“Most of the time.”
“A true Venetian.”
“Not for Venice. My family was from Rome. It was my grandfather who came here.”
“Your grandfather? In America, that would make you a founding family.”
“Founding?”
“Old.”
“Ah. No, but in Rome we were an old family. Since the empire.”
“Which empire?”
She hesitated, not sure what I meant. “Rome.”
“What, with chariots?”
She smiled. “Yes.”
“Claudia. A Roman name,” I said, watching her sip from her glass, easier now, even the sharp lapels on the suit somehow softer. “How do you know Bertie?”
“I don’t. He invited everyone from the Accademia. I work there. His friend has a cousin who knew—”
“I heard. I couldn’t keep it straight then either. I haven’t been yet—the Accademia. Maybe you’ll give me a tour. Now that we’ve broken the ice.”
“There, that’s one,” she said quickly, ignoring my question. “You can help me with that. What does it mean, break the ice? I know, to be friendly, but how does it mean that? Like breaking through ice on a lake? I don’t understand it.”
“I never thought about it,” I said. “I suppose just a general stiffness, when people don’t know each other, breaking through that.”
“But not melting the ice—you know, the friendship making things warmer. It’s breaking.” She looked down at her drink, genuinely puzzled.
“All right, melted then. But now that is, would you show me around the Accademia?”
“You should have a guide for that. I’m not really an expert on the paintings.”
“I’m not interested in the paintings.”
“Oh,” she said, unexpectedly flustered. She looked away. “Are you in Venice long?” A party question.
“My mother’s living here—for now, anyway. She’s one of the frivolous people over there.”
“I didn’t mean—”
“No, she is frivolous. It’s part of her charm. It’s what everybody likes about her.”
“Including you?”
“Sure.”
“A son who loves his mother. Very Italian.”
“You see how respectable. So, how about it? Some lunch hour? I’ll help you with your English.”
She looked directly at me. “Why?”
I stood there for a second, not knowing how to answer. “Why?” I said finally. “I don’t know. I’m in Venice. I should get to know some Venetians.”
“They’re Venetian,” she said, moving her hand toward the others.
“None of them asked to meet me.”
She smiled. “Don’t make too much of that. It was for politeness. And now you want to go out with me?” she said, trying “go out.” “You don’t know anything about me.”
“I know your people go way back. So that’s all right. And you’re the first person I’ve enjoyed talking to since I got here.”
“But it’s you who are talking.”
I grinned. “Okay. You talk.”
“No, I have to go.”
“And leave me with them?” We turned. “Look, now it’s priests.” Bertie was greeting a priest in a flowing scarlet cassock, who extended his hand in a royal gesture, barely moving his head, standing in front of some unseen throne. “Who’s that? Do you know?”
“No.”
“I thought everybody here knew everybody. He must be a monsignor or a cardinal. Something. I wish I knew the difference. You’re from Rome—can you tell by the colors?”
“I don’t know. I’m a Jew,” she said quietly.
“Oh,” I said, turning back to her.
“Is that a problem?”
“Why should it be a problem?”
“Jews are not so popular. Not in America either, I think.”
“So you don’t know,” I said, ignoring it, “if he’s a monsignor.”
“No. Don’t you? You’re not a Christian?”
“I’m not anything. Not a Catholic, anyway.”
“But not a Jew either.”
“Part. My grandfather.”
“Miller?”
“Muller. Changed. My father was a mischling.”
“One grandfather.”
“It was enough in Germany.”
She looked at me, then held out her hand. “Thank you for the English. I have to go. It’s already dark. Do you see Signor Howard?” She glanced around the room.
“He’s getting the Church a drink. Come on, no one will miss us.”
“You’re leaving?”
“I’m taking you home.”
“No, it’s far.”
“Nothing’s far in Venice.”
She laughed. “How well do you know it?”
My mother intercepted us at the door, glass in hand.
“Darling, you’re not going. Gianni will be here any—He’ll be sorry to miss you.”
“Not too much.”
“Of course he will. Don’t be silly. The army certainly hasn’t done very much for your manners.”
“You say hi for me,” I said, pecking her on the cheek. “I have to run. This is Miss—I’m sorry, I don’t know your last name.”
“Grassini. Claudia Grassini,” she said, nodding to my mother.
“How nice,” my mother said, shaking her hand. “Finding someone new at one of Bertie’s parties. You probably think we’re the waxworks.”
“We have to run,” I said.
“Perhaps you’d like to join—” my mother started, looking carefully at Claudia, assessing.
“Another time,” Claudia said.
“Of course,” my mother said, a pas de deux. “Did you say goodbye to Bertie?” she said to me.
“He’s in confession.”
She giggled. “Oh, Bertie and his priests. You have to admit, though, he’s the best-dressed person in the room. How did they manage, do you think? During the war. I mean, did they have coupons?”
But by this time we were out the door, walking down the stairs to the hall.
“What was that all about?” I said to Claudia. “That look between you?”
“She’s a mother. She wants to see if I’m all right. You know, like in the market. You feel the fruit.”
I laughed. “How did you come out?”
“She’s not sure. She’s a widow?”
“For years.”
“What did he do, your father?”
“Have fun, mostly. Then he got sick.”
“Fun?”
“It was a different world. People did that then—have fun.”
“These people,” she said, lifting her head toward the stairs, then turning to the maid who was holding her coat. “You don’t have to do this. It’s a long way. I can meet you at the Accademia if you’d really like that.”
“No, I want to see where a real Venetian lives.”
“A poor one, you mean.”
“Are you?”
“Yes, of course. Who lives like this now?” she said, looking up the staircase to the piano nobile. “Only foreigners.”
We were alone at the vaporetto station, huddling in the corner against the cold. The fog had come in, blocking out the opposite side of the canal, so dense you felt you could snatch it in handfuls.
“So what do you do here?” she said, hunching her shoulders, hands stuffed in her pockets.
“Walk. See the city. What does anyone do in Venice? Meet people.”
“At Signor Howard’s?”
“You disapprove?”
“No, no. It’s not for me—” She stopped, then turned away, stamping her feet for warmth. “Signor Howard helped me, at the Accademia.”
“Bertie likes doing that. Helping people. But you still don’t like his friends.”
She looked up at me with a half smile. “Do you?”
“Not anymore. I’m not sure why. I mean, I’ve known some of them for years. It’s just that everything seems different now.”
“For you. Not for them.”
“No, not for them. It’s the same party.”
“I used to see them in the windows, from the canal—all the parties.”
“And now you’re inside.”
“You think so? Ha, brava. The international set. But now it’s like you—it’s all different. I don’t care.”
“I’m glad you went to this one, anyway.”
“Well, for Signor Howard. It was hard to get work when I came back from Fossoli.”
“Where?”
“A camp. Near Modena. Where they put the Jews.”
“There were camps here?”
“You think it was only in Germany? Yes, here. Beautiful Italy. Not so beautiful then.”
“When was this?”
“Forty-four. The first roundups were in forty-three. At the end. But I went later. It was a holding camp. From there, they shipped people on.”
“To Poland?”
She nodded. “So you know that. No one here does. No one here talks about it.”