Come in, he wished Banichi, staring into the dark. Don’t listen to human reasons. Talk sense into Jase. Say no to him and get back here. Get himback before someone gets killed. There’s still a way to patch this.
Wishes did no good.
Sandwiches did, at least improving Kroger’s rations, a strike back in a war of nerves.
The lights went out for fifteen minutes or so in the evening; came on; and went out again an hour later.
A candle in the hallway provided sufficient light for atevi, and the household proceeded with supper.
“I fear they may be aware of our monitoring,” Bren whispered to Tano after supper, in the utter, ghostly stillness of that dark. “Dare one think they might move up on us?”
“Significant monitoring is passive,” Tano said, “and we listen, nadi Bren, we do listen for any such. They make noise in the tunnels now and again, but nothing near us.”
“It makes no difference that we have no idea where Ramirez is. Certain authorities might thinkhe’s taken refuge with us.”
“We watch, nadi Bren. We watch.”
“One knows so,” he said. He wanted Banichi back. Immediately.
But he did no good pacing the floor or making his security nervous. There was always the chance that the lights might not come on again. There was the chance they would freeze in the dark, though he doubted that his security would allow that without a blow struck.
He wantedthe adjacent rooms in their hands.
And then he had the most uncomfortable notion where Banichi might be, and where Ramirez might be, and how the fugitive captain was receiving food, water, and care. He cast Tano an uneasy look, and kept quiet about the idea.
He went back to bed, where it was warmer, and shortly after that all the lights came on and the fans started up.
“One doubts they will willingly freeze the water pipes,” Jago said blithely the next morning. “One believes, nadi, these outages are connected with the search.”
“With listening?”
“Likely,” Jago said. “Likely they hope to hear movement.”
He simply cast a look toward the door, by implication toward that section beyond it.
Jago shrugged, and said not a thing.
He made a gesture for here! Made it emphatically. Bring him here!
Jagogave a negative shrug: not wise, she meant, he was sure of it. His security would not jeopardize him, whatever else, and would not let the search lead here. He recalled what Banichi had indicated, of making noise in distracting directions.
A dangerous set of maneuvers.
Damned dangerous, he said to himself, but he doubted close questions served anyone’s safety: if they were where he thought, they were as good as within their perimeter.
Day, and day, and night and night.
No messages came up from Mogari-nai, not a one. He ordered Cl to send-receive, and had no idea whether his messages went anywhere. He wrote to councillors, to department heads, to his staff, and to his mother, not daring to mention that he hadn’t gotten any messages, not daring to admit he was worried.
“Any word from Jase Graham?” he asked daily, as if there were nothing wrong in the world.
Occasionally he called Kroger, and twice summoned Kaplan for uneventful escorts over and back.
He’d thought he’d found the limits of his nerves and passed them long ago. Shouting and argument he could deal with; silence was its own hell.
But withstanding that was as important. And Jago was happier, at times, even cheerful… interspersed with days of bleak worry, when he was relatively certain something was going on that his security opted not to tell him. There were more outages, and one that lasted until he was sure the pipes were in definite danger.
He sat by candlelight fully clothed and wrapped in a blanket from shoulders to feet, and with his hands tucked under his arms and his feet growing numb no matter the precautions. How general it was or whether Kroger was likewise suffering he had no idea. The silence without the air duct fans was eerie… one grew accustomed to that constant sound. The notion of air that no longer moved gave the place a tomblike feeling.
He wondered if Tabini had done what he urged and opened direct negotiations—such as the University on Mospheira could mediate, using more Bens and Kates—with Hampton Durant on the island. He hoped so. He hoped that by virtue of what he had sent down to the world that men of common sense could form a common purpose and not give the Guild what would damn them all: if it was the xenophobes in charge of the Guild now, minds that truly didn’t want to deal with foreigners of any stamp, and they were determined to alienate the atevi before they took on aliens from far out in space, everything was in jeopardy. He’d made that clear to Tabini, and included a letter for Mospheira, and hoped Tom Lund had corroborated his report.
At times things seemed to be going very slowly to hell with his own position, and in the candlelit dark he asked himself whether he or any of his team might survive this, or whether fools were going to let this go on until the station was damaged, the ship remained unfueled, and the planet had to take its chances with whatever came, helpless to launch more than a shuttle.
He passed despair, achieved numb patience—and guilt for having drawn people he cared for into this mess. He reanalyzed the meeting he had had, when everything had gone too well, too fast, and wondered if he might have precipitated this reversal himself, simply because he was a negotiator and the captains weren’t. Perhaps, he thought, he had pushed the opposition into desperate measures.
It might have happened. It might be that he had driven the opposition to desperation, or encouraged Ramirez to an aggressive posture that proved his downfall… if that was what had happened.
“Mr. Cameron,” the intercom said, breaking its long silence. The lights stayed out.
He stayed seated. The intercom made several tries. He still stayed seated. If they were going to ask him if he had had enough, he wasn’t going to make it convenient for them.
The lights and air came back on within the hour. His security had kept their watch, and reported no movement in their area.
He found himself tempted to order a seizure of the adjacent rooms and main corridor, down to the next security door, in the theory the blackouts might be local, and that he might command an area more difficult for them. But he had no desire to provoke anything until the shuttle was back.
“Mr. Cameron,” the intercom nagged him. He refused to answer.
It went on intermittently for the next day. Narani and the servants ceased to regard the noise. He ceased his daily harassment of Cl, preferring to let the captains worry about the silence from his side.
“Mr. Cameron,” the intercom said finally. “ We know you hear us.”
He somewhat doubted they could guarantee that.
It interrupted his sleep during the night.
An alarm went off, flashing lights from the panel, a loud klaxon that sent them all from their beds.
Jago was in his, and he said, the two of them entangled beneath the sheets, “I honestly hope that’s real and they’re having a bad night.”
“I should go to security,” she said, and eased out of bed. She flung a robe about herself on the way out the door.
He lay and watched the ceiling in the flashing red light. The intercom said,
“Mr. Cameron. The captains are willing to meet with you now.”
That worried him. But he stayed in bed.
The section door opened and shut outside. Thatbrought him out of bed, wrapped in a sheet.
Banichi was back, and for an man who ordinarily suffered not a hair out of place, he looked exhausted.
“Bren-ji,” Banichi said. “One apologizes for the inconveniences.”
“What’s going on?” he asked. “Be carefulout there, nadi-ji, I earnestly request it.”