She only stared at him.

“Leaving then?” he asked. He had better not underestimate her, he knew, tired as she was now, and shocked. He felt enormously tired himself. He had thought hate did not affect him. He had thought he was used to it.

“No,” she said. “No, I will stay and watch Clay Blaisedell shot down like he shot Bob down.”

“Do it yourself?”

“Are you afraid I would? No, I won’t do that.”

He sat down in his chair, inhaled on his cheroot, blew smoke. “Maybe you can get somebody to go after him here. Like the one you just lost.” His voice rasped in his throat. “There are some that might be hard up enough to try it for a chance to sleep free with a hydrophoby skunk bitch.”

He felt a lift of pleasure to see her face dissolve. But she quickly regained control of it. She only shook her head.

“Why, you have gone soft, Kate.”

“No,” she said, and again he saw how exhausted she was. “No, not soft. I went all over looking for Pat Cletus,” she said, in the dead voice. “I went more than five thousand miles looking for him — different places I had heard he might be. I couldn’t find him so I thought I would give it up. Then a month ago I met him in Denver, and we came out here and he was killed. I don’t know whether you did it or not — except — except I should’ve known he would be killed. Like I should’ve known Bob would be killed if he went to tell you he was going to marry me.”

“I told you once before he didn’t ever come to see me.”

She didn’t seem to hear him. “So that was my fault too. I should have seen you dead before I thought of wanting to marry Bob Cletus. Or we should have run — to Australia. But I killed him when I let him go to you. And killed Pat when I made him come out here. I have had enough of killing.”

He nodded sympathetically, and saw the despair crumple her face again.

“But I will see Clay Blaisedell shot down!” she said. “I will see that, I’ll follow him wherever he goes to see it.” She took a deep breath, and her lips tightened as though she were trying to smile. “I saw him tonight,” she went on. “He looked at me as though he’d seen a ghost, and I thought how fine it would be to be a ghost and haunt and torture somebody who — who”—her voice began to shake again— “who took away the only chance I ever had!” she cried. “Who killed the only decent man I ever knew! And you had Clay shoot him down!” Tears shone suddenly on her cheeks.

“Why, then you should look for somebody to shoot me down.”

“No! Because you don’t care about yourself — I know you that well. But I know you care about Clay. I think I might’ve let it alone if I thought you didn’t care what happened to him. But I will follow him and haunt him. And you.”

“And yourself too, isn’t it?”

“Maybe so,” she said, with a tired lift of her shoulders. “Haunt myself too for not knowing you would always do the foulest thing you could do. To me or anyone.” Her voice rose shrilly, “But I’ll stay here and wait it out, and watch! Whenever you see me you will know I am waiting to see him die like Bob died. Or wherever he is when somebody finally shoots him down, I will be there too. And then I’ll come and laugh at you!”

“We will have a good laugh together, Kate.”

She sobbed. She raised a hand to her eyes and then dropped it, as though she were too proud to hide that she was crying. She was ugly when she cried; he remembered that.

“Come in any time and we will have a good laugh,” he added, pleasantly. She did not answer, moving toward the door. He watched the swing of the thick pleats of her skirt, her hair, blue-black in the light, where it showed beneath her hat. Her white, lined face turned toward him once, and then she was gone and the door slapped shut behind her.

Her scent of lavender water was strong in his nostrils. He was shivering a little, and he stretched, hugely. He had done well enough tonight, he thought; he had given her nothing. He had never given her anything. He saw, indelible in his mind’s eye, her tired, hate-filled face. Once there had been good times.

II

Kate had not been gone ten minutes when Clay came in from the Glass Slipper. Clay took off his hat, brushed his fingers back through his thick, fair hair, and sat down on the other side of the desk. He placed his hat on the desk before him and then moved it a little to one side, as though it were of great importance where it was placed.

“Posse back?” Morgan asked.

Clay shook his head. His eyes were deeply shadowed, his mouth a thin shadow beneath the sweep of his mustache. He had been doing some drinking, from the look of him.

“Whisky, Clay?” Morgan asked, and his hand caught the neck of the decanter as though to strangle it. But Clay shook his head again.

“I’ve just found out something to shake a man,” Clay said.

“What’s that?”

“The passenger those road agents shot. I heard his name and I didn’t believe it. But I went over to the carpenter shop for a look.”

“Somebody you knew?” Morgan said, and put the decanter down.

“Knew of. I’d heard Bob Cletus had a brother up in the Dakotas somewhere.”

Denver, he commented to himself. “Cletus?” he said aloud.

“Pat Cletus,” Clay said, looking down at his hat. “This one’s name was Pat Cletus. You would know it was his brother, looking at him.”

Morgan whistled.

“Come after me, I guess,” Clay said.

“I don’t know. Looks like he might just have happened out this way.”

Clay shook his head again, and Morgan leaned back in his chair and hooked his thumbs in his vest pockets. He said easily, “What would you have done?”

“Run.”

“If he’d come after you like you think, I expect he’d’ve followed if you’d run.”

After a time Clay nodded. “Why, yes,” he said. “That’s so, isn’t it?”

“Then it seems like those San Pablo boys that shot him down did you a favor,” Morgan said. He tried to grin, and felt his lips slide dry over his teeth.

“Yes,” Clay said. His elbows on the desk, he made a steeple of his hands and gazed through, as though he were shading his eyes to sight at something a long way off.

“Foolishness!” Morgan said suddenly, savagely. “I don’t know how you managed to settle it in your mind that Bob Cletus wasn’t on the prod for you. You heard he was. It looks to me like you just chose he wasn’t so you could chew yourself forever. Foolishness. God damn it, Clay!”

“What is foolish to one man maybe isn’t to another, every time,” Clay said. “It is different with you. If you lose a stack at your trade you can push out another and win it back. If I lose a stack like that one I can’t.”

“If you lose at your trade they leave your boots on,” Morgan said. He tried to grin, and saw Clay try to grin back. But Clay only shook his head; that wasn’t what he had meant.

Morgan said, “Let one Cletus shoot you down because you shot down another — what kind of trade is that?”

“Fair trade,” Clay said, and his lips twisted again, more weakly still.

Damned fool, Morgan thought, not even angrily any more; oh, you damned fool! “Why, then it is a funny kind of trade and a funny kind of fair,” he said carefully. “It is a trade where you will have to kill a man sometimes. But any time their kin come after you, there is nothing for it but throw down your hardware and go to praying.”

“Only Cletus’s kin,” Clay said. “You know what I mean. Don’t try to make a fool of me, Morg.” Clay carefully moved his hat two inches to the right. “There’s more to it than Pat Cletus,” he said.

“I know.”

“You’ve seen her?”

“I heard there was a women came in on the stage with him. So if it was a Cletus—”

“I guess she went looking for him when she left Fort James.”

“There are people I’d rather see in Warlock than Kate.”

“You didn’t use to feel that way.”