They exchanged anxious glances with one another and then looked back to me.

I told them about my encounter with Randall and my conversation with Charlotte Truman. I left out the part about Kate using again and softened Randall’s blackmail into simply pleading with his wife to cover for him. I didn’t see how either of those two facts would help them anyway, and I didn’t see the point in upsetting them further. I finished by telling them what Liz’s thoughts were.

Ken leaned back on his hands. “So basically they are going to wait out Costilla?”

I nodded reluctantly. “Most likely. They will do some more checking based on what I learned, but there’s really nothing else to go on. And, I’ve got to admit, Costilla’s a good fit. Motive. History.”

Ken shook his head and let out a long sigh. Marilyn put a hand on his arm, glancing at him. He tried to smile, but only got halfway there.

Marilyn looked at me. “What is your honest opinion, Noah?”

I shrugged. “I think that what the police are saying makes sense. I haven’t found a whole lot to contradict their idea.”

Her jaw tightened, and she shook her head. “What is your opinion? Are they right?”

“I’m not sure what I think,” I said. “On one hand, like I said, Costilla is the best suspect. There is no reason to believe that he didn’t do it, particularly with what we know about what he knew.”

“But you’re not sure,” Marilyn said.

I didn’t want to get caught up in a discussion about what my thoughts were. Their daughter had been murdered, and I didn’t want to give them false hope. The facts were the most important thing. Maybe not the easiest to live with, but the facts were where the answers would be found.

“I’m not sure,” I said carefully. “But the only reason I say that is because I’ve tried to keep an open mind. Anybody and everybody’s a suspect, you know? The police hypothesis is better than anything I’ve come up with.”

Ken leaned forward, his forearms on his knees, a look of angst and exhaustion on his face. “Is there anything else to look at?”

“Do either of you know anything about a key that Kate had with her?”

They both looked at one another, then back at me, shaking their heads.

“Emily gave me a key that Kate left at her place,” I told them. “She didn’t know what it was for. I have someone working on that now. But it may be nothing.” I paused. “I’m also going to try and locate this other woman that Randall may have been involved with. Honestly, though, I don’t expect her to be involved. Randall’s pretty much been cleared.”

Ken nodded sadly, and Marilyn lowered her eyes. It was clear to me that their daughter’s death would gnaw at them for years. Their body language and facial expressions indicated a unique pain known only to families of murder victims.

Marilyn sat up suddenly and stared at her husband. “Why did you do it?”

Ken looked startled. “What?”

She stood, and I could see that the rims of her eyes were red.

“You arranged this whole goddamn thing,” she said, waving her arms wildly. “With the police and the government! I said I didn’t like it. It was too dangerous for her!”

Ken’s face fell a little. “She was going to go to jail, Marilyn.”

“At least she would’ve been alive,” Marilyn said, crying now. “At least I could’ve gone and seen her!” A loud, violent sob forced its way out of her mouth, and she ran into the house.

Ken ran a hand over his face, his eyes glassing over. He stood and looked at me. “Sorry.”

“No, don’t be,” I said, feeling awkward. “It’s hard. I’m sorry I haven’t been able to give you any real answers.”

He nodded, the tears in the corners of his eyes clearly visible now. “Let us know what you find.” He turned and walked into the house.

I left the Criers’ home with the same hollow feeling I’d been carrying around since seeing Kate’s lifeless face in the trunk of that car. I despised that feeling. I refused to let that be the only way I remembered Kate.

Whoever had taken the old Kate away from me was going to pay.

56

I drove to the hospital to see if Carter could improve my mood.

He looked better. There was color in his skin, and the tube had been removed from his chest, leaving a lone IV line trailing into the back of his right hand. There were a couple of bandages in different spots and he was maybe a tad thinner, but he looked like Carter again.

“Please tell me you brought me some real food,” he said, sitting up. “I can’t eat this crap anymore.”

“Sorry. Want me to get you something?”

“Hell, yes. The next time I see a tray come in here with covered things on it, I’m gonna jump out the window. Seriously.” He looked at me. “You alright? You look like shit. And I don’t mean from Costilla’s beating.”

I shook my head and sat on the edge of the bed. I told him about going to see the Criers and Marilyn’s explosion at the end.

“The problem is,” Carter said, “I have a hell of a time feeling sorry for them.”

I looked at him. “Hey. Their daughter’s dead. Easy.”

He shrugged. “I’m sorry. It’s hard for me to look at them as anybody other than the people that made you miserable.”

“Your loyalty has its faults.”

“No, it doesn’t. I feel badly that their daughter is dead, but it doesn’t make me like them any more than I ever did.”

I didn’t feel like having the conversation with Carter. He was grumpy and tired of being in the hospital, and regardless of his feelings for the Criers, I didn’t want to hash it out there.

“How do you know Charlie?” I asked, moving us away from the subject.

“Charlie? Just a guy I run into now and then,” he said.

“He’s creepy.”

“Yeah, a little, but he’s alright.”

“Think he’ll be able to get me anything on that key?”

“If he can’t, no one can.”

I hoped that he could. I didn’t know if it would lead to anything, but at the very least, it would be a closed loop in the mystery.

“You know yet when they are going to release you?” I asked.

He rolled his eyes and made a face at the door. “I wanted to leave today. I feel fine. But they want me here for one more night.”

“Your charming personality, no doubt.”

“Man, I have tried to piss off every person that walks in here, hoping they’ll kick me out,” he said, clenching his fists. “They keep telling me how they can’t believe I’ve recovered this fast. And I’m like, I know, sign the goddamn release papers.”

“That famous Carter charm must be working. They love you too much to let you go.”

“Bite me,” he said, shooting me a dirty look. “I want out.” He took a deep breath and dropped back on the pillow. “What’s the story with you and the Ice Queen?”

“I’m not sure you’re in the mood to hear about it,” I said.

He waved his hand around the room. “If I’m gonna have a heart attack, this is as good of a place as any.”

I laughed and started to tell him, but my cell phone rang in my pocket. I pulled it out. “Hello?”

“Who’s this?” the voice asked.