“How much do you remember about what happened that night?” I begin.

He blinks rapidly an instant before looking away, telling me that even after all these years, the horror of it haunts him.

“I remember too much. For too many years.” He shakes his head. “It was a terrible thing.”

“I’m sorry to put you through this again, but I need to know what happened.”

His gaze meets mine. “Why now? After all this time?”

“I think it might be related to another case I’m working on.”

“You mean the man who was murdered?”

“I can’t get into the details with you yet, but yes.”

Hannah crosses to the table and sets a wicker tray with three mugs of cider and a plate heaped with oatmeal cookies on the table between us. “Cookies will go nicely with that cider,” she says. “They’re not too sweet.”

Hoch helps himself to a cookie. “She’s determined to make me fat.”

“The only thing making you fat is your lack of willpower,” she replies in a teasing voice.

“Danki.” I pick up one of the mugs and sip. The cider is steaming hot and spiced with cinnamon and nutmeg and dances happily on my tongue.

“Hoch,” I say, “I know it’s difficult, but I need you to take me through what happened.”

Hannah starts to leave, but he stops her. “Stay.”

She takes the chair next to him and looks down at the dish towel in her hands. Then her eyes find mine. “Chief Burkholder, it’s taken him a long time to come to terms.”

He sends her a grateful half smile. “You helped.”

I sip the cider, giving them a moment, then turn my attention back to Hoch. “You were fourteen years old?”

Taking a deep breath, he nods, and begins to speak. His words are practiced, telling me he’s relived this story many times over the years. His voice is monotone, as if eradicating the emotion will somehow protect him from the impact of the words and the pain they conjure. He paints a brutal picture. An Amish boy wakened by a younger sibling in the middle of the night. Downstairs, he finds his parents held hostage in the kitchen by armed gunmen. In the ensuing scuffle, his father is shot and killed. Hoch and his siblings are locked in the basement. Hoch escapes, but the children never make it out of the house.…

“I tried to reach them,” Hoch says, “but the flames were too hot. There was too much smoke.…” His voice trails.

“You were a kinner.” A child. Hannah lays a comforting hand on his shoulder, then turns her gaze to me. “He was terribly burned.”

I don’t ask him to elaborate. I read the fire marshal’s report. I know that kerosene from the lantern caught fire, and all four of his siblings perished. Their little bodies were recovered the next day, all burned beyond recognition.

The detective with the Holmes County Sheriff’s Department believed the perpetrators were local. There were rumors that Willis Hochstetler didn’t use a bank and kept a lot of cash at the house. The detective surmised the culprits had heard about it and decided an Amish family would be easy prey. But despite an exhaustive investigation, no arrests were ever made and Wanetta Hochstetler was never found.

Word around town is that Hoch Yoder has suffered with depression and nightmares for years. The shrinks have all sorts of official names for it: survivor’s guilt; post-traumatic stress disorder. But the bottom line was that Hoch Yoder blamed himself, and the guilt affected every facet of his life. While most Amish men are married with children by the age of twenty-five, Hoch didn’t marry Hannah until just a few years ago, when he was already into his forties.

I look across the table at Hoch. “I understand your datt was an excellent furniture maker.”

Pleasure flashes in his features, and I know that while the past holds plenty of bad memories, some were good, too. “He made everything we sold in our store.”

“Hoch’s a furniture maker, too.” Hannah motions toward a cabinet set against the wall. “He made that for me a few years ago.” She nods with pride. “He won’t admit it, but he’s as good as his datt.”

Hoch looks down at the table, where his hands are folded. “He taught me everything I know.”

“Did your datt make peg dolls?” I ask.

He nods. “When he had time. The small ones. Sometimes he gave them away to the children of customers.” He gives me a quizzical look. “I haven’t thought of those dolls in years. Why do you ask?”

“Just curious.” I hold his gaze. “Did you know Dale Michaels?”

“The man who was murdered?”

I nod. “Have you ever met or spoken to him?”

“No. I mean, I don’t think so.”

“I don’t want you to read anything into what I’m going to ask you next, Hoch, but I need to know where you were the last two nights.”

Hannah sets down her mug with a little too much force. “Chief Burkholder, surely you don’t think Hoch had anything to do with that awful murder?”

I ignore her, keeping my gaze locked on her husband.

“I was here,” he tells me.

“Both nights?”

“That’s right.”

“All evening?”

“Yes.”

“Do you own any firearms?” I ask.

“I have a muzzle-loader that was passed down from Grossdaddi Yoder. For hunting.” He cocks his head. “Would you like to see it?”

“What about a handgun?”

“No.”

I reach into my jacket, tug out my card, and hand it to him. “If you think of anything else, will you get in touch with me?”

He nods. “The men responsible for what happened to my family will be judged not by you or me or even by some Englischer court,” he tells me. “They will be judged by God and God alone.”

“Not if I have anything to say about it.” Pushing away from the table, I rise and start toward the door.

CHAPTER 6

They met at The Oak, an out-of-the-way wine bar a few miles out of Dover. The place was windowless and dark with a generous amount of antique brick and rough-hewn barrels for an ambience not quite achieved. It was the kind of place where no one would notice a group of middle-aged, financially comfortable friends getting together for a liquid lunch and some chitchat about old times. But the conversation they were about to have wouldn’t be about children or grandchildren, their looming retirement or even the good times they’d once shared. In fact, the man they called Brick was pretty sure if they weren’t frightened when they walked in, they would be when they left.

They’d been known as the Goldens back in high school. Thirty-five years ago, they’d been a tight-knit group of hotshots with the world at their feet and a future as bright as the sun. Brick had been the leader of sorts. The bad boy with a reputation he’d done his utmost to live up to. He’d dabbled in drugs and alcohol and gotten into a few fights, but nothing too serious—until college, anyway. When he was seventeen, he took his aunt’s car for a joyride and ended up wrecking it. His parents managed to talk her out of pressing charges, but he’d spent an entire summer working a shit job to pay for the damage.

Pudge had been his best friend. The little guy with skinny legs who made up for his lack of stature with a mind that kept him on the honor roll the entirety of high school and earned him a full scholarship to the University of Michigan. Studious and diligent, Pudge had always been the serious one. The one who, back in high school, had been voted most likely to succeed. The one most likely to become President of the United States. Brick always thought he would, too.

Snipe had been the football star, the charmer, the quarterback with the Hollywood good looks who could throw a fifty-yard pass and outrun any cornerback who tried to stop him. He was the athlete who could run a four-minute mile and barely break a sweat. The girls had thrown themselves at him. Rumor had it Snipe took the virginity of more girls than he’d made touchdowns, and that was a lot. But Brick and the rest of them knew about the darker side of the football star’s personality. The binge drinking. The marijuana deals and rumors of harder drugs. The girls who’d said no—and whose voices he hadn’t heard. He’d gone to Kent State on a football scholarship. Rumor had it, he’d got into a scrape with the law up there. A girl told him no and Snipe hadn’t listened. When Brick had asked him about it, Snipe was vague about the details. Somehow, the whole incident had been swept under the rug and the football team went on to win the season.