The man winced but then stood firm. “I just want us to be safe. Take us with you. If you leave us behind, the zeds will get us for sure. You don’t understand. We barely made it this far.”
“Stop it!” Brenda cried out, her pale face twisted in pain. “All of you stop it!”
Everyone turned toward the dying woman. She turned to Don. “You must save Alana.”
Don shook his head. “I won’t leave you. I can’t.”
“Save Alana,” she said with more strength than I thought she’d be able to muster for how close to death she looked.
He sobbed and then buried his head in her neck. “I love you so much.”
“I love you.” She looked up to their daughter. “Come here, my little garden sprite.”
The young girl ran over to her mother with tears in her eyes. “Mommy!” Though she couldn’t have been older than five, she still clearly understood the severity of the situation.
Brenda released her husband and hugged her daughter. Don held both of them in his arms. They cried and kept repeating their love for one another. After several long minutes, Don held out his hand and motioned for the syringe.
Clutch handed it to him.
“Don’t do this, Don,” Maggie said. “It’s murder. Don’t let these devils lead you astray.”
“Maggie, I need you to look after Alana right now,” he said.
When she didn’t move, Don yelled, “Do it, Maggie!”
The old woman glowered, but she pulled the crying girl against her.
“You should go through the vein,” Clutch said. “It will go faster.”
Don’s hand shook like crazy. His wife watched him and tried to smile but it was all too quickly drowned by pain.
He’d nearly pierced the skin and then tore away. “I-I can’t.” He grasped his hair with one hand while the other hand holding the syringe fell limply at his side.
“Okay.” Clutch stepped forward.
“No. I’ll do it,” I said, stepping around him. Clutch had enough nightmares already. He didn’t need another one. To make it easier, I’d already figured I’d imagine her as a zed and that I wasn’t taking a life. At least, I figured if I did it quickly enough I wouldn’t think myself out of it.
He grabbed my wrist, gave me a sharp look, and then tugged me back. He cupped my cheek and shook his head. “I won’t let you do this.”
He turned, bent down, and took the syringe from Don. Clutch didn’t waste any time. He grabbed the woman’s arm and rubbed his thumb over the vein at her elbow.
As the needle pierced the skin, her eyes widened, and she tried to yank away. “No! I—”
Her eyes fell closed, and she never finished whatever it was she’d had to say.
“Brenda!” Don cried out and pulled her to him.
Clutch fell back on his heels, and I pulled him up and away from the pair. He stared at the syringe, gave it a look of disgust, and then threw it across the road.
We stood around, silently waiting as Don held his wife’s body. I held onto Clutch, knowing it had nearly killed him to do what he’d just done.
Maggie glared at us. “You committed murder. You are a sinner and will burn in hell.”
I glared right back. “We’re all sinners, lady. And if you don’t back off, we’re leaving your ass on this road.”
Did euthanasia feel wrong? Hell yeah, but the alternative was so much worse. That woman was going to die anyway. We simply took away a few hours of suffering. At least that’s what I told myself. I didn’t try to think of the few hours of life we also took.
A strange sound in the distance yanked my attention back. “What was that?”
Clutch, shook his head and looked around for the source. “Sounded almost like a jet.”
I looked to the sky but saw no trails. The ground…I bent down and put my hand on the pavement. The slightest sensation of a vibration. The noise, while distant, was becoming audible. There was no breeze today, yet the leaves began to tremble on the trees.
“No! They’re here!” Hali yelled.
Hugh twisted around and reached out to me. “We have to go!”
“I’ve got a bad feeling about this, guys. I think we’d better boogie,” Jase called out.
“It’s too late,” Maggie said, standing stoic, looking toward the north. “They’re already here.”
My brain finally deciphered the sound of a gigantic swarm of mosquitoes into a hundred thousand moaning zeds. Cold filtered through my blood, and my breath came short. My legs nearly gave out.
The first herd had arrived.
Chapter XXI
Clutch yanked open the back gate of the Humvee and motioned everyone in. “Move it!”
“But our things,” Noah said.
“We’re going to be packed like sardines the way it is,” I said.
“No time!” Jase yelled. “Move it, people!”
Hali didn’t even hesitate as she shook free from her father and bolted for the Humvee. Jase grabbed her arm and pulled her on board. No one else had yet moved.
I rolled my eyes. “We’ll come back and get it later,” I said. “Now, get inside or else you’re getting left behind.”
My words finally got through to Hugh, who then caught up with his daughter.
Maggie was still praying over Brenda’s body, and Don stayed by his wife’s side. “I can’t leave her here like this.”
I ran over and squeezed Don’s shoulder. “We have to go.”
He wiped his eyes and picked up his wife’s body. He laid her inside the minivan and closed the door.
“Come on, Cash,” Clutch said, climbing into the front seat of the Humvee.
I ran around the front of the vehicle and climbed behind the wheel. Don pushed Maggie in and then climbed in, holding his daughter in his arms.
“Daddy! Mommy’s still back there!” the little girl cried.
Jase pounded on the roof. “Everyone’s on board. Go!”
I stepped on the gas, and we lurched forward. Don’s kid was crying for her mother, and everyone was talking over one another. Clutch pointed to a lone zed on the roadside, and I swerved around it. Shots from Jase’s .30 cal echoed non-stop through the Humvee. Alana cried out and covered her ears.
I glanced in the side mirror and saw zeds pour out from the woods. I would’ve said, “Holy shit,” except my jaw was clenched too tightly to speak. I sucked in air.
Clutch said something, but I couldn’t hear.
“Would you guys please shut the hell up!” I yelled, rubbing a hand down my legs one at a time before gripping the wheel just as tightly again. “I’m trying to get us out of here.”
They quit trying to talk above the .30 cal.
“Drive,” Clutch said. “I’ll keep an eye out for the herds.”
I had the gas pedal floored and didn’t let up until we reached the bridge. Every muscle was tight. I slowed down only to pull off the road, and then drove down the steep slope of the east bank and stopped hard just before the ramp. Griz and his team already had their payload loaded on the pontoon and were waiting for us.
Griz’s smile faded when he saw us. “What happened?”
“The herds are here,” Jase said as he jumped down.
“Shit.”
Everyone tumbled out of the Humvee and toward the pontoon in a chaotic mess.
“Where are we going?” Maggie asked.
“Get us out of here,” Clutch ordered Griz.
“You don’t have to tell me twice.” Griz jumped behind the wheel and started up the boat’s engine, and we scrambled for seats on the pontoon. Little Alana clung to her father. Jase had managed to grab one of the duffels filled with canned food on his way out of the back of the truck. Maggie limped on last, nearly tripping over one of the deer carcasses as she found a seat.
I helped shove the pontoon away from the boat ramp, and Griz throttled the engine full forward to get us into the river. But we weren’t safe yet. We still had to get to the Aurora without attracting the attention of any zeds. It only took one zed to home in on us, and others would notice. Griz ran the engine full out to close the short distance to the barge.
“Is that where you’re going?” Hugh asked.