time had already made. Robert was the clean, decisive man, Lester the
man of doubts. Robert was the spirit of business energy and integrity
embodied, Lester the spirit of commercial self-sufficiency, looking at life with an uncertain eye. Together they made a striking picture, which was
none the less powerful for the thoughts that were now running through
their minds.
"Well," said the older brother, after a time, "I don't suppose there is anything more I can say. I had hoped to make you feel just as we do about this thing, but of course you are your own best judge of this. If you don't see it now, nothing I could say would make you. It strikes me as a very
bad move on your part though."
Lester listened. He said nothing, but his face expressed an unchanged
purpose.
Robert turned for his hat, and they walked to the office door together.
"I'll put the best face I can on it," said Robert, and walked out.
CHAPTER XXXIV
In this world of ours the activities of animal life seem to be limited to a plane or circle, as if that were an inherent necessity to the creatures of a planet which is perforce compelled to swing about the sun. A fish, for
instance, may not pass out of the circle of the seas without courting
annihilation; a bird may not enter the domain of the fishes without paying for it dearly. From the parasites of the flowers to the monsters of the
jungle and the deep we see clearly the circumscribed nature of their
movements— the emphatic manner in which life has limited them to a
sphere; and we are content to note the ludicrous and invariably fatal
results which attend any effort on their part to depart from their
environment.
In the case of man, however, the operation of this theory of limitations
has not as yet been so clearly observed. The laws governing our social
life are not so clearly understood as to permit of a clear generalisation.
Still, the opinions, pleas, and judgments of society serve as boundaries
which are none the less real for being intangible. When men or women
err—that is, pass out from the sphere in which they are accustomed to
move—it is not as if the bird had intruded itself into the water, or the wild animal into the haunts of man. Annihilation is not the immediate result.
People may do no more than elevate their eyebrows in astonishment,
laugh sarcastically, lift up their hands in protest. And yet so well defined is the sphere of social activity that he who departs from it is doomed.
Born and bred in this environment, the individual is practically unfitted for any other state. He is like a bird accustomed to a certain density of atmosphere, and which cannot live comfortably at either higher or lower
level.
Lester sat down in his easy-chair by the window after his brother had
gone and gazed ruminatively out over the flourishing city. Yonder was
spread out before him, life with its concomitant phases of energy, hope,
prosperity, and pleasure, and here he was suddenly struck by a wind of
misfortune and blown aside for the time being— his prospects and
purposes dissipated. Could he continue as cheerily in the paths he had
hitherto pursued? Would not his relations with Jennie be necessarily
affected by this sudden tide of opposition? Was not his own home now a
thing of the past so far as his old easy-going relationship was concerned?
All the atmosphere of unstained affection would be gone out of it now.
That hearty look of approval which used to dwell in his father's eye—
would it be there any longer? Robert, his relations with the manufactory, everything that was a part of his old life, had been affected by this sudden intrusion of Louise.
"It's unfortunate," was all that he thought to himself, and therewith turned from what he considered senseless brooding to the consideration of what,
if anything, was to be done.
"I'm thinking I'd take a run up to Mt. Clemens to-morrow, or Thursday anyhow, if I feel strong enough," he said to Jennie after he had returned.
"I'm not feeling as well as I might. A few days will do me good." He wanted to get off by himself and think. Jennie packed his bag for him at
the given time, and he departed, but he was in a sullen, meditative mood.
During the week that followed he had ample time to think it all over, the result of his cogitations being that there was no need of making a decisive move at present. A few weeks more, one way or the other, could not make
any practical difference. Neither Robert nor any other member of the
family was at all likely to seek another conference with him. His business relations would necessarily go on as usual, since they were coupled with
the welfare of the manufactory; certainly no attempt to coerce him would
be attempted. But the consciousness that he was at hopeless variance with his family weighed upon him. "Bad business," he meditated—"bad business." But he did not change.
For the period of a whole year this unsatisfactory state of affairs
continued. Lester did not go home for six months; then an important
business conference demanding his presence, he appeared and carried it
off quite as though nothing important had happened. His mother kissed
him affectionately, if a little sadly; his father gave him his customary
greeting, a hearty handshake; Robert, Louise, Amy, Imogene, concertedly,
though without any verbal understanding, agreed to ignore the one real
issue. But the feeling of estrangement was there, and it persisted.
Hereafter his visits to Cincinnati were as few and far between as he could possibly make them.
CHAPTER XXXV
In the meantime Jennie had been going through a moral crisis of her
own. For the first time in her life, aside from the family attitude, which had afflicted her greatly, she realised what the world thought of her. She was bad—she knew that. She had yielded on two occasions to the force of
circumstances which might have been fought out differently. If only she
had had more courage! If she did not always have this haunting sense of
fear! If she could only make up her mind to do the right thing! Lester
would never marry her. Why should he? She loved him, but she could
leave him, and it would be better for him. Probably her father would live with her if she went back to Cleveland. He would honour her for at last
taking a decent stand. Yet the thought of leaving Lester was a terrible one to her—he had been so good. As for her father, she was not sure whether
he would receive her or not.
After the tragic visit of Louise she began to think of saving a little money, laying it aside as best she could from her allowance. Lester was generous and she had been able to send home regularly fifteen dollars a week to
maintain the family—as much as they had lived on before, without any
help from the outside. She spent twenty dollars to maintain the table, for Lester required the best of everything—fruit, meats, desserts, liquors, and what not. The rent was fifty-five dollars, with clothes and extras a varying sum. Lester gave her fifty dollars a week, but somehow it had all gone.
She thought how she might economise but this seemed wrong. Better go
without taking anything, if she were going, was the thought that came to
her. It was the only decent thing to do.
She thought over this week after week, after the advent of Louise, trying to nerve herself to the point where she could speak or act. Lester was
consistently generous and kind, but she felt at times that he himself might wish it. He was thoughtful, abstracted. Since the scene with Louise it