“If you hate me,” I said, looking upward, “then I hate you back.”

I drove on, conscious of a black SUV a few cars back. These guys really didn’t have to switch cars every day. The fact that they did so told me that they were trying to maintain a surreptitious cover. They thought I wasn’t aware of them. That, in and of itself, told me something. These guys were serious customers but they weren’t pros, at least not in the cloak-and-dagger business.

I deviated from my normal destination and had to think a little bit about the proper route to St. John’s. It was the parish Talia and I had chosen, among many on the north side. It was hard to wave your arm in the city without hitting a Catholic church, but we settled pretty quickly on St. J’s, as most people called it. Talia liked it because of the choir. I preferred it because I liked Father Ben, a younger guy with a good sense of humor and a self-deprecating style. Catholicism, twenty-first-century style.

None of them had the feel of our parish growing up in Leland Park, St. Peter’s. St. Pete’s looked like it had barely survived an aerial bombing in World War II and hadn’t felt the need for an update in the interim. The priest at St. Pete’s preached his homilies like he was Moses descending from the mountain following his one-on-one with the burning bush.

But Father Ben, he was okay in my book, as okay as I could feel about a man of God today. When I walked into St. J’s, I found him coming up the stairs from the meeting rooms downstairs. I avoided looking to the right, to the sanctuary itself, to the altar where Emily was baptized at three months.

“Jason, it’s good to see you.” Father Ben was in a white shirt and dark trousers. His flyaway hair wasn’t in its usual order. It always seemed weird to see a priest out of uniform. I let him work me over a minute. I’d expected some gentle chiding for my lack of attendance since the funerals but didn’t receive it. We covered how I was doing, then talked a little football.

When the small talk subsided, he seemed to struggle with what would come next. I preempted him by saying, “Thanks for your help today, Father.” And for not asking me why, I didn’t add.

He gave a heavy sigh and surprised me by putting his hand on my shoulder. I raised my hand because I didn’t want to hear whatever he might say. “Please, don’t,” I said, drawing away.

“Okay, okay. No homilies today. But can I just say one thing?”

I could hardly deny him.

“He didn’t leave you, Jason. Don’t leave Him.”

I nodded slowly, a bitter smile creeping forth. “Or what?”

“I’m sorry?”

“Or what, Father? What’s He going to take from me, He hasn’t already taken?”

Father Ben deflated. His eyes searched me for something, I wasn’t sure what. I tapped my watch. “I gotta do this,” I said. “Thanks again for your help.”

I took the stairs down to the meeting room. Jim Stewart, it turned out, didn’t look anything like his namesake, the actor. This guy was short and stout and dour, a military crew cut, a guy who seemed like he didn’t have a lot of friends. In his line of work, he probably didn’t.

I thought of one of the actor’s best roles, Mr. Smith Goes to Washington . I thought I might like a sequel. Maybe Smith Goes to Prison.

Or Smith Goes to the Morgue.

“I’ve got a problem,” I told Jim Stewart. “I need your help.”

38

THE ITALIAN DELI and coffee shop about two blocks from the criminal courts has been a fixture since long before I was a prosecutor. The proprietors, two Sicilian immigrants now in their sixties, are there every day chatting up the customers and telling stories about how things used to be in the city, before the federal government starting sticking its nose into the cesspool of local government, pinching aldermen, exposing bogus city contracts, generally bringing sunlight into areas of public works where shade used to predominate.

It’s mostly a hangout for the lawyers who populate the criminal courts, though cops like to hit the place as well—the exorbitant price of the coffee and pastries notwithstanding. Detective Denny DePrizio was at the counter, as expected, at ten-thirty sharp this fine Friday morning.

We made eye contact as I walked in with the briefcase Smith had given me, still filled with the ten thousand dollars. I’d been followed, as always, by Smith’s men but they kept their usual distance. I doubted they’d check on me unless there was a particular reason to do so, and I wasn’t planning on sticking around for long.

In any event, if I was right, Smith and DePrizio were working together on this, and Smith already knew about this meeting.

DePrizio was at the counter, enjoying some coffee with his jacket thrown over the seat next to him. I moved next to him but didn’t acknowledge him. I set the briefcase on the footstep of the counter next to his feet and leaned in, ordering a large coffee, black, to go.

“That’s the briefcase?” he asked.

I nodded. “The only thing I have that Smith touched. You think there’ll be any prints on it?”

“Hard to say,” DePrizio answered. “Not likely but we’ll know in a few days.”

That was the time frame I figured. There is typically a pretty long line for fingerprint runs.

“Thanks for keeping this discreet,” I said. “I don’t know if I’m being followed, but you never know. Okay if I call you in a couple of days?”

“Sure, Kolarich.” He didn’t hide his opinion of my paranoia. It had been my idea, the surreptitious drop-off, but he’d been a sport about it.

I took my coffee, stuffed a dollar into the coffee cup for tips, and walked away, the briefcase of money at DePrizio’s feet. I didn’t take a deep breath until I was back in my car.

MARIE BUZZED ME in my office at about eleven. “Mr. Smith calling.”

I felt a stirring in my chest, as I did every time I heard from him. We hadn’t spoken for a while now, but he’d sent me a few messages in the interim—a friendly conversation with gang-banger inmate Arrelius Jackson, plus his henchmen mugging Pete in an alley outside a bar.

“Just wanted to check in on you, Jason. How are things? How’s your brother?”

I forced a smile on my face and counted to ten.

“Have you been keeping up your end of the deal?” he went on.

“Memory serves, Smith, I said we didn’t have a deal.”

“Well, I’ve kept up my end. I have a suspect for you.”

“The black-guy-fleeing-the-scene?”

“The very one. You’ll need to see if your witness—his name escapes me—”

“Tommy Butcher,” I said.

“Right, Butcher. You’ll need to see if Butcher might be able to identify our suspect as possibly the man he saw fleeing the apartment building that night.”

“But he wasn’t the man he saw that night.”

“Well, now, Jason, I’m sure you can be persuasive. This was a man he saw at a quick glance, and cross-racial identification is notoriously suspect.”

“You mean, to a white guy, all black guys look alike? That’s not very politically correct of you, Smith.”

But then again, Tommy Butcher wasn’t exactly politically correct, either. Butcher had been sympathetic to my plight, and if I told him that I had a legitimate suspect, he might be willing to “recall” that the person I pointed out to him was, in fact, the guy he saw.

This conversation I was having violated the letter and spirit of pretty much every ethics provision of the lawyer’s code. But at the moment, I didn’t have much of a choice, and the truth was, if this could help Sammy, I’d be willing to consider it, regardless of the source.

“Is this suspect—what’s his name?”

“Ken Sanders.”

“Okay, this guy Sanders—is he going to be cooperative? How’s this going to work?”