My three brothers stood there momentarily dazed.  As if they never expected anything but my compliance.

“But what about your future?”  Matthew asked.

“Your security.”  Eric added.

“I SAID GO!”  I screamed as I realized just how terrible this whole situation could have been.  I was glad that I came to my senses, I only wished it would have been earlier.

I ran into the bathroom and washed my face and listened for the sounds from the other room to quiet.

A knock at the door startled me, I was just about to draw a bath.

“Don’t you get it?  I can’t do this, I can’t throw away my values for money, and I surely don’t want to give up the most valuable thing I have to someone who doesn’t love me.

“Open the door Katya.”  Conner called out softly.  “It’s just me now, and I don’t want to leave things like this.  I want to talk.”

I let out a sigh and my heart felt heavy with regret.  I opened the door and let him in.  His arms wrapped around my naked body and I felt his fingers slowly tracing my body, comforting me.

“I don’t know what happened Katya.  When we were boys you, having you was all we fantasized about.  When the two of them suggested we use our money to finally have you I guess I convinced myself that it was somehow helping you.  I’ve always loved you Katya, from the moment that I saw you I thought you were the most beautiful creature I’d ever laid eyes on.  When I saw you on your birthday, things were…  Different.  Getting to know you one on one had changed my fantasies for you.  You were no longer the unobtainable little sister; you were a beautiful young woman with all of the characteristics I’ve wished for in a woman.  Things got out of control today, but if you’ll give me a chance to make it up to you, I know that I can.”  His eyes were full of sorrow and regret.

Was it true?  Had he really wanted something more with me?  Had I destroyed every chance I’d ever had by nearly fucking all of them?  I felt the weight of the world suddenly on my shoulders.

“Do you think it’s possible?”  I asked him solemnly.

“Us?  I think it’s more than possible Katya, I just wish I’d have never let things go so far today.  I never meant to hurt you this way but somehow my lust got in the way of my head and heart.  Please forgive me, let me try again with you…”

I agreed to put the past behind us, to move forward and to let our story play out the way that nature intended it.  For the next six months he proved it to me, never once did I hear of the incident from any of them again, and they all seemed only too happy to see the two of us growing closer.  If there was one thing I could appreciate, it was their ability to move forward without ever holding it over my head.

Our parents found it uncomfortable at first that we’d been spending so much time together, but Conner told them the truth.  He’d found himself falling in love with me, and as unconventional as it might seem, love knows no boundaries.   We took our time, letting ourselves grow closer to one another emotionally without ever re-embarking on the journey of physicality.

It was two months from my twentieth birthday when things suddenly began to change.  I had been accepted into every university I’d applied to, and I was eager to share the good news.  He however seemed somewhat distant, and even downright secretive as occasionally he would quickly fold his computer closed when I unexpectedly entered the room; twice he had gone out and wouldn’t tell me where he was going or who he was seeing.  I wondered what it was that had made him act so oddly, but he refused to even acknowledge the irregularity of his behavior.

I feared that I was going to lose him, but I knew deep down that for me, life would go on as it was intended, and I settled on letting life take its course.  But to my complete surprise it wasn’t long before I found out one day exactly why he had been acting so strangely.  All this time he had been planning a secret getaway weekend trip out into the mountains, and rented a beautiful, remote alpine cabin in the woods.  He had even planned a gorgeous hike to the top of a high mountain peak where we watched the sunset over the water.

That special evening, as we watched the last glimmer of the sun disappear into the blue green waters of the horizon he suddenly dropped to one knee.  From his pocket he pulled the most gorgeous ring I had ever seen in my life, the setting sun shining brilliantly, almost mystically, through it as he held it up to me.  His eyes locked onto mine, with a deep burning passion that made me wonder why I had ever doubted him.

“I want to make you mine, Katya,” he proposed earnestly.  “Forever.  Tell me that you’ll have me.  Make me the happiest man alive.”

Tears streamed down my cheeks as I choked out, “I do, baby!  I absolutely do!”  This was a man I knew I could truly love.  I never wanted it to end in the first place, and now I knew for certain it never would.

He slid the ring onto my finger, and our lips met in a passionate kiss.  The moment was unlike anything I’d ever dreamed, our love now deeper than even the blue green waters that had just accepted the setting sun.

We ran like happy children back to the cabin.  A light drizzle was coming down now, but we laughed and joked and were in high spirits all the way.  It was dark by the time we returned, but the cabin was warmly lit with candles and a roaring fire in the fireplace.  The inside of the cabin positively glowed with the sensuous blending of the wood decor and colors of passion.

I wanted him to take me, to own my body they way that he owned my soul.  Conner caressed me softly in an embrace and our lips met in the most sensual passion. I’d fallen hard for those hungry blue eyes, and when they seemed to be asking for permission I smiled and gave him a gentle nod.

HIs hands made their way beneath my blouse and they caressed the skin as he pulled the fabric up and over my head.  Goosebumps rose like mountains on my arms as a shiver followed his touch.  His fingers ran through my hair and traced my neck as his lips followed their passionate trail.

Lifting me and carrying me in his arms Conner took me into the bedroom and laid me down on the bed, standing over me looking down on my bare body.

“It has been a long time that I’ve been planning this day Katya, the first day our lives together as one.  I still can’t believe that I almost lost you…  Never again,”  he proclaimed sternly.

He crawled into the bed on top of me and he showered my naked skin with his kisses.  I undressed him as he explored me until it was just skin that kept our bodies from molding into one.

“Take me Conner.”  I pleaded softly, my body aching for his.

His knees moved between my thighs and he spread me open as he gently pressed his shaft against my innocence.

“Softly,” I whispered.

I felt every inch of him, bare and rock hard, as it spread me in two.  Conners' eyes never left mine as he slowly pushed through my cherry.  Deep inside of my belly our connection was forever sealed with a gift that I could never give to any other man but him.

“I’m yours now baby, take me how you want me,” I encouraged.

The heat and pleasure of his cock as it slowly began to pick up speed and settle on a steady rhythm made me moan.  I’d known that sex was supposed to be fun, but this, with him, it was utter bliss.  I cried for him to give me more, I wanted to feel him deeper.

His strong grip pulled my hips up and into the air as he drilled his cock hard into the pit of my stomach.  I could feel his pulse deep within me, quickening with every passionate thrust.

“Don’t stop baby.  Don’t ever stop.”  I cried as he let out a guttural moan.

My body arched as his hands pulled my from the back.  His hips had picked up the pace and I met his thrusts equally with bucking hips.  I pushed him back as I heard his breath growing ragged.