The crowd is deafening when the music stops, and I finally see it. Her big, gorgeous smile with that cute dimple in her cheek. She soaks up the standing ovation, as she should, because she deserves every second of this. She’s elated. I can see it in her eyes, even from this far away. Her instructor walks out with a huge bouquet of roses and hands them to her as she takes her final curtsey before the curtain drops, taking her away from me.

The pain hits hard as I blink back the tears. I’ll never want to see her any other way than what I just did. That’s the image I want in my mind. My girl, not a tormented thought in her head. Happy, free, and on top of the world. Filled with nothing but joy. She has a couple more numbers to dance, but I take what I just saw because nothing could possibly be better. She gave me perfection, and I decide to leave with that as I walk out, leaving a huge piece of my heart in that theater.

And now I start over because I can’t look back. She’s happy, and I have to be content with that, no matter how much I wish I could be a part of it.

I wake up the following morning to the smell of bacon and eggs. I lie in bed for a while before getting up to see my mom in the kitchen, fixing us omelets.

“There you are. I was starting to wonder when you would drag yourself down here,” she says as she stands over the stove.

“Sorry. I didn’t get much sleep last night,” I respond as I walk over to fix myself a cup of coffee.

“Wait. Before you do that, you should open your birthday gift,” she says with a smile as she nods her head to the dining table where a large box sits, wrapped in gold paper with burgundy ribbon. Tearing the paper, I note the store name on the box and question, “Sur La Table?”

“Just open it,” she says as she fixes our plates.

Opening the box, I pull out the De’Longhi cappuccino machine. “This is perfect, Mom.”

“Yeah? I figured you’d get good use out of it,” she says as she walks past me and sets our plates down on the table.

“It’ll give me something to do today, figuring out how to use the damn thing,” I joke as I sit down.

“Happy twenty-ninth birthday, darling.”

“Thanks.”

As we start eating breakfast, she looks up and says, “So, I never saw you last night.”

“Yeah, I crashed early. Sorry about that.” After I left, I was too upset to even think about seeing my mom, so I spent the evening upstairs.

“Did you go?” she asks.

“I went.”

“Do you want to talk about this?”

“No.”

I get up and walk into the kitchen to fix my coffee, and when I return to the table, I tell her, “It’s done with, Mom. I’m walking away, so there’s no point in ever bringing her up again.”

Nodding her head, she responds, “Of course, dear.”

But I’m not completely walking away because her canvas is still in my closet, and a bottle of her perfume still sits on her side of the sink. It’s pathetic, but even though I know I should, I’m not entirely ready to let her completely go just yet.

Another week passes, and while I’m cleaning up my home office, I come across the sheet of paper where Candace wrote down the information for the woman we met at the gallery showing. It’s funny that I should run across this now because this past week, I started working more on some of the photos that were stored on my camera. Albeit photos of Candace, but the thought of trying to find someone else to photograph turns my stomach.

Needing to step out of the monotonous routine I have going, I pick up the phone and give this lady a call. She once mentioned being interested in seeing more of my pieces, so why not?

“Henry Gallery.”

“Is Stacy Keets available?” I ask.

“One moment.”

The line is picked up after a few seconds. “Stacy here.”

“Stacy, this is Ryan Campbell. We met at Thinkspace a few months back.”

“Yes. I remember. ‘Nubile,’ right?”

“Right.”

“What can I do for you?”

“I have a few pieces that I’ve been working on if you were still interested in taking a look,” I say.

“I’d love to. My time is a bit limited, and I’m about to go on vacation, but I’m free this afternoon, if that isn’t too soon?”

“No, that works for me.”

“Great. How about three o’clock?”

“Sounds good, Stacy. I’ll see you then.”

After running up to the bar for a few hours, I head over to the Henry Gallery.

Sitting down in Stacy’s office, she says, “I’m glad you called. We actually just had two wall openings become available yesterday.”

I hand over my samplings and while she studies them, she keeps her eyes down as she casually says, “Your girlfriend was brilliant last week. You must be so proud of her, huh?”

She says this not having a clue that we’re no longer together, but for the moment, it feels good, so I don’t correct her, saying, “Yeah. She’s amazing.”

“She’s more than amazing. Sergej has always considered her a prodigy,” she says as she flips to the next photo. “Has she gotten many job offers?”

“Umm, I don’t really know,” I answer honestly, and when she looks up, she says, “Well, I have no doubt that she’s gonna have quite a few companies to choose from.”

“I’m sure she will.”

“And these,” she continues as she takes her sleek glasses off and sets them on her desk, “these are really beautiful.”

“Thank you.”

“Are you being displayed anywhere else at the moment?” she questions.

“No. Didn’t really think all too seriously about pursuing anything with these photos until this past week, to be honest.”

“Well, I’d be interested in these two, if you’d like to discuss further,” she tells me as she sets two of the samples aside and stacks the rest. “Are you optioning a sale?”

“No. I won’t sell these,” I respond. All these photos are of Candace, and I don’t want any of them hanging in some random person’s home. They’re mine.

“Well, then. Let me look at something really quick,” she says as she starts clicking away on her laptop. “I can do a six-week spot showing. It’s a good slot because they will be on display during one of our invite-only showings next month. You’ll have a lot of eyes on these that could help jumpstart some work if that’s a direction you’d like to go.”

“That sounds great.”

“Perfect, then. Let me go grab all the necessary paperwork, and we can get everything secured for you right now.”

Feeling like I’ve been needing to do something different, have a little more focus, this couldn’t have come at a better time. Although I would never sell these particular photos, I’d love to have an opportunity to expand this and possibly take on some work. So we spend the next half hour getting everything set up before I head out, feeling good about this new door that could be opening for me.

After Stacy selected the two pieces for display a few days ago, I went to have them canvassed and just got back home from dropping them off at the gallery. The wall had already been prepped, and they should be up by tomorrow. It’s a good feeling to be doing something that will hopefully bring me some opportunities.

When I start heading back to my office, there’s a knock on the door.

“Are you Ryan Campbell?” a guy questions when I answer it.

“Yeah.”

He hands over several papers and says, “I’ve got some legal documents here for you. Are you active military?”

“No.”

“Okay. Well, there’s no signature required. Have a good day,” he tells me before walking down the stairs.

Closing the door, I unfold the papers to find that I’ve just been served a subpoena, and when I see who the plaintiff is, anger that I haven’t felt in a while kicks up. This fucker has a lot of nerve, and I’m about to put an end to this shit, pulling out my phone and calling Jase, who’s out of town with Mark right now.