“But he might have got it a while ago. Actually, I never thought the Russians did know. But if they did, that means—”
“I know what it means. And that never occurred to you.”
“No. I thought he committed suicide.”
“With you there? He makes you go to Czechoslovakia so he can kill himself while you’re around.”
“People who commit suicide don’t always make a lot of sense.”
Hoover looked at him, then turned to the window, pretending to be disappointed. “I don’t think you do either,” he said, looking down at Pennsylvania Avenue. “Don’t have too much fun at our expense–it’s not worth it. I’ve been here a long, long time. And I knew your father. I studied your father. You want me to think it was just a pipe dream. Our man didn’t think so. Some pipe dream. Your father knew how things worked. If he wanted to come back, he knew he’d have to buy his way back. But what was he going to buy it with? You’d need a lot of currency to do that.” He turned back and stared at Nick. “And somebody to make the deal. Close, like family.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” Nick said, holding his gaze.
“I hate to see good information go to waste, get in the wrong hands. Hate it.” He paused. “Most people find that it makes sense to be a friend to the Bureau.”
“I can’t afford it. It’s too expensive.”
Hoover nodded and moved toward the table behind the desk. “There’s all kinds of information,” he said, and pressed a button on a tape recorder. Nick heard a scratch, then his voice, Molly’s.
“Here’s an idea. Let’s smoke a joint and make love. All night. No microphones.”
“I liked the microphones. Where’d you get the stuff?”
“Well, I did see Richie.”
Hoover clicked it off and looked at him for a reaction.
Not the Alcron, looking up at ceilings. The Plaza, where they were safe.
“Where was the bug?” Nick said, stalling.
“The phone.”
“You can’t use it.”
“No? For two cents I’d set you up, you and your hippie girlfriend. I can do it. For two cents.”
Nick stared at him, the bantam chest and dyed hair, his eyes shining, about to win. The way it worked. “But you won’t,” he said finally. “You can’t afford it either. Larry Warren’s a friend to the Bureau.”
Nick saw the tic, the flesh of Hoover’s cheek quivering as if he’d been slapped.
“Two cents,” Hoover said, machine gun speed again, trying to recover. But the air had gone out of it, his skin now slack with age.
Nick turned away. “Keep it with the lighter, just in case. Can I go now?”
“Think about what I said. Hard. Maybe something will come back to you.”
Nick walked toward the door.
“Don’t push your luck,” Hoover said, wanting the last word. “Not with me. I hear you had a rough time over there. You might learn something from that. How things are.”
Nick turned from the knob and looked at Hoover. “I did learn something. You know, when I walked in here I was afraid of you. The Boss. You want some history? That was Stalin’s nickname too. Just like you. But you’re not that scary. You’re just a guy who likes to go through people’s wastebaskets.” Hoover’s face went blank, amazed. “You know what I learned? Nothing is forever. You think you are. You’re going to be disappointed.”
For a moment Hoover just stood there, seeming paralyzed by the impertinence, then his eyes narrowed. “You’ll change your mind. They always do. It’s better to be a friend.” He walked back toward his desk, pulling himself together. “So I’ll give you something free. As a friend. The Bureau isn’t following you. Maybe we should be, but we’re not. And maybe you’re not as smart as you think you are. Just a little paranoid.”
“Maybe.”
“You see how it works. Now you give me one. I know he talked to you. How else would you know about the lighter?”
Nick smiled and opened the door. “An anonymous tip.”
He walked over to the Mall and sat on a bench watching them build the scaffolding for the rally. Kids in T-shirts and Jesus hair with hammers. Portable toilets. In a few days the buses would pour in. Speeches and peace balloons. All of it happening somewhere else, in the present, while he waited to find someone in the past. Hoover hadn’t dyed his hair then. He’d been a real monster, not a creaky vaudeville turn, hanging on. He’d made Welles, McCarthy, Nixon, all of them. Passing out his currency. Now some were dead and one was in the White House and everyone had moved on to the next thing. Except Nick.
He noticed some men in suits loitering by the construction site. The Bureau, getting ready? He should get up and go home. Which was where? A hotel with a piano player in the lobby. A room in London he couldn’t even remember. He looked up toward Capitol Hill. That wasn’t home either. But he was still living there, on 2nd Street, trying to find his way out. The trouble with history, his father had said, is that you have to live through it. A crime story where everyone did it, without even thinking, as careless as an anonymous tip. And then went on. But what if it stopped, a freeze frame? What if you were the one caught in the picture? Stuck–unless you found the one with his finger on the shutter. Who had told Hoover?
Molly was already at the hotel when he got back. “They said no?” Nick said.
“No. Half-day. Orientation. They jumped at it once I said temp–no health plan.”
“Her department?”
“Well, they rotate. But I told them that’s where I’d done it before, so it should be okay. I start with ties–no sizes, even I can do it. She was doing hats today. I mean, who wears hats anymore? Everybody switches around except for the men selling suits. I suppose you really have to know about suits.”
“What was she like?”
“Nice, but not too nice. She probably thinks I’m going to be a pain. You know, who needs a trainee? But the point is, I can see her no matter where they put me. It’s all open except for the fitting rooms. So.”
“So now we wait.”
“You do.” She grinned. “I’ll be on my feet. And they’re already killing me.” She took her shoes off and lay back on the bed, looking up at the ceiling. “I wonder if she’s in love with him too.”
“He’d be a little long in the tooth now, don’t you think?”
“Oh, men just keep going.” She smiled at him. “At least I hope they do.”
He sat on the bed and began rubbing her feet.
“Mm. What every working girl needs. Brown’s still not back, by the way.”
“You went out there?” Nick said.
“Well, I had the time. Just a drive-by. I was curious. There’s something going on–it doesn’t make sense.”
Nick shook his head. “We should leave the others alone. What if they spot us? We don’t want to complicate things now.”
“I don’t think anyone followed me.”
“No. Hoover said they’re not tailing us.”
“Really? What about the man outside the hotel? He wasn’t just waiting for a cab. I know he wasn’t.”
“That’s what he said. Of course, it wouldn’t be the first time he lied.”
The real waiting began in the morning. Nick stayed at the hotel, afraid he’d miss Molly’s call if he left, unable to read or think about anything else. So close. He played a game with the United Charities list, checking it against the phone book to see who was still alive, still in Washington. The others he could run through the Post obituary files, finally winnowing it down. Some names he could deal with by sight–politicians gone after failed elections, senators old even then, his parents, still together on the list. But there were too many. He might as well be doing crossword puzzles, just passing time. His father had said the reports were irregular. How was it done? Was there a prearranged signal, a call, or did he just stroll into the store, a man shopping on his lunch hour? Nick’s worst fear was that he might appear without their even knowing it, the waiting all for nothing.