cantcha take a hint?

Said the Network skeleton

Believe my lies

Said the Advertising skeleton

Don’t get wise!

Said the Media skeleton

Believe you Me

Said the Couch-potato skeleton

What me worry?

Said the TV skeleton

Eat sound bites

Said the Newscast skeleton

That’s all Goodnight

February 12–16, 1995

“You know what I’m saying?”

I was shy and tender as a 10 year old kid, you know what I’m saying?

Afraid people’d find me out in Eastside H.S. locker room you know what I’m saying?

Earl had beautiful hips & biceps when he took off his clothes to put on gym shorts you know what I’m saying?

His nose was too long, his face like a ferret but his white body

Proportioned thin, muscular definition thighs & breasts, with boy’s nipples you know what I’m saying? uncircumcised

& strange, goyishe beauty you know what I’m saying, I was dumbstruck—

at Golden 50th H.S. Reunion I recognized him, bowed, & exchanged pleasant words, you know what I’m saying?

He was retired, wife on his arm, you know what I’m saying?

& Millie Peller “The Class Whore” warmest woman at our last Silver 25th Reunion alas had passed away

She was nice to me a scared gay kid at Eastside High, you know what I’m saying?

December 23, 1995

Bowel Song

You’ve been coughing for weeks

still you don’t sit on your cushion & visualize Bam

You’ve been in the hospital just last week

still you read the newspapers

Recovered from congestive heart failure,

you took 7 hours last week to read the Sunday N.Y Times

Listen, your days are numbered, why waste the essence of your clock

How will you feel when you can’t breathe?

What’ll you do the last six minutes?

Where’ll you go for the next 6 hours?

What good, half dozen gay porno films then?

You can hardly catch your breath now, why jack off limp prick?

Your master gives good advice, you listen, follow it couple weeks

then lapse into old habits, waste time on the toilet reading books,

at the kitchen sink 3am washing dishes daydreaming.

If you don’t get ready now, what’ll you do at the Black Hole

You wanna get born a pretty little girl & go through agony?

Wanna get caught between snakes coupling?

In between death and life, still wanna get laid?

What makes you lazy? you’re not on your deathbed yet,

if you’ve an ounce of strength, use it to look inside.

Clear your mind, you won’t escape the Great Sickness

the Immortal Plague, Grand Disaster continuous to eternity—

Whatever it is, whyn’cha figure it out?

Wanna drift off & become a newspaper headline,

what good favorable publicity in the bardo?

Allen Ginsberg says, these words’ll get you nowhere

these jokes won’t be funny when everyone leaves the seven exits.

January 2, 1996

Popular Tunes

What do I hear in my ear

          approaching my 70th year—

Echoes of popular tunes, old rhymes

                         familiar runes

Songs my mother taught me

               “O tell me pretty maiden

                    are there any more at home

                         like you?”

Cousin Claire heard on the Newark radio

Aunt Elanor played on her Bronx phonograph

piercing Bell Song soprano notes,