It flared into a galaxy of stars, glittering, and I gasped and looked away from it. There was
something deeply wrong about it. Deeply alien.
''Oh God,'' I whispered. Silverton's face had gone an unhealthy shade of gray, and his hands
shook as he pulled the thing out. ''Drop it. Jerome, drop it!''
He got it free of the Djinn's corpse and let go. It fell to the concrete floor-not like the glass it
resembled, not at all. It fell with a thick, metallic clunk. Drops of oily black dripped from its
sharp edges, and both Silverton and I stared at it without saying a word for a few moments.
Then Silverton said, ''This shouldn't be here. This can't be here.''
I licked my lips and tasted sweat. ''What is it?''
He met my eyes, and I saw real fear in him, the big tough military guy. ''I don't know. If I had to
apply some kind of scientific principle to it, I'd say it was antimatter. Antimatter in suspension,
made stable in the real world.''
I knew the theory of antimatter, of course. Back in the 1970s, a scientist named Dirac had been
trying to figure out an explanation for the way matter behaved in certain circumstances, and he
came up with a theory about something called the Dirac Sea-a kind of negative energy that
exists underneath the positively charged matter in a vacuum. That led to scientists talking about
contraterrene matter, and antiparticles.
Human scientists had actually managed to artificially create antimatter-in fact, they regularly
did it, in places like CERN and Fermilab. Of course, their antimatter was unstable-it had to be,
considering that it was manifesting and interacting with the matter-based world. The longest
antimatter had ever lasted, even with all their technology sustaining it, was about fifteen seconds
before it annihilated itself.
But if this was some kind of bottled, stable antimatter, that was bad. Very, very bad. When
matter and antimatter collided, gamma rays were one side effect, which would explain the
radiation. Even this container, whatever it was, wasn't able to completely contain the antimatter,
so there was a continuous stream of radioactive energy pouring off it.
''Antimatter collisions are about ten times more powerful than chemically based energy,''
Silverton said, and wiped his sweating forehead with his sleeve. ''One kilogram of antimatter
annihilating itself is supposed to produce about 180 petajoules of energy.''
''Which is . . .''
''Catastrophic would be charitable.''
''And how much do you think is in there?''
We both looked at the thing lying on the concrete floor, alien and deadly enough to destroy a
Djinn even without being released.
''I think,'' Silverton said slowly, ''that we're looking at about two kilograms.''
In other words, double the worst-case scenario he'd just described.
''We need the Djinn,'' I said. ''At the very least, they need to know about what happened to
him.'' I nodded toward the dead Djinn.
Silverton nodded. ''I think we're going to need more than the Djinn,'' he said.
''Like who?''
''God.''
Chapter Three
There was no way we could safely remove the black antimatter shard by ourselves. Touching it
had damaged Silverton already; he was trying to hide it, but I could see the pain in his face, the
way his gloved hands were trembling. I remembered Lewis's blistered hands– and that had
been on the aetheric.
''Let's get out of here,'' I said. Silverton didn't argue. He had trouble getting to his feet. I
dumped the equipment, stripped off his pack, and supported him on the way up the stairs. He
made it about halfway before his knees gave out. He was a big guy, and I had to work hard to get
him up the rest of the way and out into the hallway.
''Leave,'' he said. In the light from my floating lantern, he looked drawn and sick. ''You need to
get the Djinn here, fast. Go.''
''I don't need to go anywhere to do that,'' I told him, and concentrated on the invisible thread
that linked me with David. It was thin here, but still a connection. I pulled, and distantly felt his
attention shift toward me. I couldn't communicate with him over the aetheric, at least not from
this spot, but he knew I was looking for him.
I put my back into pulling Silverton down the hallway, trying to avoid the worst of the debris. It
seemed like a very long way, and I had to superoxygenate my lungs to keep spots from dancing
in front of my eyes. I'd pay for it later, but for now, I just wanted out.
My heels hit an inconveniently placed broken computer monitor, and I tipped backward.
David caught me. ''What the hell is going on?'' he asked. ''What are you doing?''
I whirled to face him. I can only imagine how I must have looked-wild-eyed, sweating, scared.
He took a step back. ''Help me get him outside,'' I panted. Without comment, he scooped up
Silverton in his arms and walked down the hall, olive-drab coat belling behind him. I hustled
after, feeling a shake in my knees that definitely hadn't been there before. In fact, I felt distinctly
sick now, wobbly, light-headed, but I was determined not to show it. We had enough problems
to talk about.
David simply blew the glass doors off their hinges at the entrance-effective, if a little showy.
The resulting hail of broken glass melted away in midair and formed a soft mound of sand,
which served as a bed on which he placed Silverton. ''Now,'' he said, and turned to me, ''what
the hell-''
He caught me as I collapsed. Which actually came as a surprise to me-the collapse, not that he
caught me. I hadn't felt it coming on; I'd thought I was coping just fine. David pressed his warm
hand to my forehead as he lowered me to the sand beside Silverton. ''Jo?'' He muttered under
his breath, something about stupid Weather Wardens and their foolish sense of invulnerability,
which really wasn't fair because I didn't feel at all invulnerable at the moment. I felt scared.
David's magical touch poured warmth into me, but it was like pouring it into a black hole.
Whatever was affecting me, it was wrong in ways I couldn't even begin to realize.
''Wait,'' I said, and held his gaze with all the determination I had left. ''David, I need you to go
into the basement. There's a dead Djinn there, and a thing– a thing we think is antimatter. Don't
go alone. Be careful-''
I had more to say, but it got lost somewhere, and the light was too bright in my eyes, and then it
was dark and still and quiet, and I was all alone, floating.
Well, dying always had been kind of peaceful for me.
I woke up in a hospital, hooked up to tubes, and I was alone. No David by my bedside. No Lewis
loitering in a chair. No Cherise, even.
All alone.
I pressed the call button, wondering if I was in a Warden hospital. Pressing the call button
seemed like an Olympic event, and one I wasn't likely to medal in at that. I was unreasonably
exhausted, considering I'd just woken up. While I waited for attention, I looked over the room I
was in. Typical hospital issue-an adjustable bed, with rails that were up. Machines that beeped.
A silently playing TV high in the corner, tuned to the Weather Channel, which led me to believe
that at the very least I'd had Warden visitors.
Nobody was responding to my call. I pressed the button again, sweating with effort. My mouth
tasted like metal, and it was sticky and dry. Everything smelled wrong. My whole body ached,
the kind of nasty, all-over body aches you get with high fever, and there were some white-hot
spots of pain in various joints. I'd been hurt worse, but somehow, being all alone, hooked up to