But something was wrong here. Fry wasn’t going to be around after today. She had a whole new career of her own to look forward to.
‘So that’s your parting gift,’ he said. ‘When you finally leave Edendale, you want to make sure that you leave me feeling in your debt.’
Fry dropped her gaze to the floor. ‘Something like that, I suppose. Yes, something like that.’
Cooper was feeling very strange. Perhaps it was the alcohol. The first real drink he’d had for months. Well, the first time he’d felt relaxed enough to enjoy it. It was odd that he’d spent days working out how he could get away from Fry and now he discovered he didn’t want her to leave.
‘Are you really going, Diane?’ he said.
‘I’m already gone.’
‘You can’t be quite gone,’ said Cooper, putting down his glass.
‘Why not?’
‘Because I’ve still got your TV in the boot of my car.’
‘So you have.’
‘You’ll need it for the new apartment in Nottingham. You’ve moved everything else. That old place at Grosvenor Avenue must be empty now.’
‘Pretty much. But we can’t move it tonight,’ said Fry. ‘You’ve been drinking.’
‘So have you.’
‘True.’
Fry gazed at him. And it felt as if everything that had ever passed between them over the years dissolved in that moment, in that one look. Cooper’s doubts about Fry fell away. For the first time he found himself looking past the brittle façade and seeing the real person underneath, vulnerable and lonely. Fry was like a 3D picture, baffling at first. But if you stared at it for long enough, your eyes slipped through the surface to a different focus and found something surprising that took your breath away.
‘So, Diane…’
‘So let’s leave the TV where it is,’ she said. ‘We’re not going anywhere tonight.’
Cooper was awake early next morning. Quietly, he opened the back door into the garden behind Welbeck Street.
A strong wind had been blowing from the north all night. He walked out of his flat into a world of bare branches and swathes of dead leaves covering the ground. So that was it, he thought. Autumn was truly over. Nothing could stop the winter now.
For a while he sat on a garden chair and watched the sun rise. Fry had been right that a death could provide a bridge to the future. It meant a new start in so many ways. But nothing was quite so simple, was it? It was all very well trying to look ahead, to think about what might still be to come. But it was all daydreams, a lot of wishful thinking. Whatever you did, there was no escaping your fate. No one had any idea what the future would bring.
Cooper gazed up at the hills around Edendale, the ever-changing landscape of the Peak District, the countryside he’d grown up in. The colours of those hills altered season by season, month by month. They might look bare and bleak now, but new life was just below the surface, waiting to burst through again, if it was only given half a chance.
Yes, winter always ended. And, if you could look far enough into the future, spring was just around the corner.
Also by Stephen Booth
Black Dog
Dancing with the Virgins
Blood on the Tongue
Blind to the Bones
One Last Breath
The Dead Place
Scared to Live
Dying to Sin
The Kill Call
Lost River
The Devil’s Edge
Dead and Buried
Already Dead
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For Lesley, as always
Blessed be the man that spares these stones,
And cursed be he that moves my bones.
– epitaph on the grave of William Shakespeare
Thursday 31 October
Dusk was falling on the Corpse Bridge by the time Jason Shaw reached the river. The broken stone setts felt slippery under his boots after a heavy shower, and the walls ran with moisture in the fading light. He shivered and shook the rain from his hair as he checked his watch one more time. He was going to be late.
Jason had come out unprepared for a downpour. He’d been in such a hurry, and the autumn weather was so unpredictable, that he’d been fooled into thinking a light jacket would be enough, and he’d left his waterproofs in the Land Rover. So when the shower started he’d stopped to shelter under a sycamore tree while the water drummed on the earth all around him and turned the river below into a seething foam. But it was the end of October and the leaves were almost gone from the trees. Within seconds his hair was plastered to his skull and water dripped inside his collar as rain cascaded through the branches. He decided he’d get less wet if he returned to the path and just hoped for the shower to ease off. By the time the sky cleared he was soaking.
And that was one of his problems. He always seemed to be in a hurry these days. There was too much going on in his life, so he was constantly rushing from one thing to the next. Sometimes he just wished everything would stop for a while and let him get his breath. If only he had time to think, at least. Perhaps he wouldn’t make so many bad decisions. He might be more prepared for what the world threw at him.
But circumstances were conspiring against him all the time. The situation was out of control and he was being dragged along, as if by an irresistible current. The most important decisions in his life were being made by other people. He was aware of it, but couldn’t do anything about it.
And Jason knew who was responsible for that. The one person he could never say ‘no’ to.
He was trembling with cold as he stepped round a patch of mud that had collected in a damaged section of the track. Every few yards the setts had been shattered or dislodged, exposing the earth beneath to serious erosion. Much of this destruction had been caused by off-roaders. The national park authority was trying to enforce a traffic regulation order on some of these narrow-walled byways and green lanes to keep four-by-fours and trail bikes from using them. There were places in Derbyshire where off-roaders swarmed in their hundreds on bank holiday weekends, with whole convoys of Land Rovers forcing their way down bridleways and gouging new tracks out of the hillsides. By the end of the summer you could see their wheel tracks for miles. Most were intruders from the cities, leaving their mark on the landscape.
It was as he was wiping the water from his eyes that Jason saw her. At first she seemed like an illusion – a pale shape glimpsed through a blur of water and the deceptive colours of twilight. He wasn’t a superstitious person, but Jason felt a jolt of fear at the ghostly flicker and swirl as the figure dodged its way through the trees on the other side of the bridge.
But did the figure run? It hardly seemed the right word. To Jason, she appeared to float or hover, her feet hardly touching the ground. By the time she vanished from his sight on the opposite hill, he still wasn’t sure whether he’d imagined the figure or not. He realised there had been no sound from her. But that could have been an atmospheric effect, a result of the damp air and the evening stillness.