The features were different, but Benedicts expression, the thoughts that lurked behind his eyes, were classic Justin, the crazy werewolf whod Changed her and
done all the other things that no one else had particularly wanted to do to an Omega wolf. Not long after she and Charles met, Charles had killed Justin. But even years later, she had nightmares about Justins eyes.
Because Benedict made her so uneasy, she turned her attention to the other stranger in the mix. Clearly related by blood to both of the younger two, the old man Uncle Travis, that was what Heuter had called him showed her what Heuter would look like in forty years, assuming he didnt die under her fangs as she hoped. Age had not so much bent this man as clarified him. Heuter still looked a little soft around the edges; it was what gave him his wholesome appearance. This man was all rawhide and leather.
Even in his mid-sixties or early seventies, he was good-looking, with bright blue eyes unfaded by the years and sharp, clean features that might have been spectacular when he was young but had been solidified by a sense of strength and determination. If Anna thought that the strength of character in his face was slightly mad well, she was in a better place than most to make that judgment.
He moved like there was muscle under his skin despite his age. And from the body language of the others, she knew that here was the Alpha wolf. He ruled by fiat, by strength of character, and by their understanding that it was this one who kept them safe and gave them direction and would kill them if he needed to.
The body language she observed when the older man wasnt looking at his minions also told her that Heuter chafed at his secondary position: he was ready to take over at the first sign of weakness. It had been in his voice, too. The old man should have known, and that he didnt, signaled to Anna that he was weakening and would not rule here much longer.
Lets have a look at you, darling, the old man crooned as he came up to the cage, seemingly unfazed by her change to wolf. Black as pitch and ice blue eyes. Ive never seen a wolf with blue eyes before.
She had to fight not to back away. Close up, he smelled of pipe tobacco. Charles sometimes smelled like that after he performed one of the ceremonies his grandfather had taught him.
Charles didnt do one often, but shed learned to see the signs. Hed get restless for a few days. Then hed head off to the woods on his own or haul her off with him to find a place to burn tobacco and sing to the spirits in his mothers tongue.
Sometimes hed tell her what he was doing; sometimes he wouldnt. She didnt ask him about the rocks hed bring in or the small bits of cloth hed set on top of them during certain seasons of the year. Hed told her once that some things were to be shared, and others were not and that was good enough for her.
But Charless tobacco scent had come to be comforting. She resented the old man for ruining it.
Uncle Travis, shes a wolf. Benedicts voice was a whine better suited to a teenager arguing for a later curfew than the grown man he was. Anna was sure by now there was something wrong with him, something more than his being a sociopathic or was that psychopathic? serial killer. Shes no good as a wolf. I dont like old men or boys, but I can do them. I wont do a wolf thats just sick.
Hush, said the old man. They cant stay wolves forever. Tomorrows the full moon; she can stay a wolf through that, but then shell have to change back when the moon sets.
He was wrong. As long as she didnt mind losing herself to the wolf, she could stay in wolf shape indefinitely, but he sounded very confident. Maybe Cantrips databases had inaccurate information about more than simply who was and was not fae.
I cant wait until tomorrow, said Heuter.
Youre not a werewolf, Benedict said. You dont need the full moon to do anything.
No, I dont care about the moon. Heuter smiled. I cant wait to see that smug bastard lose it because we have his wife and he cant find her.
You arent going anywhere near him, Uncle Travis snapped irritably. Dont be stupid. Youll get cocky and hell smell it on you. Smell her on you, maybe. He didnt take his attention off Anna, so he didnt see the resentment that flashed and disappeared on Heuters face.
Anna didnt have Charless memory for information, but she was pretty sure that Heuter was nearly thirty. That was old to be taking orders issued as if he were a child. Werewolves had to follow their Alphas orders that way, though. They followed them or they were killed. Maybe it was the same kind ofthing for Heuter? Maybe his uncle read him better than she did, and the threat of death was enough to keep him in line.
You look so meek in there, Uncle Travis said and it took a moment for Anna to process that he was talking to her because hed switched from talking to Heuter without altering his voice or his body posture. Are you afraid, princess? You should be. Your kind is trying to take over the world. You dont fool me with the were good guys spin-doctoring. I know a predator when I see one. Its just like the gays. Just like the gooks and the spics and the dagos. Trying to turn this country into a cesspool.
Gooks were
Vietnamese, right? Score one for her high school history class, because shed never actually heard that one out loud before. Spics were Hispanic. She had no idea who the dagos were. Her racist vocabulary obviously needed work. What would a racist call werewolves? Wargs? She kind of liked thatone, but suspected that racist bastards didnt read Tolkien. Or if they did, she didnt want to know about it.
But were here to stop you, Uncle Travis said, then smiled seductively and he was handsome enough that she would bet that a lot of women had followed that smile into a bedroom. And for payment, all we ask is that we have a little fun along the way right, boys?
Yes, said the big man. Yes, fun.
It was weird hearing the simplemindedness in his speaking voice and smelling his lust. In her experience and shed volunteered in high school with a group that specialized in free babysitting for parents with autistic or special-needs kids most people who were mentally disabled were pretty sweet as long as their parents hadnt totally spoiled them.
Benedict was not sweet, and he was something a lot more deviant than a spoiled brat. Listening to him and smelling his need gave him an oddly pedophilic vibe. It made her feel filthy by association.
Anna wondered if there had always been something wrong with Benedict, or if Uncle Travis had turned him into this
twisted soul.
Look at her, Uncle Travis, said Heuter. Shes just staring. Is she too scared to fight? Or maybe she thinks she can get away, that she can fight us and win. Maybe shes not scared of a bunch of mere humans.
No snarls or raging, agreed Uncle Travis. Might mean shes already given up. Maybe we wont wait until shes human. Shes not half as big as that last one was, and he didnt give us any trouble. He put his face near the cage, as if by accident, but she could smell his excitement. He was taunting her, trying to get her to attack. We took that one apart, piece by piece, until the creature that was left was a mewling, broken thing. We put him down out of pity when we were done with him.
Otten hadnt been trained by Charles, Anna reminded herself firmly. Let success make them careless. She relaxed her ears and changed her posture until the glimpse she saw of the black wolf in the mirror showed a beast who was scared and alone, who knew there was no way her mate could find her as if thereminder of what had happened to Otten had been enough to steal her confidence.
She had to remind herself firmly that she was only acting hopeless and afraid. That she was not a victim, that she would prevail over them.