“It’s true that I killed our father,” he said. “It’s what I went there to do, and I did it. Whatever you might have heard, I did not kill the crown prince, nor would I have. Nor the council, the bodyguards, the Silverswords, the bath attendants.” All that blood. “All of that was Jael’s doing, and all of it his plan. No matter how it fell out that day, he was going to lay it to me, and use it as pretext to exterminate us all.”
Throughout the telling, the silence continued to evolve, and Akiva felt in it a loosening, as of fists relaxing their grips on sword hilts.
Maybe it was news to them that their lives would have been forfeit no matter what Akiva did that day, and maybe it wasn’t. Maybe that wasn’t what mattered. These two names—Hazael and Jael—could have served as their poles of love and hatred, and together combined to make this real, all of it. The ascendancy of their uncle, their own exile, even the fact of their own freedom—still so alien to them, a language they’d never had opportunity to learn.
They might do anything now. Even… ally with beasts?
“Jael won’t expect it,” said Akiva. “It will anger him, to begin with. But more than that, it will unsettlehim. He won’t know what to expect next, in a world where chimaera and Misbegotten join forces.”
“And neither, I wager, will we.” In Elyon’s voice, Akiva thought, there was a tone of musing, as if the unknown beguiled as much as it alarmed him.
“There’s something else,” said Akiva. “It’s true that the chimaera have a new resurrectionist. And you should know, before you decide anything, that she was willing to save Hazael.” His voice caught. “But it was too late.”
They digested this. “What about Liraz?” asked Elyon, and a murmur went around. Liraz. She would be their touchstone. Someone said, “Surely shehasn’t agreed to this.”
And Akiva said a blessing for his sister, because he knew that he had them now. “She’s with them, encamped and awaiting my word. And you can imagine—” He softened for the first time since arriving and calling them together; he allowed himself to smile. “That she would rather be here with you. There isn’t time to hash it over. Jael won’t wait.” He looked first to Elyon. “Well?”
The soldier blinked several times, rapidly, like he was waking up. Furrowed his brow. “A détente,” he said, in a tone of warning, “can only be as strong as the least trustworthy on either side.”
“Then let it not be our side,” said Akiva. “It’s the best we can do.”
The look in Elyon’s eyes suggested he could think of better, and that it began and ended with swords, but he nodded.
He nodded. Akiva’s relief felt like the passage of stormhunters reshaping the air.
Elyon gave his promise, and the others did, too. It was simple, and slight, and as much as could be expected for now: that when the wind delivered up their enemies, they would not strike first. Thiago had made the same promise on behalf of his soldiers.
Soon they would all learn what promises were worth.
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A WARM IDEA
“You know what I might do?” Zuzana asked, shivering.
“What might you do?” inquired Mik, who was seated behind her, his arms wrapped all the way around her and his face tucked into the crook of her neck. That was the warmest part of her body right now: the crook of her neck, where Mik’s breath was making its own microclimate, a few lovely square inches of tropical.
“You know that scene in Star Wars,” she said, “where Han Solo slits open that tauntaun’s belly and shoves Luke inside so he won’t freeze to death?”
“Aw,” responded Mik, “that’s so sweet. You’re going to tuck me into a fresh, steaming carcass to warm me up?”
“Not you. Me.”
“Oh. Okay. Good. Because the thing Ialways think after that scene is that the guts are going to cool off fast, and personally, I’d rather be cold and notcovered in wet tauntaun guts than—”
“Okay then,” said Zuzana. “No need to get graphic.”
“It’s called a Skywalker sleeping bag,” Mik continued. “A woman in America tried it in a horse.”
Zuzana made a choking noise. “Stop now.”
“Naked.”
“Oh god.” She pulled forward so she could swing her face around to look at him. Immediately the microclimate of her neck began to drop in temperature. Good-bye, tiny tropics.“I did not need that in my mind.”
“Sorry,” said Mik, contrite. “I have a better idea, anyway.”
“A warmidea?”
“Yeah. I was just working up my nerve when you distracted me with Star Wars.”
The chimaera army, plus themselves and Liraz—Akiva having flown on ahead to get the high sign from hisarmy, fingers crossed—was encamped in a sheltered valley in the mountains. Shelteredbeing a relative term, and valley, too. One thought of meadows and wildflowers and mirror lakes, but this looked like a moon crater. They were out of the worst of the wind, anyway; it was calm enough to get fires going, though they didn’t have a lot of fuel, and the wood that someone—Rark? Aegir?—had chopped with a battle-ax was a stingy burner, throwing off popping green sparks and smelling disagreeably like the decades of cabbage buildup in Zuzana’s aunt’s Prague flat.
Seriously, that smell had no business existing in two worlds.
Zuzana wondered what idea Mik might have that called for nerve. “Will it impress me?” she asked.
“If it works? Yes. If it doesn’t, and I come right back here looking sheepish or… um, looking stabbed, don’t mock me, okay?”
Looking stabbed? “I would never mock you,” Zuzana said, and she meant it in the moment. “Especially when there’s a stabbing risk. There’s not really, is there?”
“I don’t think so. Humiliation, for sure.” He took a deep breath. “Here I go.” And then his body was gone from behind hers, leaving her fully exposed to the elements, and Zuzana realized that she hadn’t actually been cold before, but now she was. Like climbing out of a tauntaun, covered in wet—
Ugh.
“What’s Mik doing?” Karou asked, hopping down from the stone buttress that shielded them—sort of—from the wind. She’d been pacing up there, watching out for Akiva under the pretext of standing guard. The sun was going down, and Zuzana didn’t think they expected the seraph back for a while yet, but she hadn’t bothered pointing this out to her friend.
“I don’t know,” she replied. “Something brave, to keep us from freezing to death.” Immediately she regretted the complaint.
Karou winced. “I’m sorry we’re not better prepared, Zuze,” she said. “You should have stayed. It was so stupid of me to let you come.”
“Shush. I’m not sorry, and I’m not actually freezing to death or I’d climb into the blanket pile with Issa.”
There was a huddle around some of the colder-blooded members of the company, and all spare blankets—including Zuzana’s stinky neck-spike pad—had gone to that cause. Zuzana had a fleece on, at least, and Mik a sweater. They were lucky that they’d left all their things at the kasbah when they escaped, or they wouldn’t even have had those.
“Where’s he going?” Karou asked. Mik had set off in the opposite direction from the resting chimaera. “He’s not… he wouldn’t… Oh.He is.” There was dread and awe in her tone.
Zuzana shared both. “What’s he thinking?” she hissed. “Abort. Abort.” But it was too late.